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- Up late, walk round the park with the parents
while J. slept, watched Galaxy Quest on the new
family DVD drive, bed early.
- Up late, the parent's wedding anniversary,
out for a walk in the park, lovely dinner in the
evening with Grant & Anne.
- Packed a load of stuff into the car,
drove a long way south; arrived at the parents'.
Unpacked presents: got Eats, shoots and
leaves among many other fun bits; hopfully
can curb my grotesque over-use of inappropriate
punctuation.
- Coddled H. for a while - still fairly
unhappy some of the time. Poked at various issues
with Thomas etc.
- Out to see Return of the King
with Louise, rather good, bed very late.
- Up early; breakfast, Louise left, off
to NCC - flaccid family sermon, back for pasta.
Ximian mail back in action, great.
- Suffering from inexplicable problems
with the wavelan / ethernet card being unable to
decide which should be eth0 reliably; irritating
indeed.
- Out shopping for food and a new tube
for the new 5 foot fluorescent light for the loft.
No tubes.
- Home, stoked the fire and sat by it
reading the economist - the good life. A prolongued,
draining battle of wills with H. in the evening:
sucking the thumb must not happen while being fed.
Victory eventually.
- Louise arrived, H. to bed, pleasant
dinner, sat reading / talking by the fire all
evening.
- Up at the very crack, after an hour of
on-off crying in our bedroom. Fed H. breakfast
entertained her by various devious means. J. awoke
from a nightmare to feed H. Back to bed.
- Up late, Clive & Sue arrived, after
a brief scan of the hand decided nothing was doing,
but Clive was just checking with Bruce - I'm to have
a new Brother-in-law it seems.
- Opened presents, lots of lovely things,
got stuck in the Economist' 2004 predictions,
interesting.
- Out for a walk with the dogs,
S&C&B. Mined Clive's brain about his business
all rather interesting. H. very upset about the
unanticipated painfulness of growing up.
- Drove home, H. & J. slept beautifully,
dark, windy & rainy outside. House still standing,
turkey sandwich dinner, pulled 2000 messages to check
for news from any passing spaniards, nothing.
- Up early, boiled eggs, off to Church in
Aldeburgh. Good for quantity, sermon pretty weak -
about Beagle 2 and (not) finding love on Mars. Fair
enough, but what about the fact that Christ came
into the world to save sinners, of whom I am the
worst
1Tim1.
- Back, dropped in on a drinks party on the
warren; nice enough, apparently should have gone to
Laceston instead.
- Tim, Julia & Hilda arrived, had a
lovely Christmas dinner: roast turkey, stuffing,
brussel sprouts, carrots, roast potatoes, bread sauce,
cranberry etc. champagne, pudding wine.
- Opened a few presents - H. pleased with
new 'pig' book. TJH left, tackled the Telegraph
crossword to little effect, Amelie on TV in
the evening, rather good, H's 2nd lower tooth peeping
through the gum nerves, bed late.
- Up early, cooked breakfast. Went for walk
on the beach, to see the new memorial molusc for
Benjamin Britain large stainless steel thing.
- Light lunch; got the house into more
order, sherry in the evening, fine dinner,
watched A Christmas Carol with Cptn Jean Luke
Pickacard on the TV. Bed.
- Up early, not-mush-room breakfast, out to the
tip with Bruce, clearing the decks; examined the new
garage / workshop - very nice. Tackled some broken
press-studding on the pram.
- Watched some of the blue planet in the
evening, got the nasty cold from the warren - pretty
vicious, hard to sleep, drowning in mucus effect.
- Off to the 'Bee Hive' at Horringer
for a pleasant pub lunch with Anthony&Louise,
Tim&Julie, Bruce&Anne.
- Left for the warren, lots of snow on
the ground; more H. consolation. Pleased by a quote
from 'Jazz singer George Melley, 77' in the Sunday
Times: Impotence in old age has not been a great
loss. It's like being unchained from a lunatic.
- J. reluctant to come near me on account
of the chained lunatic, bed late.
- Up early, off to NCC to practice for the
carol service tonight. Lunch, H. upset again, rather
an interesting carol service, played the vile-din.
Another missed-opportunity sermon. Bed early.
- Up late, out shopping for presents, nothing
again, bother. Watched Jabberwocky on DVD, H.
upset by the teething situation. Bed early.
- Early morning mail reading; missed cworth on
IRC with cvs problems; bother. Booked flights for LWE,
and Boston afterwards. Spent a while detailing very
explicitely a task for someone.
- Made an
archive of the cairo work for Carl. Fixed some complicated
modifier problems.
- Read some of xautolock code to simplify the 'turn off
screensaver during presentation' code, hacked that up, hacked
round a daft linking error.
- Knocked off for a 2 week holiday; nice.
- Up early; dug in the mailbox. Posted, backed
out the cairo work and got on with more important gtk+
bits. Fixed k/b modifier handling, did some paper review.
Lunch, it seems we might see Rodrigo at Christmas; nice.
- Fixed some vicious multiple-display / grab
issues, Tip: avoid gdk_display_open like the plague.
Binned the nasty getstyle-gnome helper from CVS - ah,
that makes me feel good. Gave Carl instructions on how
to build OO.o to play with the cairo bits.
- Re-setup my linksys wap11; default IP:
192.168.1.251, username: 'onenet, password: 'admin',
default essid: linksys.
- Raul did some nice research on ooo.x.c and
seems poised to get to grips with it and polish the
services up nicely.
- After my PinkTie 9 war-pig upgrade barfed in
the middle of the 1st CD (duff media), finished the
upgrade with rug. Got the wavelan card working, and
installed it downstairs for Julia; nice stuff indeed.
- Looks like the ooo-1.1 packages finally got
through QA to the xd2 channel; which is great. Hopefully
the small ooo-dictionaries update fixing spell-checking
will get through soon too.
- Fixed a slew of GtkSalFrame stuff, got GdkCursor
support working, sync, flush, cursor warping implemented,
looking nicer and nicer.
- Drove home, back to OO.o / gtk+. Pleased to see
that Stefan has finished the Win32 port of the alpha-artwork
CWS, taking us that bit closer to up-stream.
- Looked up emacs' keyboard macro bits while
doing the cursor mapping port; C-x ( ... C-x ), C-x e -
very good indeed, got all the cursors working nicely.
- Hannah's first tooth (lower jaw) came through
today - to much wailing. Lots of playing with it on the
tongue, feeling the novelty with a whole hand in the mouth.
J. out to Alpha while I hacked.
- Idly hacked cairo into the OO.o SalGraphics
rendering framework very quickly; suprisingly good
performance with XRender at least for line drawing.
Screenshot of this (unsustainable hack)
here. Bed.
- Almost no sleep; read, did some gtk+ hacking.
It seems opening and closing a gdk_display is an untested,
crasher-bug-riddled operation; not good. Back to bed, up
late.
- Got back to gtk+/OO.o work, Stefan and Philipp
appeared on IRC today - wonderful, discussed the alphaart
changes with Stefan.
- Implemented the far nicer catching
gdk_threads_enter/leave bits in the new gtk+, hooking them
via dlsym, seems to work rather nicely at first glance.
- Couldn't sleep in the night, poked at the ooo
build; discovered a vicious dictionaries problem, seems we
still need to build a textual list of them; updated the
tool to do that, need to push new ooo-dictionaries with the
list included, should be quick/easy. Back to sleep.
- Up early, more mail. Conference call with the
Indian team, gradually getting up to speed. Pushed the new
ooo-dictionaries packages - they work nicely. Fixed Raul's
access to ooo.x.c up, evo cut/paste bug with large
multi-line ssh keys (perhaps). Discovered the silly bug in
the gtk+ integration causing pain.
- Philipp arrived on IRC as I left to have a
drink with Ben Elvidge to celebrate his successful PhD
viva - good stuff. Met Alex Haynes from CH - interestingly
doing a PhD in inorganic chemistry - 1/2 of them are girls
it seems.
- Back to VCL, some re-factoring to dung some
mess out. Out to Louise' for dinner, had a pleasant time
but very tired, back, bed early.
- Up early; cooked breakfast, off to St. Lukes.
Bouncy music, good albiet simple sermon, back for slap up
lunch.
- Off to Undean's, met Sue & Clive, had tea
and cake, H. in an unhappy mood. Home to discover Dad and
Thomas wiring up the TV ariel; odd.
- Up late; breakfast, changed H. a breakthrough
first-potty experience, encouraging.
- Off to George's baptism at All Saints; home,
packed, drove to Hove. Dinner, bed.
- Up early; battled some very odd oddness with
Philipp's gtk+ stuff; seems not to be processing gtk+
events at all. Started adding debug to gtk+ - gtk+ started
crashing at startup with no warning; nice.
- Discovered the OO.o problem, a busy loop on
some strange timeout pipe; re-hashed, virtualised wakeups
got Philipp on IRC (horay) and committed a set of fixes,
looking far nicer now.
- J. went to collect pictures leaving H. to be
ill on my log-book on my lap; the nurse phoned to say -
anti-malarials can be taken by babies, but MMR can't be
taken before 10 months, otherwise the Mother's antibodies
just kill it - leaving you with no resistence - interesting.
- Amusingly failed to get elected due to the
not more than 4 people from Ximian on the board
rule; neat - an un-challengable record I suspect - every
year since the board started.
- Fixed some more interesting gtk/vcl bits,
the screenshots look just like OO.o with ugly icons,
(but more broken). Tested using NAS - worked nicely.
Locking is a nightmare without the gtk+ hooks.
- Up early; talked to Miguel: shattering. Due to
popular demand Dan posted some screenshots of his
nice gtk+ theming work with OO.o. Still stunned though.
- Federico solved the 'Frobnication connundrum' in his
first pass at improving the look of the new
file selector - Tigert to polish. Read Federico's log.
Realised Xalapa should be rendered Llalapa in Welsh.
- Fixed a silly in the libbonoboui dock/toolbar
causing evo's message view to do odd things. J. home for
lunch, bought a new car seat; J. stunned too.
- Sent a patch off to re-factor some of the
nastiness from OO.o's gtk+ usage (separate helper apps)
out.
- Helped cook dinner, wash up, H. to bed, somewhat
ill (more jabs). Dinner, out to collect photos from Tesco,
started writing home-made Christmas cards with a clever
how beautiful are the feet of them the bring the gospel
of peace theme. Paid the tax bill for the half. Bed.
- Helped someone with an installer problem; it
seems the go-gnome XD2 installer is really old. Got post
from NatWest - so uneager are the local branch to have the
account shut, they failed to stamp my ID so the dormant
account people could actually send me my money, so I got
my form back again. If they hadn't screwed this up twice
already, I could cope better.
- Finally built / installed the OO.o gtk+
integration CWS - bad main-loop integration caused the
installer to lock-up; should use my scheme instead. Fixed
another ORBit2 thread silly for Justin - it's great to have
him hammering on it.
- Got chewed for lunch; pushed new ooo fonts
packages for SuSE to QA - installing into a prefix people
actually use. Poked Federico about improving the look of
the gtk file-selector instead of raw API beautification.
- Jody pointed out this amusing
report on Excel 2003's RAND function: truly random.
Updated the Gnome Basic web-site to point to Mono, since
people keep stumbling over it of late.
- H. producing compacted replicas of her solid
food (apparently). Considered changing my sir-name to
Ibid before entering a publishing career to boost my
citation count.
- Dinner, joined the FSG a11y conference call;
seems we spent some hours chewing over a funding proposal,
after introductions.
- Off to Alpha at NCC, a different round of more
varied introductions; watched Nickie Gumbell - rather a
grating accent to start with, but great stuff. A detailed
and interesting discussion. Home to bed.
- Up early; fed H. breakfast, dug deeper into
evolution / threading / exec problems - ugly stuff indeed.
Nursed the compound breakage / non-buildability in my 680
cws - Kevin's posts on-list most helpful, why do trivial,
obviously correct, makes it buildable patches not
go immediately up-stream ?
- Spent a while writing another action plan;
fired and forgot that, did some internal cvs work, and
finally got to some hacking.
- Dug through the Debian rules for OO.o build,
trying to see how we could unify / rationalise them with
ooo-build. Looked at improving impress' HTML export some
more.
- H. & J. arrived, changed H. put to bed -
an impressive display of screaming. Relaxing dinner by
the fire with J. nailed down present lists some more.
- Up later, phone call with Krishnan and 2 new OO.o
people, Jayant & Ramesh, also got a new guy Raul arriving;
nice. Ran over their work plans.
- Fixed an ORBit2 issue, committed Jan Petersen's fix
to the old/stale bonobo file sel. API to use the new Gtk+
filechooser. Another couple of pending ORBit2 issues, and
released ORBit2-2.9.2.
- Committed the gtk+ lock sharing patch, merged up
some libbonobo pieces; released libbonobo-2.2.5 and
libbonobo-2.4.2 with a fix for evolution.
- Today
openoffice.org got a new face; apparently a new source-cast
version; lets hope this fixes some of the innumerable bugs;
it certainly looks more navigable.
- J. home from Cambridge, apparently she set up is
running really well - a clever creature indeed. Dinner, H. to
bed, frantic libbonobo patch merging action. J. back from
pregnancy crisis center, more hacking while she slept.
- Finally got libbonobo-2.5.1 out, then
libbonoboui-2.5.1.
- Up, off into Cambridge to the Rock Baptist church;
Ruth McCullock doing a children's talky bit; a blast from the
past. Talked to Mr Simmons afterwards who worked in Indonesia,
Iraq and Pakistan doing civil engineering amongst muslims,
interesting - irrigation in Iraq physicial (and presumably
spiritual).
- Off to Kate & James' for dinner, a rather
pleasant flat-let a little way away. H. in a grumpy mood.
A most pleasant meal and afternoon of conversation; good,
albeit too short. Came away wishing I had more time to read
and study important things instead of hacking.
- Dropped K&J back at the Rock for the evening
service (and a viewing of Galaxy Quest). Home, tea,
watched some of The Two Towers' extra features with J. - H.
taking a worrying interest in the flickering pictures on
the laptop ( while chewing Dad ).
- Listened to a Gordon sermon:
A Life Changed - preceeded by the testimony of a Mexican lady
on
1 Cor 15:1-11
- The Corinthian's drunk deep of the Greek
dichotomy between the body & the soul. Paul refutes
this in 12... God loves the universe, and our bodies -
had a gospel for the whole person not just the soul;
healing the sick - not telling them to ignore their
bodies.
- God is also interested in more than your
soul, but also your body - the body is not made for
immorality. Do you not know that your body is a temple
of the Holy Spirit who is within you, you are not your own
you are bought at a price, therefore honour your body.
- Park Street committed not only to mission in
a spiritual sense, but also to physical bodies; many
medics are sent to heal the sick, the international justice
mission - using christian criminologists, forensic
specialists, lawyers, judges - honouring the God of
justice.
- Christ's resurrection the prototype, we will
be like him. Paul doesn't just assert that he was
resurrected, but that it is knowable.
Acts 1 He appeared to the apostles over the period
of 40 days
- Paul gives 6 examples of his appearing; not to
just some isolated individuals: some believers, others
sceptics, etc. appeared to 500 at a time, most of whom
are still living, though some have fallen asleep -
the vocabulary of the first Christian martyr (Stephen)
who as he was being stoned prayed do not hold this
sin against them - and then he fell asleep. Many
of these gave their lives for their testimony.
- You can have misguided religious fanatics who
are willing to die for what they believe in; servicemen can
similarly. Christian witnesses in contrast were persecuted for
their testimony to the resurrection - that hundreds of them
would be willing to go to cheerfully to their death for something
they knew was false; is strange indeed.
- 3 witnesses mentioned all who didn't want to see
the resurrected Jesus - hostile witnesses.
- Peter - denied Jesus 3 times before he died
to servant girls. Hours before he had sworn to die
with him rather than deny him. An
uncomfortable re-union with Jesus after the
resurrection. What turned Peter from a weak kneed
quitter to someone who would confess Christ before
the Sanhedrin days later ?
- James - disbelieved in Jesus - his half
brother - considered him a mental case.
Mark 3:21: no one talks like this who is sane.
Yet - he was turned around, after Jesus' death; James was
a leader of the Church in Jerusalem, and in AD 62 was
stoned and clubbed to death for his faith.
- Paul - like Osama Bin-Laden, any chance of
him becoming a Christian ? exactly the same with Paul.
He was self-satisfied, assured and self righteous. He
was trying to purify the land from false prophets, not
on his way to a prayer meeting in Damascus, but to kill
more Christians. Jesus stopped him in his tracks, and
turned him around - an example that no-one is
beyond saving. What does God think of those who kill
people: Even though I was once a blasphemer and a
persecutor and a violent man, I was shown mercy because
I acted in ignorance and unbelief ... is a trustworthy
saying worthy of full acceptance: that Christ came into
the world to save sinners, of whom I am the worst
1Tim1 - something we can all echo.
- The ultimate proof of the resurrection is that
Jesus is alive and well, and can come into your life and
change it right now. By the grace of God I am what I am
and his grace to me was not without effect.
- Not making us perfect immediately, but setting us
free from being a slave to sin. Christ is alive and well, he
wants you because he can do with your life, more than you can
do with it.
Our testimony like that of John Newton, (Amazing Grace),
from a dysfunctional home, abandoned by his father, mother died when
he was 6. Went to sea, no other way to survive, a life of debauchery.
Would enjoy new sailors coming aboard, making fun of their faith, and
encouraging them in drunkenness and all the rest. Age 22 he had witnessed,
crossing the Atlantic with slaves; with 1/4 of them dying of dysentry and
malnutrition - and was untouched by it, so hardned was his heart.
At a point age 22 on a similar voyage, in a great storm,
the mast split, half the deck lifted up, the sails gone and all the
sailors crying out for their lives. Newton suddenly confronting ultimate
reality - had the gall to cry out May the Lord have mercy.
As he said it, he began thinking of his whole life of blasphemy, that
every ounce of his being was against God; didn't even know how to swim,
would surely drown. 27 days later, as they were eating their last
provision, drinking their last drops of fresh water, they hit land on
the coast of Ireland. Newton got off that boat a new creature in Christ.
He left the slave trade, and spent the rest of his days fighting
against slavery. He became a pastor, but instead of wearing robes, always
wore his sailors uniform into the pulpit so he would never forget that
once I was blind, but now I see
- Turfed out of bed by the wife; important it seems to
keep in sync with H. / J. Breakfast/lunch and out shopping for
Christmas presents for J. Got a DVD, and sojurned ineffectually in
present-purchasing land - found something useful; really need a nice
FPGA, LCD display, 10 yards of serial cable, and some bread-board.
- Home; played with H. for a while, had dinner, read a
chunk of the IEE journal (on strained silicon / SOI / M&FRAM
to H. who couldn't focus - and fell asleep in my arms ).
- Watched The Two towers in the evening while H.
slept, bed.
- Up too early; finished the test build of the OO.o alpha
+ artwork up-streaming stuff - looking beautiful; mailed Stefan to
get the Win32 bits poked at, back to bed.
- Up late; chewed mail; checked out the new VCL / gtk+
integration workspace Philipp is working on, started cleaning crud
off my disk to make space (already!); Discovered SuSE had installed
frozen-penguin - and that it rocks; nice. Frederic pointed out I'd
forgotten to install-module ORBit2-2.8.3; did that.
- Did some libbonobo[ui]/ORBit2 bug fixing / merge-ups.
The SRC680_m15 branch seems to have some horribly broken merging
done on it, causing some grief.
- Committed a fix for some silly BonoboUI / keybindings
stuff that Chris T. discovered, back-ported it to 2.2 & 2.4.
- Slept extremely badly, unbearable itchiness in the
night; nasty. Discovered the thinkpad failing to write anything
to disk this morning; prehaps it's not Reiser - but just the
IDE code; loads of:
Dec 4 17:58:55 linux kernel: hda: read_intr: status=0x59 { DriveReady SeekComplete DataRequest Error }
Dec 4 17:58:55 linux kernel: hda: read_intr: error=0x10 { SectorIdNotFound }, LBAsect=72506408, sector=47634008
messages; with DMA off, and 16bit I/O. Turned DMA & 32bit I/O
back on - and the errors went away temporarily, sync worked again;
concerning indeed - then something turned DMA off again, and it
went bad again - miraculous.
- Off to get the train, chewed mail. Glad the cairo
stuff seems to be garnering wider interest. Dug in the kernel for
my warning, re-booted, used hdparm -m 0 to turn off multiple foo,
seemed to calm the situation a tad.
- Got to Morden, found the place; met Eddie, Sean, Steve
and a selection of others: John, Alex, Evelyn, Chris, Andrew, Jane,
Phil Hands had a pleasant meal, good to catch up, some interesting
guys, more people than last-year. Plugged Novell's Linux direction
enthusiastically; we rock. Home early.
- Drove back to NCC for a youth-drop-in center meeting,
needs more work on the thin-client computing setup; must spend some
time there too. Home to the lovely wife.
- More laptop debugging stuff; discovered that Ted Tso is a Christian; 1 down,
4 billion to go; great. Set about following the advice on this page wrt.
setup. Turned of the 'special partition' protection stuff in the
bios - perhaps some low level BIOS hooks were intercepting writes
to those sectors (a vain hope perhaps), distributed my PCI
interrupts around a bit.
- Chewed mail, bed but no sleep, up to hack gtk+, turned
around Owen's comments as a new, nicer patch. Finally to bed.
- Up extremely late; to photographers for pictures
of H. the world is somewhat cloudy at the periphery today. The
laptop did some cunning shutdown it couldn't recover from while
building OO.o last-night; need Homer Simpson's woodpecker to hit
ctrl all night.
- Discovered after power cycling the laptop that
Reiser gave me some simply beautiful file corruption - what
should be text files full of random binary crud. Perhaps setting
the disk flush time to 5 minutes and upping the buffer size was
not such a cunning plan.
- Discovered that all 3 of my builds had completed
nicely; halleluja - all failed to push though, no space on
corona. Spent another few hours manually creating jails,
pushing to qa via some hacked up ugliness.
- Blown away by the sheer bulk of file system
corruption on the reiser file-system, hundreds of files full
of crud blowing the compilation away. Started a complete
re-build.
- Re-tested / back-ported Mathias B's
format->character crasher fix - seems to work, good.
Talked to Krishnan - there seem to be some exciting things
going on with OO.o with Novell's presence at the Bangalore
Linux conference, loads of interest, banners, students,
interested hackers etc. - great stuff from Anil and Krish,
demoing' a 680 build as well as our 1.1 stuff.
- Released ORBit2-2.8.3, lots of bug fixes that
should have been in 2.4.1 (how could I miss that). Worked
away at an action plan for the OO.o team, lots of fun,
OO.o is going to leap and bound in the next few months.
- Tried to help JP with an annoying Bonobo UI
bug related to the a11y separator item fix. Had dinner, J.
off to help with Alpha at church, looked after H. cried a
lot, very fast, shallow breathing - worrying. Hacked /
committed the last bits of the alpha icons to the OO.o cws.
- Up late, pretty groggy. Dug at the gnome-vfs URI
issue, try to get an API that works nicely for OO.o. Updated
the alphaart cws - Martin filled it out nicely it seems.
Lemsipped.
- Poked at re-factoring Martin's patch to do the
gtk+ locking integration for OO.o - sent that off. Reviewed
the final chapter of the Gnome book, good, reviewed some
example code changes - nice too, reviewed the huge glossary
and other appendix - in good shape.
- Told J. about Brigham Young's famous quote:
As man is, god once was; as god is man may become -
she said she pittied anyone on her planet; amusing indeed.
- More work merging alpha artwork / code up-stream
into OO.o, unfortunately rather painful to build a CVS OO.o
to test it.
- Not overjoyed to discover that my recent RH 80 build
died umpteen hours into the build due to NFS flaking underneath
it - and to think that it built fine last time (no changes since)
but didn't get pushed due to pipeline database flakiness; great.
Started another job.
- Mary Rogers apparently survived her car crash
intact but with lots of bruising; poor lady, prayed for her.
Bed early, unwell.
- Up early, J. still ill, chewed mail, discovered the
evolution-data-sources module now includes the foo-db it needs
to work - which is cool. Discovered Dan had fixed the build
daemon problem stopping my build submission, and batched a new
set, great.
- Of my 4 builds, 1 completed & pushed perfectly,
1 completed but got a 'Database connection error' while pushing,
and the other 2 died due (it seems) to NFS flaking in mid-build,
nice. Tried to re-queue some builds, but all nodes down.
- Hunted for the missing alphaart cws modules, and
sent a list to Martin; hopefully that can get done soon. Merged
up a minor ergonomic fix. Voted in the board election, difficult
but dropped Sri & Bill, slowly clearing my inbox.
- Switched capslock & control - apparently better
for the fingers, spent a lot of time turning caps off. More misc.
admin / planning etc. Set 2 new jobs off, died within minutes,
pipeline's database down, waited, set some more off, still dying,
asked someone to start the jobs for me when it works, sigh.
- Dinner, and out to music group practice - doing
carols, a typically disorganised and unprofessional practice,
not feeling so wonderful, back, bed early.
- Up late, J. & H. still nastily ill, back to bed,
up at 1pm, dressed, eat, extracted stuff from the loft. Off into
Cambidge to see Sean & Abbie, Tim & Caroline & Isabell.
Had a nice time, albeit far too short. Home, did house-work type
stuff while J. / H. slept.
- Listened to a nice Gordon
sermon Changed in the twinkling of an eye on
1 Cor. 15:35-58.
- Man born of woman, is of few days, and full of
trouble
Job 14 If a man dies, will he live again ?.
- The Corinthians didn't get it - drunk the contemporary Greek
thinking. The resurrection is patterned on Christ;
If Christ has not been raised our preaching is useless, and
so is your faith, your faith is futile; you are still in
your sins etc. (
1 Cor 15) - the antithesis to Pascal's wager: If only for this life we
have hope in Christ, we are to be pitied more than all men..
- The Apostles creed: I believe in
the holy spirit, the holy catholic church, the
communion of saints, the forgiveness of sins, the
resurrection of the body & the life everlasting,
Amen.
- Today you will be with me in paradise -
yes to prefer to be away from the body and at home with
Christ is good but there we get clothed with a new body.
- How are the dead raised ? With what kind
of body will they come - a cynical Greek view,
it's a disgusting idea - a re-animted cadaver ? - arthritic ?
- Appeal to the natural analogy of sowing
a seed to create a new plant to cover 3 points:
- The necessity of death: How foolish !
what you sow does not come to life unless it dies
- Corinthian smug self satisfaction - already you have
all you want
(4:8) - Kingship is on the other
side of the grave. To wear the crown you have to
bear the cross. Unless a kernel of wheat falls
to the ground and dies - it remains only a single
seed, but if it dies it becomes many seeds. The man
who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates
his life in this world will keep it for eternal life.
-
John 12.
- Is it 'just a spiritual resurrection' ? - no.
The continuity & discontinuity. While
the seed doesn't really die - it seems to disintegrate;
it gives an impression of dying. When you sow,
you don't plant the body that will be, but just a seed,
perhaps of wheat or of something else: continuity
plant an acorn - you don't get a maple tree: it's still
you. Discontinuity - death; God gives it a body as he
has determined
- All flesh is not the same: Men,
animals, birds, fish - God creates amazing diversity.
The sun, moon, stars are all different - and radically
different from us - none of us wanders around shining. God
is incredibly creative and can do it.
- A huge amount we don't know - are babies ressurected
as adults ? are octogenarians resurrected as 65 year old
retirees, we don't know; we do know:
- The body that is sown is perishable, it
is raised imperishable - our bodies are given
to decay and degeneration, death then disintegration.
- The body that is sown in dishonor,
is raised in glory - bodies a source of
permanant embarassment; Death - the ultimate humiliation
Sherman Newland a surgeon at - Yale Medical School
in his book 'How we die' says:
If peace and dignity are what we delude ourselves
to expect, most of us will die wondering what we or
our doctors have done wrong... By and large
dying is a messy and painful business. Not a
rosy picture. Paul acknowledges this - as it is
sown in dishonor - but it is raised in glory
and honour Well done my good and faithfull servant,
because you have been faithful in little - take charge of 12
cities.
- The body that is sown in weakness,
is raised in power - Newland again: A study of
those who die in old age; 84 years+ the lesson from 23
case histories - whether the cause is the anarchy of disordered
bio-chemistry; or it's opposite, we die of old-age
because we have been worn, torn and progammed to
cave in. The very old do not surcumb to disease, they
implode their way to eternity. Even if they
happened to die of pneumonia autopsies reveal they could
have died the next day of any of 10 other causes.
The body will be raised in power though: look to Jesus, he
appears through locked doors; he appears so suddenly
he startles them A ghost does not have flesh and
bones as you see I have
Luke 24.
- The body that is sown a natural body, it
is raised as a spiritual body - not physical
vs. spiritual; the resurrection in a material thing.
The natural body is animated by
the soul, the resurrection body is animated by
the spirit. When it is sown it embodies the
soul, when it's raised it embodies the spirit
The holy spirit currently gives life only from
the heart out, a promise of the resurrection.
- Don't sign up for a liquid nitrogen bath: Listen I tell you
a mystery - we shall not all sleep, but we will all be changed, in
a flash - in the twinkling of an eye - fastest known unit of
time then before the nanosecond, at the last trumpet
- Why sleep ? just like a body sleeping through the
night, touch the person and they don't respond, they're just away
for a while. Has Jesus turned your grave into a bed ? Gordon
encourages people when considering funeral arrangements - to get
the undertakers to dress people in their coffin in pyjamas not a suit
- they're just sleeping.
- How will God wake us - with a loud command, as at
creation. Blaise Pascal - What is more difficult to be born
or rise again - that that which has never been to be, or that
which has been, to be again ? - Teach me to live that I may dread,
the grave as little as my bed, teach me to die so that I may rise
glorious at the judgement day.
- The trumpet shall sound, and the dead shall be raised
incorruptible, and we shall be changed The Trumpet - a call to herald
the presence of God as at Mount Sainai, or as in Matthew 24: to signal that
the troops are on the way.
- Then death will be defeated, Then the saying that
is written will come true: 'Death has been swallowed up in victory'
- Challenged to follow the example
of Amy Carmichael a missionary to India: refused to be photographed
( despite being rather pretty ): why would you want to preserve your
likeness now, when in just a few moments we'll be transformed into
his likeness. When he appears, we shall be like him, for we shall
see him as he is.
- Not to be so heavenly minded - you're no earthly good, of
course it gives us comfort in aging but Therefore, my dear brothers,
stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the
work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is
not in vain. - living not just for now - For me to live is Christ,
to die is gain.
- Up late, breakfast, off to Bedford to visit
Auntie/Uncle (in-law) Louise/Anthony. Had dinner,
inspected their pleasant house, H. rather ill coughing,
nastily congested, loosing her voice, very unhappy etc.
J. also not good.
- Back late, gave her paracetamol drops;
Krishnan on the answerphone needing BangLinux advice.
- Up late; wandered into town to stock up on
food, washing powder etc. Managed - finally to convince
NatWst that I did in fact own my account they had
dormantized. Back for a bacon & brie baguette
lunch; yum.
- Tim & Rachel arrived from Cambridge
mid afternoon, H. pretty unwell & upset. Had a
pleasant albeit brief evening with them; dinner, drove
them back to Cambridge. Bed.
- Up late, J. up early; slugged for a while.
Managed to get the R40 to set it's timezone right (
unfortunately installing SuSE 9 has screwed the XP
boot which is apparently necessary ). Used Dag Lem's
rpcmgr, rebooted with hdc=scsi, managed to set
it to Europe - what a royal pain.
- Rented the 2nd series of The Office
and watched that with J. until late, rather washed out.
- The night stretched into the day somewhere
here. Tube to LKX, processed E-mail on the train to
Cambridge. Reviewed Anil's symbol fixup patch - looking
lots nicer.
- Finally home to my lovely wife and daughter;
good stuff, apparently H. has been holding (and trying to
eat) the hands of various boys (already!). Slept for a
couple of hours.
- Woken, H. woke up too, fed her mashed up
carrot and 'baby rice', bed early.
- Up, breakfast with Radek / the other guys,
booked with Amtrak for today, pleased with the voice
recognition system - which vaguely coped with my
English.
- Hacked away at the BonoboCanvas code -
after some considerable effort, hacking it into eel
etc. discovered that the canvas won't render alpha
into a pixbuf. Poked at gDesklets some more, perhaps
we can have an even simpler rendering API, or just
use the shared X window thing.
- Walked to Ettore's flat from the Back Bay
station near the Prudential center, then onto the
Buckminster - JP kindly offered to share a room
with me; out for pizza, bed early.
- Up late, breakfast umpteen floors down,
elevators sufficiently congested had to walk several
floors down and use a service elevator; fun.
- Taxi to Brooklyn, streets nice and clear
on a Sunday, cruised past the Javits, under the
tunnel - a pleasant sunny day.
- Discovered the new build thing has new
text keys - which rocks; set off a new scad of OO.o
1.1 builds across the board.
- Great to see Joe's
OpenCarpet stuff released, must upgrade to rug2.
Committed a minor OO.o no-java configure tweak.
Discovered that in order to fully build recent
autoconfs you have to have emacs installed
incredible.
- Out for lunch with McMark and Seth, good
to catch up. Back to hack, missed the RMS discussion,
and got caught in the cross-fire of a multi-party
gnome-control-center planning discussion. Discussed the
vagueries of sound with Owen.
- Train back to Times Sq. Seth explained his
cunning natural language / database stuff to me,
interesting. Attempted to get up to 'The View' restaurant
with no success. Discovered Havoc hadn't noticed eating
with us on the 19th, urk.
- Sat around in the Marriot bar discussing this
and that variously, bed late.
- No breakfast, dragged Radek from his bed,
rushed off on the subway to Brooklyn, confused into
going to the wrong thing. Walked / talked with Radek
grabbed some breakfast, finally got to the end of RMS'
talk.
- Off to the restaurant, lunch with Matthew
G & Chris - the dasher guys. Onto the hack-room
talked with Scott from the groupwise team, nice
chap got the low down on NLMs.
- Discussed locking at some considerable
length with Owen - we finally came up with some
sensible position; cool.
- Back to the hotel with some lads. Out for
dinner with Scott and Mike, interesting but friendly
conversation, a while since I've met a mormon.
- Got my internal wavelan to turn a new
light on using Ted's nice T40
page - thanks to pzb. Bed.
- Up too early, breakfast. Discovered my new
evo snapshot doesn't have SSL support (somehow), no
mail. Meetings all day, met some interesting people,
read some code.
- Listened to Nat present our business
plan again - suddenly twigged that not only that it
sounds reasonable, but that it's really going to
work; Novell rocks.
- Did some OO.o hacking on the plane.
Finally got to the Marriot - on the 39th floor, an
impressive perspective on the drop down 30 floors
or so inside. Pulled mail via a tunnel. Bed late.
- Slept, off to the office - mail mountain
growing mercilessly, pushed some SuSE 8.2 packages, and
debugged a load of other acutely strange failed build
issues.
- Justin fixing more ORBit2 bugs - good man.
Meeting with Christine the charming product manageress,
chat with Kevin, David Patrick, then Mibarra did some
lovely SuSE 9 package fixing goodness, nice.
- Drove to the airport in Nat's (tasteful
european) car, queued for check-in / eat. Sat next
to Raphael from IGS, demo'd XD2 to him, good stuff.
Battled ACPI - broken out of the box; switched to APM
which works just fine ( it seems ).
- Arrived, off to a mall, eat & had a drink
with a friend of Nat's, most pleasant. Hotel, spent some
time doing some research, bed.
- Up at 3.30am, can't sleep, too tired ? watched TV
and tried to sleep until 6.30, shower, breakfast, to the
office. Exploited the 'security' to get in since no-one
around at 7.15.
- Got the SuSE 9 bits hacked into some sort of
shape, mostly works for me anyhow. Started synching data to
the new laptop. Checked out the stock SuSE OO.o 1.1 before
upgrading to our version; an interesting contrast.
- Organised lunch with Dan, started to try to get
used to ~ and Ctrl being in different places. Phoned J. seems
better and happier, lovely to talk, H. managed some happy
sounding noises too.
- Dug at the thin client, some pretty silly crack
happening with Xft2 I think (from the strace). Dan W. arrived,
grabbed lunch with Dave & Jody. Discussed linux printing
the problems of cups etc. at some length. Moved onto misc.
OO.o problems afterwards.
- Stuck back into various research bits - feeling
dog tired. Out for dinner with the lads and Jonathan, Owen,
Chris in the evening: nice. Off to visit Ian Peters for his
leaving bash. Bed.
- Up at the very crack of dawn; tube to LHR, plane
to Boston, 2 hour queue for immigration to get their act
together, finally got to the office.
- Started installing SuSE 9 on the new laptop; very
pleased with the ThinkPad, and somewhat impressed with Yast -
so far; boldly went for ReiserFS and let it re-size my Win32
partition.
- Dug at an interesting thin-client just arrived
from a friendly account, nice. Interesting phone call from Nat.
Talked to loads of people, escaped for dinner at the long-horn
steak house, sad to have so many people that I'd like to talk to
individually all at the same table but good too. Discovered
I'd inadvertantly offended Luis, not good.
- Back to the Buckminster - close and pleasant. Bed.
- Up early, chewed mail. Anil & Amit fully
transitioned, finished their previous tasks and eager for
stuff to get their teeth into: cool.
- Some nice ORBit2 work from Frank, increasing
interest there, Gustavo hacking on libbonobo - life is good.
OO.o build failed - missing desktop files; hmm.
- Phoned Simon, confirmed this evening is ok; great,
wrote up some more detail on tasks for Amit/Anil. Tested the
font behavior in the latest OO.o 1.1 build - lovely.
- Packed everything up, drove H. and J. to Ipswich
train station and abandoned them to the elements, very dark,
rainy, dangerous roads. Inter-city to London Liverpool St.
- Walked to the Barbican, met Simon - good to see him
after so long, talked & waited for the shopping, plugged
Novell vigorously - read chunks of the economist, bed late.
- Up early, breakfast and off to NCC - an
uncharacteristicaly good sermon by Tayer on prayer and
fasting, left J. in bed sadly.
- Back to collect J. and go to Kate & James'
J. still too ill, canceled and stayed in. Played with H.
while J. slept. Bid 'bye to David.
- More keeping H. quiet while J. slept, read some
Calvin and Hobbes, amusing. Then a canned Q&A on
marriage. Great Gordon sermon on the complimentarian
vs. egalitarian view of women in ministry summarised
here.
- Couldn't sleep, read more of Josephus' antiquities,
interesting stuff.
- Up lateish, J. ill, poor creature. Played with
H. out for a pleasant run before dinner. David arrived,
had lunch and out for a walk across the heath - must discover
some new, improved walks.
- Sat around and talked by the fire all evening, J.
to bed early, very pleasant time, bed late.
- Up early, chewed mail - wrestled with the on-going
font pain; it seems there's no good programattic way to solve
the acute font evilness that exists, short of a large sed job
on the mapping file.
- Chatted to Amit/Anil both working away at stuff.
Finally reviewed Gustavo's UniqueApplications stuff, looks good.
Reviewed the next (VFS) Gnome book chapter, while extracting
some OO.o valgrindified cleanups from a cws. Tried to build evo.
and got stuck on gal - broken vs. gtk+ HEAD, hmm.
- Nice check-item fix from Amit, spent some time
squeezing my disk to try and get a full 2.6 build running
nicely on it. Poked at vte some more - the 2.5 version seems
very fast - with XRender to a local machine, must try in
a remote XNest.
- Listened to a Radio 4 comedy with realplayer
on-line. Bed early.
- Up in the night, chewed mail, back to bed,
up late. libxklavier stuffed up my my jhbuild, and Martin
K got paid at last. Chopped nice bullet glyphs out of our
symbol font, sigh. Added the dependency tests to 'make check'
in libredcarpet.
- Out to see Gordon of Rock Baptist for some hard
core advice. Back, quick call with jrb - apparently missed
the a11y phone love-in this time.
- Did an ORBit2-2.9.1 release, phone call to catch
up with Federico, lots of good stuff happening in Chile it
seems. Worked late. Bed late.
- Up early, checked on the build system, fired
off some new builds. Impressed that Joe fixed up all the
libredcarpet regression tests to pass nicely. Discovered
Boise is in the same timezone as Provo, Utah; should get
Provo on the Evo. timezone map.
- Did tedious admin, talked to a company Lawyer
at some length, depressingly. Pruned the diary, set a new
RH9 build off for one that had got assassinated accidentally.
- Studied a chunk of Luke, dinner, picked up Finella
on the way to cell group, an interesting study, home, bed
late.
- Up early, chewed mail, cleaned up OO.o
bugzilla some more. Nice to see KeithP's transparent
bits in action.
- Dug at libredcarpet in an attempt to isolate
my problem. Justin committed another set of nice threading
/ connection shutdown fixes to ORBit2 HEAD - great. Saw the
term ransom note font, nice.
- Released a new ooo-build-1.1.46 (NEWS) -
lots of great work going in. Set off a new round of
package builds.
- Out for a run along the Bury road - pretty
cold and foggy, excellent stuff. Dinner, played with the
Oooll, bed.
- Up early, chewed mail - tragic news about
Chema - extremely sad.
- Slightly amazed by Jan Kratochvil's
interesting ORBit2/GnomeVFS use-case. Finally finished
the mail, onto the hacking. Closed more open OO.o bugs.
- Booked flights - ATP friendly and efficient,
good stuff, managed to change my inner-web password to
something slightly memorable: progress at last.
- Lots of tedious admin, Dan doing great work
to ooo-build, released some new icons. Power cut flaked
the server initially, compound disk failure in Boston
killed my build jails, grappled with the new build bits
instead.
- Played with H. while J. had a meeting about
the pregnancy crisis center at NCC.
- Up late; off to NCC, met Fionella involved
with KidsGames.
Discussed co-habitation in more detail with Mario,
substantially demolished the Ruth based argument.
- Home for lunch, watched To end all wars
very good indeed; leaves you with several decisions to
make. Did some research into various diseases on-line,
tea, bed early.
- Up early, H. still not producing (5 days now),
dosed with orange juice with wonderful results. Today she
learned to roll over from lying on her front - impressive.
- Out into town to buy cheese, grapes. J. cooked
a beef hot-pot thing. Graham around for dinner - been a long
time. No longer has orange hair. Some most interesting
discussion - deconstructionism at some length - apparently
should read about the politics of mathematics. Interesting
bits about Mormonism, Islam, hebrew, arabic, greek forms
etc. Bed late.
- Up early, lots of traffic to Bracknell, bacon buttie
breakfast. Hurridly knocked together some demos - various bits
went well - should get a non-hacked-about machine / jail to demo
from really.
- Had some lunch from bits left over from training;
talked to some of the other consulting guys. Visited various
financial / payroll type people, got our ID cards sorted out.
Talked with Dick, sorted out what we want to achieve with Ben wrt.
helping key accounts in the UK.
- Finally got to pull mail. Drove to Sonning Common,
piled into the car, off to Sue's. Dinner with Sue & Clive
(& Dogs), lovely to see them, sad to hear of Clive's
recent business misfortune. Drove home, bed late.
- Up extremely early, an unhappy H. chewed mail, poked at
some bugs. Did a bonobo-activation-2.2.5 release with the XAUTHORITY
fix.
- Drove 2+ hours to Bracknell with J. & H. re-hashed
some slides. Dick arrived, nice, big building, met loads of people,
Steve, Sue, Jeremy. Off to lunch with Steve, Alan & Patrick - good fun.
- Presentation action, talk went ok Thank God - a 2nd round of
demoing action tomorrow morning early; coffee break, met more people,
Helen, Paul, Allen, David. Hauled off to security by another David,
met Steven who took photos.
- Back for more presentation, questions etc. Really good to
see the great results inside Novell UK this year, see the employees'
recognised for their hard work - and see the message of Free(dom)
spreading.
- Pulled mail eventually, updated openoffice - great to see
yet more of Dan's patches getting merged up, good stuff - more on the
OO.o / Gnome hackers mailing list too. Added some more grist to Nat's
latest fun project - looking good.
- Downstairs to discover J. trapped outside reception shut
poor creature. Off to Georgina & Adrian's, saw Stephanie -
pleasant dinner, chatted for a while, bed.
- Up early, read the Novell Code Of Business Ethics (again),
and filled out the form to say I had. Avoided writing this talk by
registering for the Boston Summit.
- Restored my mail archive from CD, dug out lot of Ximian
history for a timeline. Filed bugs for CWS creation for up-streaming
our artwork.
- Dan committed his first set of patches to ooo-build today,
and added 3 new targets to our apply script: RHFedora, RHTaroon,
RHShrike, really great to have him on board. Nice to see Havoc's
big gconf speedup / rationalization patch land in HEAD.
- Finished my talked, chewed more mail. Out to cell group,
at Bill & Barabara's. J. covered for my bible-study, had a
good time. Bed late.
- Up early; build finished, committed a fixed for bloated
rulers at larger UI font sizes. Mail scavenging. Investigated the
Mailman situation on moniker - posted my patch / discoveries for
more comment. Tested my SuSE 82 OO.o packages in a jail.
- Purchase of SuSE announced, good stuff, will the sexy
monkey heal the badly drawn chameleon ? how much fluff can you
stack on a sideboard ? other ambiguous non-statements here.
- Extremely pleased with HEAD pfaedit, seeing so many
nice glyphs on the screen at once is great. Did a new release of
ooo-fonts with Jakub's new glyphs for an symbolicaly expanded
experience.
- Phone call from Steve Patterson, got on with
sketching out my talk / demos for Thur / Fri. Web-cast on the SuSE
purchase, most interesting. Closed several stale OO.o bugs.
- Out to Ron & Iris' for dinner, a lovely chicken
casole. Nice to see some of Ron's carving, and their house. Played
a violin Ron bought to repair, and a mandolin for the first time -
hard to plick repeatedly, good fun, an interesting couple of
grandparents. Home, bed late.
- Up early; H. who it seems has gone into volcanoe mode errupted
this morning. At least you have stretches of calm and cleanliness.
Also, slept right through the night - which is great. Chewed mail.
Nice initial ORB re-factoring from Frank. Processed misc. bug and
user reports.
- Started reviewing the gconf chapter in the Gnome book,
only 2 more to go. Dug at Justin's interesting ORB issues. Lunch,
H. has decided it's fun to hold Dad's finger, shove it in her mouth
have a chew, pull out - check for plastic deformation, repeat.
- Finally up-loaded libbonobo-2.4.2 - giving up on making
'make distcheck' pass - the _inst stuff screwed the tests badly.
Downstairs to discover a mother and baby group in full-swing, the
lounge stuffed with people and babies in various stages of distress.
Met an old hand from CCMS, now married to Chris Reed, bearing news
of old friends.
- Spent a while trying to understand how X compose
modifiers work - with no success, discovered one can badly screw
almost everything (particularly backspace) with
gkb_xmmap cz
(eg.) eventually realized that people expecting LANG=zh_EN.UTF-8 style
things to do something sensible are smoking crack.
- Fixed various minor OO.o bugs, and set a new build
running. Music group practice cancelled tonight. JPs / bed early.
- Up early, breakfast, bid 'bye to the parents,
off to NCC. Met Rich & Bethany & Manelle 2 wizzo's
and g/f from the base, out for lunch with them & Mario
and Teresa at Weatherspoons in town.
- Home, prayed & surfed the web for information
about India, E-mailed various people. Listened to a Gordon
sermon on Science, creation and the Trinity from his
conference notes.
- The Trinity: 17 texts mentioning the
Father, Son & Holy Spirit in the same breath -
baptising in the name of all 3; co-equality. All Christian churches
agree on the doctrine, E. Orthodox, Catholic, Protestant, etc.
- The translation of the sacred name of God
(Yahweh) to Greek rendered 'Lord' used in the NT applied
to Jesus. cf.
Acts 2 quotation of Joel 2
Every knee shall bow, every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord.
- Stephen - as he was
stoned to death [NB. fell asleep] said, Lord Jesus recieve my spirit.
Remarkably parallel to Jesus's words from the cross,
but to God.
- He
is the image of the invisible God, the first born over all Creation ... [things] visible
and invisible. EM radition yes of course, but really a grand theory
of everything.
- How about Creation. With a Ptolemaic vision - the Earth
the center it makes transparent sense that God was incarnate here.
vs. Carl Sagan's - the pale blue dot - a thin film of life on an
obscure lump of rock and metal, a lonely spec in an eveloping cosmic
dark.
- several major misunderstandings:
- Facts do not speak for themselves: By
faith we understand that the universe was formed
at God's command. When we see them we think: The heavens
declare the glory of God. I can't even convince you
you're awake - only with your eyes open can you see
the evidence that you are.
- ~200bn stars in the milky way, ~100bn
galaxies. Oh Lord our Lord how majestic is your
name in all the earth - When I consider the
heavens the work of your fingers, the heavens that you
set in place, what is man that you are mindful of
him, the son of man that you care for him.
- Bible doesn't require a young earth,
some suggest creation in 4004BC, based on genaeology
in scriptures. Genaeologies are almost always selective,
Matthew:
Jesus is the son of David, son of Abraham.
David ~1k BC, Abraham ~2k BC, Matthew knows that. Later
more comprehensive: 14+14 generations mentioned, but the OT
mentions at least 3 names he omits; that's standard
proceedure; typical in the ancient world.
- Bible doesn't prohibit plant/animal death
before the fall. More than 700 distinct species in the fossil
record, when did they exist ? the dinosaur question, 2 options:
- No death before Adam/Eve sinned,
they continued to inhabit the planet with us until
they were wiped out.
- Is that likely ? Jurrassic park: in
the wisdom of God, why have Tyrannosaurus Rex in the
garden of Eden ?
- God in his wisdom got rid of the dinosaurs
long before we arrived - 65million years ago. Assumes
death arrived before the fall.
- Every time death is mentioned with respect to the fall,
the bible stresses it's human death. The animals didn't sin, humans
sinned. Death enters through that act, but only to men.
-
Psalm 104, talks about creation, walks through Genesis 1 verse
by verse. The 4th day, darkness - The beasts of the field prowel -
what are they prowling for - carrots ? the lions roar for their prey -
God gave them sharp teath, excellent steroscopic vision, fleetness of foot etc.
- God clothes the man/women with animal skins - but just glosses
over this - of course animals die.
- Genesis not an exhaustive or exclusive account of
creation. Not exhaustive: no account of creation of air, fire, water,
or angels. Not exclusive, the doctrine of concurrence:
- Why does it rain ? a christian
view of meterology ? We should have a Christian meterological
society so we don't have to have pagan meterologist on TV !
- The Lord does whatever pleases him, in the heavens
and on the earth ... he makes clouds rise from the ends of the
earth, he sends lighting with the rain, and brings out the wind
from his storehouses. (Psalm 135).
- Jesus said it was true too: He makes his
rain fall on the righteous and the unrighteous (Matthew 5)
- No more of these 'cold fronts' and 'isobars' - it's all
God isn't it ?
-
Jeremiah goes so far as: Do any of the worthless idols of the nations
bring rain ? Do the skies themselves send down showers ? No, it is you, O Lord
our God. Therefore our hope is in you, for you are the one who does all this.
- the sky can't do it unless God does it.
- The laws of nature are just the customary ways in which God
provides his providential care of the universe. They're his laws.
- Elijah having prayed for rain after a prolongued drought -
sends his servant to look for
a cloud - God does it all, yet uses a cloud. God normally uses secondary
causes - yet he does it all.
- The 7 days in Genesis 1 - need not be literal; or are
literal 'heaven' days; not a new view caused by embarassment by evolution.
Held by St. Augustine in 7 AD. The first fundamentalists held this
view. God created the Sun for the marking of days, sun created day 4.
The 7th day is still going on. God's 7th day rest is still
going on
Hebrews 4. Genesis 1: 'evening/morning' every day, but not on the 7th.
- What is a 'heavenly day' ? no idea. What is a doorpost and threshold
in heaven ? - no idea; a useful anthropomorphism.
- A week, an unnatural measure of time; all man's 7 day cycles
plaguerised from scripture. Natural: day, month, seasons, year. We
get a lot of weeks; God has one. We're looking forward to the ultimate
Sabbath - entering into God's rest.
- Empirical evidence - encourage us to apply what the
bible says about creation. All human beings have a common ancestor -
we go back to 1 ancestral pair. The Eve hypothesis -
mitocondrial DNA, 100k years ago, same for Y chromosomes. A very
'fortuitous' mutation happened 100k years ago, no burial before then,
not long thereafter art.
- Universality of the fall, everywhere you go - everyone is
sinning. The !Kung San of the Kalahari desert - wonderfully peaceful
hunter-gatherers, don't even spank their children - an anthropologists
dream come true: all loving and peaceful. Problem is in further studies
it was discovered they have a murder rate greater than NYC.
- Design: requires a couple of things; improbability is
not enough. Throw a cork - draw a bull's eye exactly under it - not
amazing. Have to design the bull's-eye first.
- You have to know God to know the evidence of his design;
unity & diversity How many are your works Lord. You can't
predict the Emu, you can't predict the gravitational constant - it
reflects his soverign will not some necessity.
- The beauty of nature; it's just like him to make things
like that. The Spirit's effort in creation - spirit breath - seen
anyone die ? - an astonishing thing; all of a sudden the life goes
out - and what you most notice - the stopping of breath; no more
breath.
- God formed man from the dust and breathed into him life,
Jesus breathed into his disciples the Holy Spirit. The world is not
just a rock, but covered in life everywhere.
- How is it possible for such an enormous squandering of
time: 10bn years of supernovae - millions of years of carboniferous
plant growth to make the gas so you could drive to Church. Millions
of species / stars dying that we might live.
- The cruciform theory of the universe: Unless a kernel
of wheat falls to the ground and dies it stays a single seed.
All kinds of natural analogies preparing you to live a life of
indebtedness.
- It's all as nothing prepared to what God was prepared
to do 2000 years ago sending his Son to die for us. It was not with
perishable gold/silver that you were bought - but with the precious
blood of Christ. Who is worthy of these things ?
- Interesting indeed, stimulates me to do more reading around
the subject.
- Up late, breakfast, played with H. while J. ran.
Mum & Dad arrived for lunch, poor old Dad in a bad way.
Read the Private Eye, Framley Examiner book.
- Out for a walk into town with H. J. & Mum,
bought some buttons to finish new knitted top for H. wore the
new jacket for H. they kindly brought us.
- Back, fire, chatted, rice and fish dinner. Mother
locked out of her own Win XP laptop, went
here to find a nice solution. Watched Parenthood - shocked
Father, bed lateish, downstairs in front of the dying fire.
- Up late, decided the only way to win the whose
name said first game is to do the deed-poll, henceforth:
Mr Oool Laowle Meeks. Pushed RH8 OO.o 1.1.0 packages to
ooo-snapshot.
- Committed more ORBit2 regression tests / fixes,
looked at a Gnome VFS daemon / bonobo oddness for Alex,
nailed it. Finally got around to adding ooo-build to freshmeat.
- Did a new libbonobo release with the XAUTHORITY
issue fixed after some fcrozat testing action. Spent some
time up-streaming a number of system package stuff from Rene,
Mandrake etc.
- Mary came around in the evening, pleasant dinner,
Santa Julia (wine), sat by the fire and talked about
life, run out of sherry. Bed earlyish.
- Up early; H. slept right through the night - amazingly.
Nice ORBit2 fix from Chris T; Philipp recommends talking
to TV about Symbol fonts, Thorsten
wants to know which channel: SCNR ? apprently ProSieben is the
way to go; fun.
- Helped Anil commit his first openoffice patch; nice,
helped Chris H with his wombat lockup - Debian shipping
ORBit2-2.8.1 with my unfortunate deadlock in stable. Dug at some
ORBit2 shutdown conditions with Justin.
- Pushed new ooo-1.1.45 packages to xd-testing. Wrote a
slightly more comprehensive report on what we did in India for Nat.
Pointed Ahmed at the creaking LXR infrastructure, and gave him some
pointers for researching some improvements: better / more live LXR
update to start with.
- Quick phone call with Neetie. Another trace from Chris
on the evo. 'offline' compiled vs. 2.2 doesn't work on 2.4
bug, correlated with the previous stack-trace. Realised the tests
are going a different path and not catching this wrote some more
tests, re-ran all the tests compiled vs. the old IDL compiler,
still no joy. Setup new jails & new OO.o builds running for
SuSE 8.2 and RedHat 8.0. Announced ooo-build-1.1.45.
- Talked with dcbw about patch merging into ooo-build
etc. good stuff indeed, decided to merge a load of stuff to a
new cws. Made a fixed for the annoying grey background for
bullets in writer problem. Started trying to book flights to
the NYC Gnome summit next month.
- Phoned Ben to congratulate him on his post-doc place
in Germany - sounds great. Out to drop a meal around for Helen
and Brian (just had a baby), got some angle-iron from Brian to
prop our fence up. Bed early.
- Up early, Justin Schoeman sent in several nice ORBit2
/ threading fixes, good man. Fixed the intltool problems in
ooo-build.
- Uploaded a load of photos from the past
H. in S&A's dungarees, Tim & Julie's new
house, Cat and
James - practicing vacant expression,
H. and Anne,
Cheese & Wine + beautiful wife,
Camera + Nat frozen-in-mid-typing with Dave carefully adjusting
his power-pack,
Lion,
Elephants,
paranoid monkey, and finally Health and safety at work in
Indian [ high tensions lines ~feet from wooden scaffold ].
- Did a libbonoboui-2.4.1 release with misc. fixes. Got
passed around to different Sun people responsible for various bits,
from Herbert Duerr to IH of the extras team.
- Submitted my Gnome foundation board candidacy, aiming at
adding another 'near-miss' to my hat-trick of disqualification by
general Ximian over-popularity. Each year, it seems progressively
less clear that the board is really worth being on, perhaps it should
be marginally more relevant.
- Mail from IH forwards me to someone else, gave up and started
hacking the OpenSymbol font around, looks like lots of stuff is duplicated
but in fact the metrics are supposed to be different each time. Helped
get the Dasher
people setup with Gnome CVS accounts. Phone call from Eddie, interesting
as normal.
- Much tedious cut / pasting action of OpenSymbol later, have
a font that works quite nicely, still incomplete but something we can
work with, checked into CVS, pushed new snapshot ooo-fonts packages,
set off a new full re-build with the writer export bullet bug fixed
too, thanks to Will for doing the great initial digging here.
- Dinner and out to cell group, played guitar, had a fun
time, back to bed, stayed up late talking.
- Up early, OO.o build machine still dead - alive, just
not responding to ssh. Committed the libwnck pager fix. Talked
to Steve Gains on the phone about a Novell knees-up. Nice to know
that Novell has a road-show in the UK demoing XD2 among other things
to clients.
- Got a brilliant mail from Caolan describing how the font
mapping works in OO.o; as I suspected internally pointers are held
to non-existent fonts that are reconciled at the last minute at
render time.
- At some considerable length, located the bullet / symbol
font problem with word import/export in the disparity between
the StarSymbol and OpenSymbol fonts, wherein lies the root cause of
the brokenness.
- Desparately trying to get an OO.o package to set
building, unfortunately the bonobo component's i18n stuff broke
make dist in an apparently vicious way, brutally hacked that out
temporarily.
- Out for a short run - invigorating albeit cold, dark
and slippery. JPs for dinner, hair-cutting (less of a fuzz ball
now), bed.
- Up very early, checked IRC for lurking OO.o hackers,
pulled mail. My build machine is dead again, completely stone cold.
Fixed an OO.o / libwnck interaction to make floating utility windows
more friendly in conjunction with the task switcher.
- Subscribed to a number of cross-desktop lists. Did some
ORBit2 re-factoring to make some room for the re-enterancy policies
we need to make the VFS daemon / GConf more pleasant to use.
- Implemented and committed the re-enterancy policies - took
longer than expected, more re-factoring required and the brain being
softened by flu / a lack of recent hacking. Helped Anirban with a
Binder.cs bug fix, great that he's on IRC hacking away.
- Spent more time trying to tracking down the bullet import/
export problems - I have some big picture lack of understanding. Mailed
Caolan for help. Still no joy trying to resurrect booboo for building
overnight. Created a new 'Minimal' pseudo-distro to test more easily vs.
an almost clean up-stream OO.o version.
- Christina from NCC around for dinner, nice to meet her and
get to know her a bit better, toad in the hole, strudel, yum.
- Phone call from Mother, Father in hospital again - poor
old dad, apparently unpleasant but not life threatening, concerning.
- Up lateish; breakfast, off to NCC with Louise, Mike
preaching on hope, dynamic. Talked to Christina afterwards,
interesting, filled up the diary for the week.
- Home for lunch, L. left, slept, did a chunk of
research on house prices in Bangalore here and here. After assuming it meant
million / thousand, discovered lakh = 100k and crore = 10m, those
being rather useful multiples to think in; INR 1 lakh ~= GBP ~1300
~= USD 2200. Bed early.
- Up late, sat in front of the fire, and played with H.
Louise arrived for lunch. Out for a walk through town to buy
various bits.
- Looked through Louise' South Africa pictures, checked
my OO.o build - dead of a corrupted block in mid-C-file; looks like
an inode managed to get into the source in mid-flow; S/W / H/W - who
knows, horrifying.
- Up early; 3/4 of a cold - typical, having survived
the gauntlet of disease on offer, it was the plane-trip that
killed me off.
- Got to the mail / hacking, office pretty cold, need
to type faster - clearly. Amazed to see Anil and traces of Jayant
on OO.o IRC; cool.
- Martin K pointed me at
quilt which perhaps might be useful in ooo-build for the next
major revision. Fixed a nasty ORBit2 shutdown bug causing pain
for mono in HEAD and gnome-2-4 branch. Closed a number of bugs
that were already fixed - nice.
- Caught Thomas on IRC, good to see he's looking at
hacking things now he's got student-time, and is on-line. Committed
the first patch from Jayant - nicely improving the slide rename
ergonomics.
- Fixed a leak in ORBit2 found by Sebastian. Got a link
from S&A to Ben Todd's
fuel cell PhD bits.
- Dug into Will's symbol font mapping issue - it looks
like there is no converse for the 'aggressive' font mapping that is
done on MS export - which is problematic. Set a build of CVS HEAD off.
- Pasta dinner, watched The Mission together -
De-Niro very good, it seems almost incredible that he should squander
his reputation with the pathetic Analyse That (II); very moving
film. Bed early.
- The day changed overnight; flight to Delhi,
delayed by 30minutes, flight to Heathrow, slept for a few
hours until over Iran, good view of the scenery. Amusing
that the flight markedly detours around Pakistan &
Afghanistan.
- Finally arrived, express to Paddington, circle
to Kings Cross, phoned the sweetheart, train to Cambridge,
dug at the NET_WM_..._UTILITY issue - looks more complicated
than expected which is irritating.
- Finally re-united with the lovely wife, and little
baby; very pleased to be back, colder here though. Home - to a
warm house, fire in the front room, contracted a sneeze from
the flight.
- Showed J. the silk things I'd bought her; and the
various gifts I'd accumulated. Realised perhaps I didn't like
India the first time because of the dirt and chaos; now I'm
happier and just think visitors need a simple warning ~like:
Please be patient with us; country under rapid construction
- or somesuch.
- Flushed mail, Owen/Federico's new file selector
API got merged while I wasn't looking which is great. Great to
see H. again, it seems she has flushable cheeks which is nice,
bigger too and more articulate / interested.
- Steak with port & stilton sauce for dinner,
bed early.
- Up very early; showered, packed, eat, checked-out.
Checked mail. OO.o training started 9.30, Amit had built OO.o
overnight, met Rajesh & Krishna, went through last night's
research task, good work by the guys. ~10.45 switched back to
the Mono people - played with a few gtk# programs, poked at
them did some cvs diffing action, until lunch at midday.
- 1.30 the OO.o guys came back, lots more great
questions, went round a development iteration nicely, gave out
some simple sample bugs and tried to help get them started.
3pm - back with the mono people, got mcs compiled (eventually),
and mono, dug at that, some great preliminary bits from the
initial bug poking.
- Chewed what we'd learned over with Vasu, then
talked to Rinka, Singh about non-blocking and various other
TCP/IP & API / kernel issues, interesting. Nice present
from JV - some carved elephant goodness, a kind thought.
Finally talked things over with Neeti, happy that everything
is in these guys safe hands.
- Off to the airport via the silk shop, bid goodbye
to our friendly driver - who it seems has a 60mile trip out of
Bangalore to his home, wife and 2 children - amazing. Chewed
mail in the airport - the airport has very substantially
improved in the last 2 years it seems, much cleaner and
more plush.
- Poked again at dlopen calls, their flags &
performance, with no joy. Flight to Mumbai, charged a fortune
for travelling between the airports ( by the Government
though ).
- Up early; to the office, chewed mail.
Luis pointed out the
a11y freestandards page - interesting. A number of
power cuts in the office, luckily uninterruptable backup
power is ubiquitous (it seems).
- Mercy re-confirmed our flights - great, it's nice
to think you'll get a seat on the plane.
- Frantic talk writing, quick lunch, full meeting
with all the people at 1.30pm. JV did an inspirational talky bit.
Everyone off at 2pm for Dave's basics / tools talk, more panicky
preparation. 4pm, met my OO.o team - Anil Bhatia, Amit Shoivake,
Jayant Madavi and Pareg - the manager, got stuck into OO.o
administrative tedium, bugzilla accounts etc. some outline
of the work etc.
- 6pm, onto the Mono team, fresh from Dave's basic
& gtk+ training - more administrative tedium; some
overview of what an exciting project it is etc. an
introduction to IRC.
- Knocked off late; back to the hotel very tired,
eat at the Jockey Club - home of kitz music, bed.
- Up early, breakfast, off to the office, synced
mail, Louis talked - quite convincingly about The
Community. Then Dave on patch creation / submission /
code review / CVS commits etc.
- Lunch, Luis, Dave, me in the afternoon. Somewhat
tedious - need to get down to some hard-core training /
fun hacking tomorrow. Then off for some hard-core web-server
reading, some nice C# (and other) web servers.
- Waited for our driver for a while; got another
car, off for dinner with the wipro guys: great to meet them
all in person,. Hema kindly got us a present for H. nice.
Decided not to jump from the 13th floor after some discussion
( safety net looked ropey ). Discovered we had hired James
Willcox - cool ( I'm so out of touch ). Back to the hotel,
bed very late.
- Up early; feel like the curse of Indian food is
creeping up on me - eat some safe dried food; off to the
"International Church" at the Regency hotel: 10am.
A load of UK girls on short term poverty relief / mission
there - Brenda leading them. A rather good - childrens
semon with some fun illustrations. Talked to some people
about what it's like living here, esp. with small
children etc.
- Back to the hotel, ham/cheese toasted sandwiches
with Dave - nice. Out to the Bannerghatta National Park -
really an excellent Zoo - beautiful scenery. The tiger /
panther / lion area impressively guarded - reminiscent of
Jurassic park - except with an external 20+" deep x15" wide
sheer walled ditch around the whole area. Marvelled at the
various beasts.
- Back to the zoo-proper for hippos, bears, vicious
snakes, loads of (free range) monkeys and all manner of other
exotic animals, some as way out as European white goose.
- Did a little talk hacking; dinner with the lads,
watched Charlies Angels - poor; onto Rodger Rabit
somewhat better.
- Talked to J. on the phone, H. is apparently
holding her head off the floor when put on her tummy now,
doing some impressive lung-exercises in the background; sad
not to be at home.
- Had a brief insight that perhaps my general
scepticism of over-use of Mono before it's ready, is equivalent
to other's Bonobo ambivalence. Bed.
- Up lateish, breakfast in the room, amazing
that the newspaper has a picture of a dead Indian soldier
lying in a pool of his own blood on the front-page [
Pakistan supported terrorists trying to kill kashmir's
freely elected government officials (it seems) ]
- Got Luis' network card, battled RH8 wavelan,
battled the non-std. java-script web access thing;
eventually got connected; whole machine started
screwing up horribly [ not hostname ], unreasonably
vicious.
- Met up with Dave / Luis, out for a trip to see
the sights of Bangalore; wandered around a park - complete
with real monkeys, a glass-less crystal palace replica (
renovation ), some temple with a huge carved granite bull
in it (from a single piece), then some king's palace (the
tiger of my-sore [ apparently he killed a 17' tiger with his
bare hands ] ).
- The guide said again - that they've never had a
good government since the British left - clearly wanted a
larger tip.
- Back to the hotel, burger and chips; off to Dave's
room for talk planning and writing etc. Discovered that Dave
had laundered his mobile phone - creating an instant, flippable
paper-weight.
- Lots of slide typing, happy 'Master View' usage.
Had a hot chicken dog for dinner - interesting, I guess
it never knew what hit it. Bed late.
- Up early, breakfast, to the office through the
crowded craziness, chewed mail, set off a new build.
Houses cost ~5k-10k Ru / month + 10 months deposit, to buy
outright - Ru 1.5-2.5m ~= 34k. Lucky to get a telephone line
in rurual India, perhaps a broadband depending. Apparently the
funky office would cost only ~$500k to buy - interesting.
- Talked with lots of good people in the morning,
some extremely good - somewhat tiring, but good fun overall.
Talked with VJ, Vasu, Neetie; apparently we should go to a
place where they cage tigers to have a look.
- Back to the hotel to dump stuff, and out for an
all-american Pizza place Pizza Corner - nice, not-too
spicy food and lots of it [ Curry 3x meals a day is only good
for a while ]. Back to the hotel, phoned J. so good to talk,
got a lovely gurgle from H. - wonderful. Some mail chewage
before bed.
- Finally arrived at the Taj Residency; discovered
lovely notes in my suit-case from the other half and H. - never
ceases to amaze me. Phoned home, bed at 5:20am.
- Up at 8am, off to Novell India, caught up with
Nat - lots of interest; met Nitti, JV, Vasu, very friendly.
Dave rolled in, started talking to people - a number of
very promising people.
- Lunch in the company cafeteria, nice - more
talking with people all afternoon. Out for dinner in a nice
hotel with some guys related to the local LUG. Bed early.
- Up at the crack of dawn, lovely to be next
to the wonderful wife; off to Cambridge, sad parting,
train to Kings Cross, tube to Heathrow, business-class
747 flight to India [ in the upstairs bit - with
power, nice: book late to avoid disappointment ].
- Sat next to Amina Halim - an interesting lady,
daughter of the speaker of the house in India's government.
Sadly dying of cancer, prayed with her; read more of Vitz'
Psychology as Religion - the cult of self psychology
very interesting although not completely comprehensible.
- Battery died after an incredibly short time -
bang goes the talk-writing scheme; power outlet in the set
existent but cunningly non-functional.
- Eventually arrived; executive lounge;
kingfisher, re-charging, OO.o building and training
thinking. Finished the mono bits.
- Up late feeling much happier; chewed mail.
Fixed an ORBit2 shutdown deadlock for Alex. Made the
ooo-build apply script do functional instead of distro
sub-setting; so: _Ximian = Ximian,NoJava,IconRender,FontsBits
etc. so it's easier for Mdk, RedHat et. al.
- Gentoo people finally discovered that their
oocalc doesn't paste problem (as filed in Ximian
bugzilla) is down to compiling with -mReallyRecentCPU vs.
gcc-wow.this.is.so.new.and.thus.cool; great.
- Spent a while re-hashing the locale environment
following patch for OO.o - exporting new osl/sal API and
using it around the place, tedious stuff, hopefully it'll
work. Switched the build to use hard-link instead of copy
to save lots of space in the solver.
- After re-checking my tickets, discovered I'm
flying tomorrow early not Thursday early - thank God,
started packing. Bed late.
- Chewed mail; little of interest - paralysed by
indecision, tested the evo. mail editing window; couldn't
see the strange toolbar bug.
- Battled AlphaMask rendering inefficiency
ineffectively in OO.o, a shame indeed. Wrote a big chunk
of a talk on Mono.
- Pork with honey & mustard sauce. Drove into
Cambridge to pick up nappy bag from a chap called John;
back to bed, exhausted.
- Up early; got H. packed up, drove into central
London - to St. Helens
Bishopsgate. Bostonians need to read this
to know their money is being well spent. Service rather
good, nice to see the
Gherkin looking interesting behind the church.
- Back to Matthew's place for dinner with Kate,
and 2 others: Robbie, Victoria - a lovely meal, nice to see
M's pad - returned laden with books.
- Slugged, bed early to quiz each other on the
Marriage takes more than Love questions - as always
rather amusing, and fun.
- Up late, watched Parenthood - rather
amusing, lunch.
- Planed the vicious corners off my desk sanded
it down, re-varnished it and the floor - hopefully the
office now looks safer too.
- Quiz at church in the evening, good fun - too
much of a holy huddle though; our team won - only by
co-opting Nickie's husband Simon though. Bed late.
- Couldn't sleep, chewed mail instead. Martin K's
last day as an intern today - a sad day; lots done though.
Discovered Ettore's bug was against evolution-1-4-branch,
started to re-build everything: what a pain.
- Talked to Ettore at some length, got very sad,
back to bed, talked to J. for a while, sleep at last.
- Up late; carried on re-building evo. Cleaned a
lot of unrelated ORBit2 bugs out of bugzilla, nice to get it
into some sort of shape. Discovered a load of internal novell
mailing lists I had no idea were there; foolishly subscribed
to about 20, further shrinking my productive day.
- Tigert pointed me at Novell's Quick
Train stuff. Finally re-build evolution, poked at length
at the IMAP bits / on-line / off-line to no avail - can't
reproduce the bug; no fun.
- Had a most encouraging phone call with Dan W.
of RedHat OO.o fame; very positive about working together,
excellent. Did an ORBit2-2.8.2 release with several fixes,
and also a libbonobo-2.4.1.
- Simon came around for a lovely dinner, stayed up
talking round the fire; bed.
- Up early; chewed mail. Leaned on the progress
of my visa application, all looking good. Started poking
at trying to reproduce Ettore's evolution/ORBit2 problem
somehow. Running out of space badly on laptop.
- Dan posted a nice screenshot
of his native widget work. Martin rocked at finding the
over-enthusiastic quoting problem with
evolution-addressbook-export and it's integration with
OO.o 1.1. Finally pushed my OO.o packages to xd-unstable,
and shortly thereafter a new ooo-dictionaries.
- Tried to build evolution in the remaining few
bytes; got there eventually. Poked with Soeren's gtkxscope
at OO.o to try and accelerate the way we render alpha
currently; loads of redundant roundtrips.
- Set about the mess in the garden with a saw
and the clippers; got some of the growth under control,
and away from the all-important washing-line. Bed too early.
- Up early; practised my pincushion impression
again - improving. Chewed mail, glad to see Christian Rose
is steaming into the shell account pile; good chap.
- Announced ooo-build-1.1.44, pleased to see
Josh's nice patch-set to support building without a JDK.
Went to get needled - pleasingly painless, bought a fax
machine, enrolled for the employee stock purchase scheme,
filled in my visa form as much as one could, posted that
with photos and passport - got back to some interesting
bugs.
- Phone call with Martin; worked out what's best
to be done for now. Tried to push new RH9 OO.o packages to
xd-unstable - pipeline gunged up again though; maw helped
out.
- Spent some time unwinding the process for
finding icons in the documentation - what fun; looking
quite hopeful though.
- Dinner, and off to cell group at Mike &
Tayers - had a great time, returned laden with books on
India.
- The flickering fuzz hit my main machine this
morning (again) after a prolongued absence; how strange.
Perhaps the cold weather. Nice mail from the Mdk OO.o chap,
good.
- Started the battle to get a visa for India; in
the UK you have to be invited by the company in India; pure,
unadultarated pain, finding someone in your own company to
invite you to India is tough it seems.
- Investigated encrypted document support in
oowriter/calc various traces of it, but nothing trivial.
Lots of churn on releasing / updating internal build
infrastructure to have packages in testing soon.
- Out for a run, Sally - a friend from J.'s work
came around for dinner, nice to see her; sat in front of the
fire and played with H. bed.
- Up early; chewed mail - Kjartan cleaning out
bugzilla again; filled my mailbox with bugs mostly with the
comments of the form "poke", hmm. Cleaned up my links set
for Malcolm.
- Fixed up a nasty OO.o New menu i18n issue,
tweaked the build, applied several fixes, wrote up a
rational for
why we need a separate ooo-build package and how to get
involved.
- Up early; off to St. Lukes; Ian Berklay - the long
retired ex-vicar speaking on
Ephesians 5 - the reality of the Devil in this dark
world. Amused by: When the Devil reminds you of your
past, remind him of his future - God's own armour - that
you can wear; very good.
- Great to see Sami, Guy & Ali (looking most
pregnant), Tim, etc. nice to catch up on the other family.
Back home for a nice roast dinner from Father.
- Packed things and drove up to Morden to see Sean,
had a pleasant drink together, then dinner - great to see him,
headed home. H. slept all the way - very good. Bed.
- Up late, lazed around. Examined the badger hole in
the garden - pretty hefty; helped get the swinging seat in. Read
lots of Asterix / Tintin - most relaxing.
- H. quite upset in the evening; left her with the
parents for a while; went out for our first evening out together
without H. - a pleasant change. Walked home in the rain, bed.
- Up early; nice to hear of a new Mdk OO.o package
maintainer; Great to see Tim finally approving chunks of Owen's
glib changes necessary for the new file selector.
- Played with Martin K's OO.o bonobo component again,
looking really nice - added some robustness testing etc. Poked
at ORBit2 / evolution yet again - still no joy, Dan's stack trace
hopelessly corrupted all over. Fixed a --with-system-gcc silly in
ooo-build.
- Read a chunk of the gtk+ XML menu / merging stuff,
and it's looking good. Spammed the list wrt. editing APIs.
- Spent a large chunk of the afternoon on tedious
management style pontification, grief. Finally back to doing
fun things.
- Out to Louise' taking dinner with us; packing
for South Africa, good to see her, back, Father home from Wales,
got the car unloaded, bed.
- Up in the night; tended builds, chewed mail, back
to bed. Up late, booked an appointment with the nurse for next
Wednesday - practised my pin-cushion impression.
- Pleased to see evo. 1.4.5 dealing with a uuencoded
in-line attachment where 1.4.4 didn't want to: nice. Slogged at
mangling some more icons into OO.o.
- A fascinating phone call with the Ximian crew. Got
a lovely patch from Alex for ORBit2 HEAD's POA to add the feature
needed for the VFS daemon to work - which it apparently now does;
reduced sign-on here we come ...
- rt ran my 'warning reduction' perl script over OO.o
which is cool; hopefully a very short lived cws. Phoned Sean and
set off for Cambridge to see Ben Todd - good to see his (nice)
place.
- Drove to Hove - H. very good indeed, slept all the
way, good to see Mum, unpacked everything etc. good to see her
again; conversation degenerated into coos at H. bed late.
- Up early; interesting Mdk mail - it seems my ORBit2
fix didn't find Ettore's problem. Hit an annoying gmake bug building
valgrind on RH 8, unsetting CFLAGS seems to fix, ORBit2 regression
tests are valgrind clean - bother. Spent yet more angst unwinding
reference owners and trying to make sense of the trace - no joy.
- Reviewed chapter 6 on autotools, looking good.
Noticed Julian has
signed the JCA, as has Red Hat - which is great. Committed his
uninitialized warning patch to ooo-build.
- Discovered that a number of our icons were not using an
alpha channel that should be, one use for the depressing grey theme
at least; stopped all non 32bit icons getting assasinated at build
time. Did a new ooo-icons release; set off another snapshot build,
this time de-parallel-installized.
- Up late; no interesting mail; dug at ORBit2, trying to
solidify the random accusations of bin-compat breakage to Gnome 2.4,
added more regression tests, tested misc. things - got no-where.
Made the IDL compiler return an error if it hit an error compiling;
(amazing that never happened before). Finally located an obscure
but perhaps possible pobj use_cnt problem - nailed it, branched
ORBit2.
- Poked Mandrake about working together on ooo-build to
share the pain of wrapping / patching / icon thrashing infrastructure,
interesting.
- Fixed an impress OO.o icon background problem, tried to
file the bug - only to discover 'SourceCast' was doing something else
thus making IssueZilla totally non-responsive. Strangely it
became much more responsive later; most odd.
- Slogged away at a daft icon rendering problem with the
font buttons; what fun; good to see DanW on IRC at last.
- Up early; lots of books arrived from Amazon - beefed up
my Stephens collection; some more Adrian Plass - good stuff.
- Committed an ORBit2 fix, saw my OO.o alpha fixes seem to
have worked - good. Worked on some more ORBit2 fixes. Fixed an
incredible collection of compound brokennesses in at-spi's grim
stream interface; depressing. Cheered up by playing with Martin's
nice component which is looking better and better.
- Out for a run in the evening; bed early.
- Up early; breakfast, off to NCC for the new re-vamped
morning service; good to have a solid preaching slot; Kevin on
suffering - did well. Family service lead by Teresa - scripture
memory verse: In all things God works for good Romans 8:28.
- Back home; quick lunch, changed / fed H. etc. back to
NCC to continue sorting out their thin-clients; got exposed to some
interesting glibc / architecture version mismatch action that I've
not seen in a long time Invalid Instruction. Battled on, some
machines too old to have PCI network cards, others too new to supply
useful bits to others - fun. Battled some feeble on-board cirrus
graphics problems to no avail. Discovered my VFS/mtools stuff is not
necessary - NBD does it all (apparently).
- Back home for a nice dinner, sat by the fire for the first
time this year - lovely; someone has re-constituted our coal into large
round bars-of-soap, rather odd.
- Very good sermon from Gordon on
Luke 6:36-42 Judge not that ye be not
Judged - very clear; Most interesting about the recent controversies
wrt. Homosexuality in the church - the Catholic Church re-affirming the
traditional understanding, and the Episcopal Church discovering they
know better.
- Paul's circumcision is nothing and uncircumcision is
nothing, keeping God's commands is what counts (1 Cor 7:19) -
clearly the civil and ceremonial law are fulfilled in Christ,
no sacrificing of animals is necessary; but the moral law is
binding.
- Non-Judgementalism
The world non-judgementalism | Jesus' |
Whatever the other person has done, it cannot be wrong;
No right or wrong; just different. |
A genuine offence has been committed, we have to extend
mercy & grace. |
Assumption that there are no absolute standards,
judgementalism is imposimg my standards on others. |
Assumption is that there are eternal and fixed standards;
and these have already been violated - to judge not is to
reach out with forgiveness and forebearance. |
Imagines it's getting an A+ in non-judgementalism |
The world is getting a failing grade. |
- Imagine a sin everyone agrees on eg. racism - a repugnant failure and
transgression if ever there was.
Reach for the stone pile |
reach-out with non-judgemental love, trying to restore and
bring to ammendment the brother, in love. |
- Real non-judgementalism as Jesus teaches - operates in the presence
of offences, not in their absence.
- Keeping things in proportion: can tell a real christian - more offended by
their own sin than by other people's The plank in their own eye - more
upset by the mirror than the newspaper.
- How can we acquire this spirit: remember we are not God, not qualified
to judge; who are you to judge another man's servant, to his own master
he stands or falls (Romans 14)
- Not God - don't have the facts; don't know the struggles they face.
The
widow that gave her two coins gave more than all the others - from
the saviors point of view; an adjustment factor.
- C.S.Lewis writes in Mere Christianity If you are a nice person, if
virtue comes easy to you - you don't struggle with substance abuse,
profanity, selfishness - if so, beware - much is expected from those to whom
much is given. If you mistake for your own merits what God has just given to
you, and if you're content with simply being nice; you're still a rebel. All
those things will just make your fall more terrible, your corruption more
complicated, your bad example more disastrous; the Devil was an archangle once.
But if you are a poor creature, poisoned by a wretched upbringing, in some
house full of vulgar jealosies and senseless quarrels, saddled by no choice of your
own with some loathsome sexual perversion, nagged day in and out by some inferiority
complex that makes you snap at your best friends - do not dispair. God knows all about it
- you are one of the poor whom he has blessed. He knows what a wretched machine you are
trying to drive; keep on; do what you can; one day perhaps in another world, and
perhaps far sooner than that - he will fling it on the scrap-heap and give you a
new one, and then you may astonish us all, not least yourself - for you have
learned your driving in a hard school..
- Challenging stuff.
- Up late, fed H. again, changing action, played a bit.
Read a little of mtools - quite nice.
- Out to Helen's 30th birthday party in the evening; met
John & Sarah, Darren & Deb, and lots of church people - had
a good time; bed late.
- Up, discovered my OO.o alpha patches somehow screwed up
the resource generation: net effect, no visible icons at all. Spent
a while fixing the bitmap aggregation stuff. Reviewed the glade
chapter - good; the use libglade message comes across nicely.
- Spent a while on a Korean bug that turned out to not
exist at all; looks like someone trying to use some weird, mangled
encoding.
- Reviewed the Gnome chapter - lots of tedious GnomeUIInfo,
ugliness, dug at various bits, chewed mail. Fixed a couple of bugs in
my versions of the new alpha patches.
- Read a chunk of ESD - trying to work out how best to
add NAS support to it, amazed that the ESD API really is worse than
people say it is.
- Played with Martin's bonobo component with no success,
some strange registry problem it seems. Bed early.
- Up early; mail, poked at some bug reports. Stopped
OO.o 1.1 doing the irritating raise-on-load thing for Dan again;
it had sprung another redundant raise somehow, filed up-stream.
- Dug around with yet more OO.o icons, getting better
coverage again, announced the new
ooo-build-1.1.42 release.
- Setup NAS to poke at esound interactions with it,
dug at the evil AIX patch to do NAS/ESD - if only someone had
considered the folly of using unwrapped 'write','read' syscalls
as part of the public stream API.
- Dug at some evil flicker in OO.o it seems there is
some truly cunning re-rendering happening; by slowing down the
re-rendering one gets some extraordinary
effects - note the beautifuly compositing of the New icon
with the random mess behind it.
- Tried to explain Bonobo/CORBA ref counting to Alex
who is striving mightily at the VFS daemon. Re-re-wrote my
alpha blending patch to make Thorsten even more happy with it.
- Up rather early; chewed mail. More icon work from
tigert/jimmac - good, my 1.1.0 build completely nicely overnight,
packages soon.
- It seems Martin K has been doing some
great work with Bonobo/OO.o integration.
- Started building a new 1.1.0 snapshot with new
artwork etc. More proof reading - discovered the interactive
search in E-Table; Ctrl-F <name> and I get my folder; wow
that's great. Finally finished the gtk+ chapter, phew.
- Interesting team conference call. Out for a quick
run - really rather cold, good to stretch the legs though.
- Daniel came around for dinner; signed some more
mandates, discussed SIPS, transfered some shares etc.
- Up early; got spam today trying to sell me a spam
filter; the irony of it all. Signed / posted my P46, posted the
unnecessary dormant-account form to NatWest.
- Slightly amazed at the increase in crack-smoking
suggestions on nautilus-list, presumably we're doing something
right I suppose. Phone call from Eddie - things going well it
seems.
- More proof reading, only managed to read half of the
gtk+ chapter - it's huge.
- Dinner, and out to a music practice at NCC - amazing
how little you can do in a couple of hours if you really go
at it. Back, bed.
- Up rather early; H. sneezing and coughing poor dear.
Re-numbered some dates; they get out of sync too easily.
Looked up talented.
- Sermon from Gordon, on
1 Cor 14:1-5, 22-23.
- On holiday, discussing with a student, the
pillar convictions of his faith.
- Disbelief in everything else. Jesus'
teaching hard and many disciples abandoned him;
to whom shall we go - you have the words of
eternal life - said by
Peter who had plenty
of doubts and confusions. Meaningless,
meaningless everything is meaningless - says
the teacher of
Ecclesiastes - eg. living on in someone's memory
is
meaningless - how many people live in yours ?
- Convictions about creation;
Psalm 19The heavens declare the glory of God -
no literal speach is heard from them but yet their voice
goes out to the end of the earth. The beauty,
the order, the mathematical elegance, the balance
of physics etc.
- The person of Christ - what do you
think about him; not the dirty church, but him.
The evidence for his resurrection, while seeing the
evidence of his love dying for us on the cross.
Better - the power of the resurrected Christ making
it not just a religion but a relationship.
- The miracle of the Bible itself;
particularly prophecy. Lots of people claim the
bible is full of errors - but when pressed most
havn't read it. Some of the best lists of problems, come
from ~2 centuries ago, perhaps 100 - enscriptions
that can't be squared, archaeological issues etc.
Most of these simply have so many potential plausible
answers it's hard to decide.
- Prophecy - the huge resources of the US
would love to be able to predict not 300 years from
not - but not even 3 months from now. Isaiah 41
ridicules the idols who are impotent to predict
anything. God
says "I make known the end from
the beginning" - "what I have said, that will I
bring about, what I have planned, that will I do".
- Jesus'
parable of Lazarus the beggar in heaven, the rich man in hell
(at no point repentant, self pity for eternity):
I've got my brothers who are still living - send
Lazarus to warn them - people need to see a miracle
or they won't believe; Abraham replies: They have
Moses and the Prophets - let them listen to them.
ie. all the evidence the sceptic could want. Abraham
replies - If they do not listen to Moses & the
Prophets - they will not be convinced if someone rises
from the dead.
- The Hindu Vedas have no datable, testable
predictions at all. The Koran has no predictions
whatsoever; Mohamed - The seal of the prophets -
no prophecy; nothing said of him in the Bible. But of
Jesus - we have (eg.)
- Born of Judah - predicted from the times of
Genesis 49, the Lion of Judah's sceptre.
- Miciah 5:2 - born in Bethlehem -
a tiny villiage, almost no-one born there. All
other descendants Solomon to Zedeciah born in Jerusalem;
like a 2nd David - born where he was, in Bethlehem.
- Daniel - born during the Roman empire
~500BC - physical copies of it from 100BC; predict
he would die before the destruction of the temple,
thus a 27BC to 70AD window.
- Isaiah - again hard-copies pre-dating Jesus,
Surely he took up our infirmities and carried
our sorrows - he was pierced for our transgressions,
and crushed for our iniquities. We all like sheep
have gone astray - turned each one to his own way,
but the Lord has laid on him - the iniquities of
us all.
- And many more.
- Perhaps a strange place to begin for today's text.
- Is the gift of prophecy still alive today ? tremendous and
rightful concern that nothing should compromise the inerrant authority of the
prophets God raised up from Moses -> Jesus.
- At Sinai all of Israel heard God articulate the 10 commandments
for them. Then, written in stone by God - to preserve them; for their childrens
children - not on newspaper; but stone tablets - to endure. Now
the beginning of the Bible - begun by his own writing [ no-one had to
question if there were errors - perhaps mis-spelled his own name ? ].
- Israel cowered in fear and dread when they heard God speak. Not
just a little voice inside, a sort of feeling - when he spoke the ground
shook, the people couldn't bear it because of what God said when he spoke.
He doesn't say Friends is on TV tonight - but plumbed right to the
depth of their sin. They said to Moses speak to us yourself and we will
listen - but don't let God speak to us or we will die Exodus 20:18-19
.
- And so began the role of Prophet;
Deut 18
- This is what you asked the Lord your God at Sinai (Horeb).
- I will raise up for them a prophet like you from
among your people. God would put his words in his mouth.
- The standard expected is 100% accuracy: A prophet who
presumes to speak in my name anything I have not commanded him to
say; or who speaks in the name of other Gods must be put to death
- no 3 strikes and you're out policy.
- You may say to yourselves, "How can we know when a
message has not been spoken by the LORD ?" If what a prophet proclaims
in the name of the LORD does not take place or come true, that is a
message the LORD has not spoken. That prophet has spoken presumptuously.
Do not be afraid of him.
- The standard is as high as it could possibly be.
- Thus some Christians seeing the claims of prophecy in the modern
church - and it's radical disparity with the record; would say that the gift
must be dead. Unfortunately - it doesn't tie with the text;
- Paul does indeed anticipate that indeed these gifts will in fact
cease
but only when we shall see face to face - the end point is in Heaven,
when we shall know as we are known.
- The passage says the gift is great earnestly desire the spiritual
gifts, especially that you might prophecy - inviting many in the Church at
Corinth - who had never met Jesus - to love one another and desire this gift.
- What kind of gift is he speaking about ? - more next week.
- Off to see Linsay, Tim and Christina baptised in Isleham church in the
afternoon, rather an encouraging dunking. Home. Phoning frenzy; bed early.
- Up rather early; dealt with H. in the lounge to let J. sleep.
- Nice cooked breakfast, retired to read the telegraph. Amazed that
the French have a problem with Muslims girls wearing head-scarves to school;
the comment The French have made a God of secularism seems remarkably
apt to me. In the UK hopefully we try and respect other faith's reasonable
wishes [ NB. Muti adherents wishing to mangle children, or people wanting to
burn windows with their husbands can look elsewhere of course ]. eg. the law
makes an allowance for Sikh's not to wear motorcycle helmets due to their
turbans cf.
here. Perhaps I'm mising some historical key to this.
- Down to the beach for a wander; very nice along crag path in
Aldeburgh - sunny, had an ice-cream on the way and admired the various
crumbling and newer buildings right on the front.
- Back home - jacked the car up and located the new exhaust replacement
as the cause of the strange banging in the car - a beautiful bodge-job done on it.
Bent up a new threaded loop, cut it to a sensible size, and replaced it.
- Lunch; coffee, H. being more communicative / less sad. Examined
Bruce's home-made injection-moulding machine, and his new pressure forming
setup, and the steady supply of tiny pistols: ~2"x2", boxes, etc. he is
churning out.
- Off home via MotherCare to pick up some more clothes
and a new mattress. Home, exhausted, bed early.
- Up very early; H. nastily sick, seems pretty coldy
too - poor creature; read mail. Fought bb for a while, finally
got something reasonable. Pushed OO.o 1.1 on-line help for
locales: de, es, fr, it, ja, ko, sv & zh*.
- Spent another couple of hours proofing the GObject
section of this new Gnome book - rather good, discovered that
the 'detail' functionality on signal emission is rather cool
for properties; ie. g_signal_connect (object, "notify::visible")
rather than my previous pain of string comparisons in a notify
handler; live and learn.
- Martin doing some excellent work on Bonobo/OO.o
integration, results to follow. Interesting patch for ld from
Dirk Mueller that dramatically speeds up 'ld' with debugging
symbols, his links went from 4minutes -> 8 seconds with it.
Luckily we build binutils as part of ooo-build anyway,
will add the patch next week.
- Nice to see Kjartan's warning cleanup patches coming
in; good stuff. Got some medicine for H. - newborn paracetamol
stuff. Packed loads of baby stuff into the car, and ourselves
and drove to Aldeburgh to see Bruce and Anne.
- H. slept all the way building up for some lovely
crying on arrival. Foundations of the new garage going nicely
it seems. Dinner, lounged around, bed.
- Up early; woken by mother and baby arriving in
bed; hmm. Processed mail, no interesting new bugs; good.
Started proofreading a new Gnome book; good stuff but extremely
time-consuming.
- Pushed a new SuSE 82 OO.o package, dug at
documentation build bits, it transpires that the full i18n
set for 1.1 has been released as LGPL/SISSL - without me
noticing - which is great; more packaging tedium though.
Must read more bulk E-mail lists.
- Got a first patch from Julian, valgrinding OO.o,
some JCA signing action, and hopefully we'll get a yet more
robust OO.o 1.1.
- It seems
Rupert is enjoying being a Novell employee. Kept digging
at documentation & packaging issues.
- Up late, still highly throaty. A full-time Novell
contract through the post, good stuff - chewed it over, cross
referenced it with everything, seems fair to me; read the
working at home document - it seems I need to buy an
approved first aid kit.
- Talked with Stefan regarding the OO.o community council
representative recently elected; it appears I got eliminated
from the final
3 nominees in a closed process; apparently the
community contributor representative should be a user
not a developer. It transpires that to be truly 31337 one has
to be a 'project lead' or 'co-lead', which means starting an
incubator project I guess. Somewhat disappointed that our
contribution is non-existant in the eyes of this process.
Still, hopefully the council will not actually do anything,
and thus nothing bad; still unsure as to the real purpose of
the whole exercise.
- Got on with hacking OO.o; amusing comment in the
font sub-setting logic: // NOTE: don't do this at home. Fixed
the fontmanager / fontconfig patch so that we can do font
sub-setting for PDF output; rather easier than expected - still
a tangled mess in there though.
- Talked to Jody - who it seems has been investigating
UNO integration stuff, which sounds cool. Poked Owen about the
gdk_threads_enter/leave, he's thinking about it which is great;
rather vital for decent gtk+/VCL integration. Continued
getting Martin sorted out.
- Dinner, bed early.
- Up early; helped Martin K with his NDA. Got new
statements from NatWest for Auntie B. More icon work - the
navigators are now looking pretty great.
- Spent a while creating xpms for the WM icons, the
way they are handled completely sucks, fixed another lurking
Alpha problem.
- Martin K hacked up, tested and submitted the gtk+
locking patch that we need in OO.o; now to await the maintainer's
thoughts.
- Sad to see that the BBC has drunk deeply of the 'Grid'
philosophy such that apparently the grid is the solution
to people's B/W problems. Of course - perhaps it's partially
true: grid computing seems to require and consume vast networking
resources, thus some people will need fatter pipes.
- H. having a good day for crying; lots of persistance
and volume, still feeling pretty groggy myself.
- Ron and Iris around for dinner, wise old sticks - Ron
an ex-furniture making teacher, and maker of musical instruments,
had a lovely time.
- Chewed mail; more hacking on alpha bits; various
problems turned around. Finally discovered my alpha buffer
being thrown away in a GetMaskBitmap method, (typically) loosing
the palette.
- Posted my alpha re-write to gsl devel, hopefully
some response / up-streaming will be in order at least to HEAD.
Wrote up an action plan for Martin K.
- Out for a run in the evening, feeling pretty ill,
bed early.
- Up early; off to NCC early, managed to have H.'s
magnetic toy waved rather too close to the floppy with the
D-link drivers on it; doh.
- Service - battled Windows 95/98/ME and D-Link's
driver service; D-link's driver supports rev A/B but not C:
what they're selling; compound windows nightmares installing
drivers - incredibly soul destroying [ Linux remote booted
first time in every case ].
- Home for lunch, off to see Tim & Julie and
their new house for tea - very pleasant and sunny. Home, bathed
H. dinner.
- Watched Ali-G in'da house - a rather weak
movie - Granny's hips aside; perhaps the antidote to the poison
of the plastic, James-Bond romanticisation of serial-monogomy is
to see the room-full of attractive gyrating women and realise
that me julie is the right way to go. Struck again by
Proverbs 20:6.
- Up early, played with H. fooled with pumps, bottles,
steralizers etc. finally fed H. myself for the first time - bad
for the back, but rewarding.
- Read through misc. mailing lists, fixed up the latest
build variously, dug at ESD in case of lurking NAS support, no luck.
- Rico Tice in the evening on
Matthew 27:11-26.
- At the core of sin is
rejecting Jesus - the thing that most ires God.
- Pilate asks Are you the king of the Jews?
and Jesus replies Yes, it is as you say - but - the
missing but; it's not as you realise. Pilate thinks he is in control,
he is making the decision, but in fact he is judging his creator,
in whose hands lies the future, and before whose judgement seat he
will one day sit; thus his judgement says everything about him, and
nothing about the silent Jesus.
- vs. 13 fulfillment of Isaiah's
prophecy
hundreds of years beforehand of this situation, and it's silence. Lead
like a lamb to the slaughter - his blood a sacrifice for our healing.
- Incidentally; John Stott as a young man at Cambridge
in 1935 heard this passage preached and on his knees committed his life to
Christ over verse 22; Pilate asks What shall I do, then, with
Jesus who is called Christ.
- Passage makes it clear this was a clear, open,
choice of Pilate, the Governor - he held all the cards:
- he knew it was out of envy that they
handed Jesus over to him - vs. 18.
- Text message from wife: have nothing
to do with that innocent man - vs. 19.
- It was the governor's custom
... to release a prisoner - vs. 15 -
at his whim; Jesus totally in his power, he
completely free to decide either way [ frees
a notorious prisoner Barrabas anyway ].
- He gets someone else to make his decision
(the crowd) - vs. 21.
- Pilates' work, friends - could he be seen
to let this 'King' go. He washed his hands of
Jesus, and rejected his maker: Hell.
- The crowd in an ironic twist try to absolve Pilate
from the blame: Let his blood be on us and on our
children - ie. don't worry Pilate - we'll take the
blame. And yet - as we see in communion, his blood is
shed for the forgiveness of all who believe. The same
amazing God who mercifully
reveals himself to the centurion who killed his Son -
turns the crowds curse into a blessing.
- Rico has a friend William - who once saved a girl
from death, unconcious, floating upside down in
a swimming pool; she's now older, married with children.
William has never got a word of thanks, though a family would
not exist but for his action; Why ? perhaps because the
family are a terribly-nice middle class family - who don't
need to be rescued; and whose daughter doesn't get involved
inthat sort of thing.
- We need self-awareness so that we can humbly know
that we need rescue, and that the price of our lust,
malice, envy, avarice, unfaithfulness ... is so serious
that only Jesus can pay for it at the cross.
- An old advert from the tube read Fear God,
Fear sin, & then Fear nothing - who do we fear ?
- Indecision, is a decision; everyone must chose.
Do we follow the mob ? who makes our mind up ? do we
condem this innocent man ourselves ? are we afraid for
our reputation, position ? can we blame the decision on
someone else ? do we know we desparately need rescue
from ourselves ? and do we pretend to judge this perfect
man, our creator, and in so doing condemn ourselves ?
- "What shall I do, then, with
Jesus who is called Christ" Pilate asked.
- Onwards with alpha blending, got a nearly perfect
result for toolbar items, albeit somewhat slower. No native alpha
image primitives it seems, all client-side compositing: not good.
- Setup three thin-clients at church to work nicely;
LTSP very good indeed, lots of work left to do though
- Out for a run in the evening, pleasant dinner, phoned
home - pleased with new car seemingly, Robert off to Canada shortly,
Father absent in Wales.
- Up lateish; wired some money back to Ximian - it's not
often you get to pay your employer. Tried to rouse a sysadmin to fix
ooo.ximian.com - which seems to have had all it's http traffic
killed by ops; no-one available.
- Set about moving the oo.o packages to a bigger server.
Highly frustrated by emacs 21 being completely useless in a
patronising way with vc-mode not letting you edit a patch checked
into CVS (at all). After some pain discovered (setq vc-handled-backends nil)
in my ~/.emacs, allows me to C-x C-q and edit the patch. Emacs:
5 years of non-improvement; use version 20.
- Poked at the alpha stuff again at some length; it's never
quite as easy as people make things sound. JBZ arrived eventually,
upped the ooo traffic allowance, saturated that - discovered a
mis-behaving squid process, connected to only corona and pipeline;
very odd.
- Up earlyish, chewed mail. Pushed / announced the
new ooo-build-1.1.40, pushed a RH9 package of it, set the SuSE 82
one building.
- Worked on re-factoring the icon alpha loading code to
make the gsl guys more happy (I hope), seems to work rather nicely.
Got my 2nd fan mail on the horrific LXR/Perl/Apache brokenness in
RH8+ detailed
here - worrying.
- Nice dinner, Sean and Abbie phoned - great to hear from
them - but cut off again by Daniel Geach coming over to sort out our
finances (an Edward Jones
man), interesting to see more of how the financial service industry
works.
- Up in the night; chewed mail - fixed a couple of
annoying OO.o bugs for people. Back to bed. Up later, more mail,
misc. demo creation.
- Pushed a new SuSE 8.2 snapshot of OO.o .39, if only we
wern't getting fixes so fast / I had an automated build environment
life would be easier. Released an ORBit2-2.8.1 with Padraig's fix
in it.
- Merged up a better version of the popup/down palette
bug-fix from Philipp, mapped a number of icons for various things;
set off new RC4 based build set; started tracking the 'New' icon
problems; it seems files get moved and renamed cunningly so
the installed iso64501.res is different to that in the solver.
- Uploaded a bunch of somewhat unsorted photos
in order to empty the camera.
- Had Julian S. of Valgrind fame around for dinner, an
interesting chap - pleasant evening.
- Chewed mail; lots of mail, of little interest.
Uploaded my
slides from Zurich.
- Sent off my perl script to bin easy to catch source
code warning snafu's to the OO.o build team.
- Pushed a new ooo-build-1.1.39 based on the RC3
release. Phone call from Novell HR - a friendly lady, who will
sort it all out (apparently).
- Up late - knackered; off to Church, back
home, pasta dinner, bed. Got on with the thin client stuff,
finally remembered the
Linux Terminal Server Project - extremely impressed with
their install/setup stuff - very good.
- Hair cut from J, bed early.
- Up very late, breakfast. Committed the OO.o
bits, filed in bugzilla.
- Played with VNC server to get windows clients
connecting nicely to the church machine; quite good,
exhausted generally.
- Up early; breakfast, taxi to the conference
hall - no-one there at all; walked across the town to an
Internet Cafe, hurridly upgraded all my a11y / festival
bits to get a working demo.
- Wandered back across town; sat in the
university botanical gardens, eat lunch and finished
my slides.
- Off to the Kongresshaus - met an interesting
IBM guy: Hans-Dieter Wehle, also Tom Schlegel from Sun,
good to see Christian E. again. Tom's talk very
interesting wrt. server computing as a grid/utility -
suddenly understood why Cambridge
Internetworking's work is useful.
- Gave my talk; went quite well - had a bite
to eat afterwards and talked to several people; nice.
Off to the airport, sat around hacking some annoying
things out of OO.o.
- J. met me at the airport, wonderful to see
her again, what a lovely creature. Drove home, exhausted,
bed.
- Up too early; breakfast with Nat; Taxi to
Hammerbrook, a very swift meeting with Joerg, Mathias,
Christophe etc. Nat rushed off to the airport eventually.
Stayed on, talked with Christophe, Mathias, demo'd my
layout bits quickly, most productive.
- Off to Stefan's office to flush mail; and
discuss the 'openoffice' module in Gnome CVS - reassured
him it's all under the JCA, it's only patches / build
tools and it exists only to avoid major regular
CVS/cws thrash.
- Off to see Martin H, then Philipp, Stefan -
good to see them; quick meeting with Christope and them,
explained the rational behind libgnomecups. Re-assured
that my lack of a good solution for name to type to
instance in C++ is not just me, it's really not as nice
as GObject.
- Out to lunch with Martin, and the releng
team; interesting, promised to merge the results of my
de-warningizer perl-script.
- Back - visited the art team; nice to see what
they've been up to for StarOffice 7, and meet them.
- Back to the VCL base for some more discussion,
Mathias arrived and we mulled over yet more performance
improvements / bug fixing, interesting stuff.
- Taxi to the airport, took advantage of the
free beer and internet access in the lounge: nice. A rather
small, but comfy plane to Zurich, to the hotel. Tried to
stay awake and write my talk for tomorrow. Hacked at the
accessibility code - looking in rather better shape than
before; great.
- Bed late, exhausted.
- Up early; J. got a cold, and painful chest; H.
smiling much more. Chewed mail - pleased to see Larry
has fixed the emacs keybinding bits in gtkhtml2. Chewed
mail; finally got an OOO_1_1_RC3 build to work nicely,
fixed up a toolbar sizing patch that had slipped.
- Phone call with Stefan, wrt. icons. A nice
report of a successful ooo-build on-list; great. More work
on my talk. Fixed my older local copy of OO.o 1.1's crasher
binding bug and used chattr -R +i to ensure I can't ruin
my presentation build as I hack. Few people know about
chattr - perhaps that's a good thing.
- Phone call from Sean and Abbie - things seem well;
good. J. mastitis getting worse - high temperature and general
unhappiness; poor creature.
- Drove to Stanstead, sad to leave poor J. checked
in, hacked in the lounge; thank God for the quick-alarm
feature, invaluable in airports.
- Arrived in Hamburg Lubeck - down some country road
for miles, then the Autobahn, taxi through the red-light
district to the Ibis Altona - conveniently situated in the
middle. Met Nat, phoned J. - seemed ok, interesting discussion.
- H. slept for a 7hour block last night, wow - so pleased
we both got up to change / feed her. Back to bed, up later, chewed
mail, started digging at Gnome 2.4 for Zurich.
- Another zombie rpm instance, broken/leaked rpm locks -
this time on my other RH9 machine - straced rpm, to discover it
opening mtab, and statting all the mount points; I guess that's
inevitable.
- Finally pushed an ooo1.1-....38 package fixing the
Format, Character viciousness to ooo-snapshot. Chased an evo.
bug Mathieu was having, and finally clobbered it.
- Fixed a very nasty set of problems causing pain with
2nd time OO.o launch feedback, seems to work nicely now, need a
full re-build to verify though. Fixed an annoying crashrep setup
script problem in OO.o, good. The jhbuild of Gnome 2.4 (evil SED
problem aside) seems to be going quite well; modulo constant
problems requiring re-configuration.
- Spent a manic time booking, and moving flights around
and trying to organise hotels. Amazingly many airlines don't let
you book a flight from somewhere not in your current locale; so
Hamburg to Zurich by BA/KLM has to be booked auf Deutsch, luckily
Lufthansa has a saner web-site (modulo a mandatory account creation
step).
- Told J. I was so glad to have a wonderful baby, and a
wife to boot. J. said she didn't want booting, clearly a bootiful
girl.
- Myriam and Mary around for dinner, Myriam has interesting
news - to try to cram in before she flies to Cambodia, nice to see
them both. Bed early.
- Up early; H. still doing a good job of increased screaming.
Today off, checked mail for flights. Went shopping for new computer bits
for the Church's new drop-in-center; 1Gb RAM, 2x80G IDE RAID ( nice setup
tool with the RH9 install ), uninteresting otherwise.
- Jim B. came around to help assemble, got RH9 installed;
RPM locked up during the XD2 install; the wonderful joys of fixing
a broken RPM database to remove duplicate / non-existant packages.
- Tried to compile a kernel to fit on a floppy for remote
boot, with fairly little success - it seems getting a small enough
bzImage is quite a task.
- Went to battle with the Bank, the 3rd attempt at convering
my NatWest account to a joint account, having a wife, with passport etc.
is not sufficient - you need a trivially forgeable utility bill [wow].
Shut 1 account, transfered most of the rest to the Co-Op, must move
direct debits.
- Tried to open a Nationwide account for Hannah, appallingly
slow and feeble service there; abandoned hope, home.
- Up early; H. making lots of noise, off to Church; a family
service, another instance of even greater things than these
without reference to
John 5:20.
- Off to Santham Downham for a church picnic by the river;
quite pleasant, great news from Sam: she's pregnant. Talked over the
NCC computer setup we need with various people.
- Back, listened to more Phatfish - extremely pleased
with them really. Bed very early.
- Up early, H. screaming well for chunks of the night
around feeding time, a worrying trend - still, it is colder.
- Slept for much of the afternoon. Mary came around in
the evening, late dinner. Bed early.
- Up early, got access to Novell's innerweb, some
interesting pieces, lots of new things to understand, including
some good search heuristics.
- The parents left for Cambridge & home. Tried to
push the latest RH9 OO.o snapshot - with fixed Format ->
Character bug - axon non-existant, compound breakage, noises as of
scurrying sysadmins.
- Bruce and Anne arrived for lunch, nice chicken stuff,
worked on porting patches to OOO_1_1_RC3. Company conference call.
- Up early; off to the Dentist to register / have my
teeth X-ray'd. Had a digital X-ray machine (lower dose), networked
to the Dentist's computer: good stuff. Not much wrong with the jaw
clearly exercise is the solution.
- Pushed the SuSE 82. ooo-snapshot. Located a vicious
OO.o crasher with the help of Michael Knepher and Johannes Roith,
hacked around it, filed a bug, started re-building.
- It seems the
cursed gtk+ guy has been doing some amusing work.
- Got on with misc. bug fixing, making the OOO_1_1_RC3
snapshot build. Organisational thrash, Nat phoned - interesting.
Slightly gob-smacked by the 'tcsh' error Word too long -
sadly no hints as to what word is too long etc; turns out to be
some hard-coded path-length limit; nice.
- Fixed a glitch in how the libbonobo tests are put
together, so that make check passes again.
- Risotto for dinner with the parents, slugged bed
early, very tired.
- Up early; J. chewed mail, a friend working in Africa
for Wycliffe finally died
of cancer, and said how true this
verse was. Released a very much improved ooo-build-1.1.37,
lots of new stuff.
- Chewed mail, slogged away at layout a little more;
Managed to get some simple layout working; turning a
resource file
into
very much a prototype still though; must consult the gsl list.
- Pushed libbonoboui-2.4.0, started writing another report;
pushed that, and started reading Federico's development report.
- Got a nice piece of lisp from Martin K. that sets up 4 stop
tabs for the OO.o source in emacs; should appear in the hackers guide
soon.
- Pushed a new ooo1.1 snapshot (37) for RH9 to the ooo-snapshot
RedCarpet channel, and set one building for SuSE 8.2, found a bug with
2nd launch startup notification (bother).
- Posted a description of the new layout prototype to dev@dsl
and CC'd everyone I know just to enlarge the loving feeling; hopefully
I'll get some good suggestions.
- Parents arrived, had a lovely dinner, chatted, bed early.
- Up early; H. smiling for longer today - an increase in
internal pain or social interaction ? amused by Federico's eating
IRC nick Fooderico. Great to see Josh Triplett's patch to
remove the need for Java from the OO.o build; nice indeed - uses
libxml2/libxslt instead.
- Back to Layout hacking - good stuff. Pushed an
ORBit2-2.8.0, pushed an OOO_1_1_RC3 source snapshot to switch
ooo-build to after release, started testing the next ooo-build
release, and write the
notes which look encouraging.
- Released libbonobo-2.4.0. Photographed Martin's
zoom thing; edging towards a sweeter toolbar. It seems Will
Lachance of OO.o Wordperfect importer fame started work at Net-ITech which is good.
- With some hacks, managed to get the resources loaded,
and the Layout tree constructed; now some widget-layout
association action is called for.
- Richard came around for dinner, had a pleasant
evening with him.
- Up early; amused to see what looks like Thomas' / Dave's panel
menu strip patch in Sun's
Mad Hatter. Got back to a multiple-build-tree setup, and started
a new build to see Martin's zoom stuff properly.
- Battled on with 'rsc2' - eventually discovering how the
hierarchical information is stored, and outputting enough to read a
full layout description. Onto VCL. Spent a while sketching a solution,
and poking at resource reading with some success; good.
- A toy duck thing arrived from Hannah and Kenneth, a kind
thought. Dinner, bed early.
- Up early, off to St. Luke's. A pleasant service, sermon
interesting but somewhat unbalanced. Good to see Ali/Guy/Rich/Ben
Charlie/Tim etc. afterwards - an outbreak of pregnancy in the church,
the aftermath of the
Song of Songs sermon series ?
- Back for a slap-up E.Meeks Sunday dinner; fed H. burped,
packed etc. Drove off to Godalming to have Tea with Chris, then onto
a nearby village to see Nick/Nicky's house and see Thomas, Clair &
Adrian, Goggs, Sharon & Luke etc. Stayed a short while.
- Set off to the Reid's, met the family and Kevin - who works
for Visa; ~$2.5trn of transactions last year AFAIR; $800k/second or so,
which is quite some transactional load; decided that the problem was
intrinsically highly parallelizable and this is a non-issue.
- Had a nice meal, and played a rather fun stock-market game
afterwards; off home rather late, H. stopped screaming and fell asleep
after 100yards in the car - a real blessing. [ it's important to emphasis
that H. is the 3rd most wonderful thing to happen to us, and the screaming
/ vomiting is just an amusing occupational hazard ]. Bed late.
- Up late, M.C. arrrived for lunch, examined pictures of the
orchard they want to build on. J./H. slept in the afternoon, read a
chunk of The Sacred Diary of Adrian Plass - extremely amusing,
but also helpful.
- Went for a run around the park - very tiring. Had tea.
- Watched Schindler's List - an interesting film, not
as good as I'd been lead to believe it was though, pleased with
Schindler though. Bed late.
- Up later; chewed mail, lots more returned spams I
didn't send; little of interest. Back to the resource compiler.
Started drawing up a class hierarchy, only to remember my old
doc++ project,
checked out what Dragos is doing with it. Got a class hierarchy
a lot more quickly, albeit with some symbol leakage as of old.
- Spent a long, long time reading the resource compiler
and playing with it; eventually managed to get it to compile a
new 'Layout' hierarchy; encouraging stuff.
- J. cut my hair - lovely; dinner: liver & bacon,
picked up Robert from the station - the whole family together
again.
- Up early, somewhat suprised to see scads of returned
mail coming as if from me, with a virus attachment, will marvels
never cease.
- Poked at .desktop i18n, re-wrote it to remove
gettextize/intltoolize - hard code the various pieces. Setup a
snapshot building loop, hopefully more regular snapshots / a
more buildable CVS module will be the result.
- Pleased to see Martin. K's increasingly nice zoom
work. Discovered all my gtk+ locking work hadn't actually been
using a live gdk lock; enabled gdk threading; a chunk more work
to deal with the races / deadlocks that unearthed.
- Started writing up notes, and researching code to do
layout in VCL - got a sketch done; irritated by the resource
compiler though - it appears to deliberately discard all
hierarchical information.
- Called out by the neighbours to inspect a trap that
appeared in their garden - far too small for the badger inhabiting
the hole we dug when children; more likely for squirrels.
- Ben E. came around for dinner - good to catch up with
him really; rather zonked though. H. in a bit of a state, bed late.
- Up early; pulled mail. Pleased to see OO.o mentioned in
this
interesting piece. It seems Tor is having some success getting
ORBit2 to run on Windows - which is great.
- Booked flights to Zurich for
SUCON. Lots more investigation of the gtk+ / VCL locking situation,
finally getting towards comprehension - I think.
- Struggled onwards with gdk/VCL lock integration - hacked
up a nice patch, and got my two-thread wakeup bounce situation
working very nicely: good.
- Dinner, read, played with H., bed late.
- Up early; re-built the kernel on my brother's
machine to get ipchains / NAT support. Got scuppered by
broken ksyms.ver non-re-building (apparently) - net effect
applied frustration for an hour or so.
- Finally pulled mail. Martin been doing more
zoominess - nice; and Chris fixing up misc. patches /
infrastructure. Fixed up some minimal instsetoo problems.
- Got my htmltheme stuff to work
nicely with a tad of scp work, it'll package nicely too.
Did a new ooo-icons release with Jimmac's nice new artwork.
- Slogged away at main-loop integration; it
looks like OO.o can process X events from any thread,
even if another thread is concurrently rendering stuff with
X - which seems nastily different to gtk+.
- Dinner, watched Remains of the day on
video, substantially inferior to the radio 4 version, in
turn inferior to the book; a shame.
- Up early, managed to pack everything in the
car somehow; drove to Sue's with H. in the front seat,
and J. crushed up in the back with the luggage.
- Saw Sue & Clive, Tim & Julia, Adrian
& Georgina, Anthony & Louise and Bruce & Anne.
Caught up with the news, passed the baby around.
- Had a lovely meal. Drove onto my parents, H.
more restless in the car. Dad's birthday bash - Grant &
Anne, Uncle Chris, Robert & M.C. & Thomas all here.
- Exhausted, bed early.
- Up late, into town shopping, back for lunch.
Transfered some more bits to the laptop for next week.
- Lunch, slept, watched Dune - a very
whacked out, haphazard and wierd film.
- Up early; chewed mail. Very pleased to see
MartinK's zoom combo box for the sw OO.o toolbar; J. came
and read mail next to me: I think all the boy ever types
is 'killall', I think I could be a hacker - too true.
- Got a nice write-up from Duncan
here - good chap.
- Spent ages re-writing the daft binary gallery
file format usage for HTML navigation buttons so we can
whack Jimmac's new artwork in nicely; very daft indeed.
- Bed very early, indeed.
- Up early, started building OO.o on my ancient
laptop, to show it can be done. Discovered of the 2Gb of
mail I have in evolution, 700Mb of it is gnomecvs & gcc
mailing lists - binned my archives of those.
Pleased to discover NotZed is sleeping properly these days;
if only I could.
- It seems Volker is suffering the effects of blast-a
quite badly, but the tinderbox builds keep coming. Submitted a
talk for LWE NYC. Chris committed his first batch of patches,
to merge the Debian OO.o build system with ours; did some more
build hackery for him.
- Chris made our patch system nicely reversible, so
we can shuttle between pristine and patched source nice and
easily. Spent a while poking at the HTML .gif export to switch
that to .png (.jpg still there for lovers of ancient/broken
browsers).
- FedEx man turned up to collect the package; very odd
behavior of the gallery properties dialog - a nasty
gtk-integration interaction behavior I suspect.
- Phone call with Nat, most interesting, phone call
with Federico, likewise.
- Up late; pleased to get some nice OO.o word-count
fixes from Martin K. along with a German translation; and
progress on the Zoom combo front. Talked over and did some
more hacking towards integrating Debian's OO.o build / patching
system with our own.
- Persuaded to turn my diary into an RSS feed for Jeff's
PlanetGnome
page - under some duress; no censorship apparently; though DV
begs to differ. Spent a while cleaning up my HTML to convert to
XML nicely - why people read this is rather beyond me; I'm
convinced it's the galloping folly of Modernism so prevalent
in 'technology'. Used
this perl script.
- Nice mail from Tor, who it seems is looking into an
ORBit2 port to win32 - which should have a nice effect on glib's
Windows mainloop hopefully.
- Finally - managed to hold my breath long enough to
fill out the W8-BEN, and Foo Release Form, and phone FedEx to get
them collected and taken away; phew. Now to some useful work.
- Mailed the OO.o graphics list, to try and get some
insight into how the VCL mainloop can be fixed; idly read the
OO.o bonobo integration whiteboard - there is some very deep
magic happening in there that I don't understand, and some
more comprehensible cleverness too; hmm. Added the Debian man
pages to the 'openoffice' package.
- The JWs turned up on the door, sadly they didn't
have enough time to stay; discussed the 'last days' which it
seems we both agree are now, but I think they've lasted ~1900
years longer than they. Turned to arithmetic, and
Daniel 4 - which does contain (vs. 16) the phrase:
till seven years pass by for him - however, only by
the most staggering disregard for the context; cf.
vs. 25,26,32,34 can one extract 7, multiply by '360' (days per
year), subtract one of the dates of exile, and arrive at 1914;
not impressed.
- Louise arrived as they went, had a nice dinner with
her, and played with H. together.
- Up early; chewed mail - yet another person
trying to build 'bonobo-activation' for Gnome 2.4,
uploaded an empty/bogus tar.gz to re-direct them.
- Had an interesting, but somewhat depressing
IRC chat with Alex L, sigh. Spent much of the day shrinking
our ugly wrapper script to fold the LANG/locale bits into
OO.o, also updating the built in filter code - finally no
more evil Perl-XML-Twig foulness.
- Worked on re-writing the OO.o glib/gtk+ mainloop
integration with some pleasant success.
- Daniel & Michelle came around for dinner,
nice to get to know them better, must invest some money with
Daniel soon. Lent our Systematic Theology to Daniel.
- Up early; pleased to see traffic on the
Gnome openoffice list; discovered we have to release
beta versions of lots of packages for Gnome 2.4 today.
- Replied to Havoc's Let's re-write most of
Bonobo using XEmbedd and X properties for IPC mail
on desktop-devel; what a silly scheme.
- Very pleased to see the draft feature discussion
for OO.o 2.0 'Q'
here - lots of nice Gnome bits planned; but only a sketch
so far.
- Worked at OO.o trying to get it to obey LANG
instead of some grim internal magic configuration key.
Released ORBit2-2.7.6 and libbonoboui-2.7.6.
- Di and Steve came around; good to see them,
a sorry tale of woe about their dog though.
- Up early, H. having returned her food in the
middle of the night only sleeping for an hour at a time.
To NCC - Colin preaching / Daniel playing. Colin (who has
parkinsons) said of work out your salvation with fear
and trembling that he was not so good at the fear.
- Home for dinner, extremely hot; J. sleeping on
the couch downstairs; (re-)ordered some interesting books -
hopefully this time Amazon won't loose the order. Must
re-read Vitz' Psychology as religion - the cult of 'self'
psychology, simply incredulous that Analyze that
ran to a sequel.
- Listened to an excellent sermon in the evening
on Love does not envy - very challenging.
- Up disgustingly late; lazed around while H.
slept. Kate & Matthew came around for lunch - a masterful
chicken, Julia Caeser salad.
- Had a most pleasant chat / play with H. / saw a
most interesting thing. Matthew's has a website, and pointed
me at the (rather) amusing
Framley Examiner.
- Slept much of the afternoon, read Dilbert:
forewarned is forearmed. bed early.
- Up lateish; mail unavailable, poked at OO.o icons
some more; pushed a new 'best yet' OO.o 1.1 snapshot to the
red-carpet channel. SuSE packages failed due to not having
mozilla installed; fixed misc. bits in the build scripts.
- Out for a picnic lunch in Thetford forest by a
river with Bruce and Anne, very pleasant. Back, worked on a
stupid deadlock crippling Gnome on Solaris.
- Got a whack of paper-work - it seems I should never
have avoided filling out the W-8BEN and getting an ITIN for that
$6 royalty check; what a royal pain. At least the estimated time
to complete this form is only ~14 hours: very suspicious of the
'5hr., 58min.' estimate for Recordkeeping - it seems the IRS
employs a used-car salesman to do their guestimation. I'm all for
democracy, but applying market forces to tax collection by billing
the IRS for wasted time, would result in an immediate improvement
in efficiency.
- Federico discovered OO.o hooking out it's window
icons by a dlopen (NULL, ...); dlsym (["%s%d", magic, index])
horror in vcl's soicon.c - magic design.
- Merged and polished up Chris' nice patch to save
1.5G(iga) bytes of disk space on a (fully i18nized) OO.o build;
nice indeed. Finally got everything from 1.0.3 ported to 1.1RC3,
assuming my metric fonts work works. Worked late.
- Up early; chewed mail, Miguel pointed out
this
interesting study - it seems the secret of Ximian's success has
been revealed at last.
- The health vistor (also Julia) came around; weighed
H.: 9lb4oz, an impressive gain. H. managed to urinate on the
health visitor, poo on her mother and vomit on me all within
the same few minutes - unusually impressive.
- Managed to get the 'word-count' feature more
visible, and obvious in OO.o, hacking it into the Tools menu
in writer.
- Fixed ORBit2 to cleanup /tmp/orbit-$USER sockets
properly, 'atexit' even when multiple people have initialized
the ORB; linc-cleanup-sockets is your friend though.
- More OO.o fixing, set some new snapshot builds
running. Started poking again at the OO.o mozilla integration
work - which looks like a shambolic mess. Started slowly
pulling the mozilla source.
- Out into Cambridge for the Corporate Liason Office
barbeque, ate an unfeasible amount of meat, talked to lots of
interesting people. Back, bed late.
- Up early, chewed mail - added a minimal OO.o users faq to
the site, somewhere to start.
- Massaged our build scripts a lot; added a multi-distro
patching feature, hopefully we can then merge in the debian
development.
- Added back / re-worked some of our old patches;
~/Documents for default save path, binning the OO.o StarBasic
per-user .desktop file mangling, and re-instating the improved
check-menu item rendering.
- Tried to massage ncpfs into a better state with highly
mixed results; ncpfs seems to fork junk at runtime, which sucks.
- Up early slightly woozy. Pulled mail; idly wondered
if the 'michael@novell.com' E-mail address is taken; or whether I
might have to change my name by deed poll to 'jtd13n' so at
least I have a personalized car number-plate.
- Poked briefly at the gnome-ncp build; if only ncpfs
didn't try to mess with your kernel so much. Back to the real
work: OO.o - strange dependency issues in dictionary packages;
after some work discovered it's a non-issue; good.
- Processed bugs, and shrunk the mail pile.
- Updated the OO.o hackers guide
removing a great swathe of text from the build section; described
the much simplified build.
- H. decided tonight was the night to get some really
good screaming in; unbearably hot as well, which can't be good for
a small creature.
- Up early, chewed mail. Very pleased to see Martin K.
continuing to rock, merging up nice bits from the Debian OO.o
work and improving the mainline; great stuff.
- Extremely happy to see the Novell acquisition
finally
happened. So I guess my idle hacking around with the Netware
VFS
backend can be shown. Working rather nicely now, except for
the fact you can only browse machine local NW shares - somewhat
less than optimal; clearly I've a lot to learn wrt. IPX routing.
- Finally discovered the trick is to not get impatient
with the routing setup stuff; and not to run mars_nwe on both
ends of the network.
- Company remote employee conference call - interesting
and encouraging stuff; phoned the family to let them know. Sat in
the garden and toasted our success and H.'s 2'nd week with
champagne. Bed.
- Up early, breakfast, off to NCC with H. H. fairly
good through the proceedings; Mario preached on living
testimony, improving as he went on.
- Discussed the meaning and content of Liturgy with
Thomas; off home - met Cat: just arrived. Had lunch, drove
Thomas to Cambridge station, arriving just in time.
- Back home; snoozed for a while, cooked bangers
and mash. Phoned tmr13 who it seems is in good spirits and
having an interesting time; good chap.
- Dinner, yet more nappy changing action; poked
for a ParkStreet sermon but the mp3 server appears to be
dead.
- Up in the night, bed, up late. Hacked on the
secret project. Had a minor crisis of a lack of poo, phoned
Mel (having a smashing time in Asda) for advice; shortly
afterwards really went for it just when our guard was
lowered.
- Bathed H. had some lunch, more hacking;
Thomas doing battle with the wavelan access point. Discovered that
the unreliability in my code was in fact in the underlying
library; valgrind rocks.
- Out for a run, leaving
Thomas in charge of H. while
J. slept. J. made lasagne, T. and I went to get a video
East is East. Back for dinner and viewing, quite amusing.
- Shower /
burped H. who proceeded to
vomit down my back - great ! so lovely, you can't really
be upset with her. Bed early.
- Up very early; hacked at a secret project for
fun for an hour or so - with some success. Back to bed for
a bit. Last visit by the midwife who removed the baby's
last cord bit; H. managed to vomit onto me, the sofa and a
pile of papers in the same blow.
- Back to the fun hack; Vanessa arrived for lunch
with Julia, nice to see her. Missed the start of a team
meeting due to Evo. alarm not working; evolution-alarm-notify
running though; hmm. Encouraging meeting.
- Thomas arrived late, managed to get a decent train
to Newmarket - a minor miracle. Dinner, sat around talking
during the evening, bed early.
- Up late; pleased to see Volker has heroically
sorted out the ooo.x.c LXR and tinderbox; good man. Pleased
to see Will L's
Wordperfect filter working nicely with Ximian OO.o 1.1.
- Cousin Tim & Julie arrived, and played with the
baby, had a chat; back to work - then Anne & Bruce arrived.
- Ordered a new ISA account book from Bradford and
Bingley, lets see if they can get things posted from A to B
reliably.
-
Anne made a lovely dinner, Bruce put up a mobile
for Hannah to goggle at while lying in bed.
- Fixed some ORBit2 nasties with CORBA_Object_is_a
method going via the generic calling mechanism, and with a
non-activated poa emitting a 'transient' exception. Short
circuited it for now. Pushed new libbonobo, ORBit2 packages
for the 2.3.5 release.
- maw setup a Gnome/OpenOffice mailing list
here. Phone call from Simon, living in the Barbican
apparently back in the UK - managed to miss that somehow;
doh.
- Up early; committed most of the OO.o work to
Gnome CVS, module 'openoffice' to help collaberative working;
added a 'download' script, to allow single-command fetch of
all relevant packages; looking a lot easier to build now.
- Poked at the really nasty g_mutex_trylock issues
with binaries on Solaris/FreeBSD not linked vs -lthread, but
linking in ORBit2 which needs threading support. It seems that
for non threaded apps, we can ignore the thread methods not
doing anything, but trylock just returns bogus nonsense in the
uninitialized mode. Talked to Owen / binned the debugging
trylock stuff outside of Linux.
- More work on the new public, partially auto-toolized
Gnome openoffice. Started moving that into new snapshot builds.
- Ryan and Nancy came around, sad to see them for the
last time; they brought Pizza for us which was great. A little
more relaxed sniping at Ryan wrt. gun ownership, played with H.
very sorry to be loosing them back to the US.
- Burped with Hannah while reading 3:16, fixed up some
sillies in the snapshot build / re-started it. Wrote a status
report, bed.
- Up earlier;
Anne Fone (expert midwife) came around to tie the
cord yet more tightly, and to show us how to fold 'real'
nappies: origami for parents.
- Chewed mail; very pleased to see Frank's
ORBit2 corbaloc work - looking nice. Poked at a number of
bug reports. Steve H. phoned.
- Pleased to see Dan's MacOS/X version of OO.o using
a number of our patches and icons
(
grainy jpeg) into
neooffice(TM).
- Discovered something very
fishy
downstairs, and managed to get caught in fatherly
pose.
- Managed to straighten out the tinderbox setup with
the help of maw, a ~/.forward file, and some tweaks; good,
hopefully the next migration will be easier. Tweaked patches
vs the (by now old) RC3 snapshot, committed a fix or two.
- Talked to Will - he's poking at a new 1.1 wordperfect
import filter - which is great; also Chris Blizzard who had some
suggestions on the mozilla-addressbook evilness that lurks in
OO.o; nice chap.
- Teresa brought dinner around - a chicken caserole,
so kind; sat and chatted to her while we ate and she burped
H. Anne phoned.
- Up late; H. sleeping nicely, good. Parcelled her
up in her car seat, and shipped everyone to Ryan & Nancy's
leaving lunch after church.
- Dodged the swarm of cooing mothers and ladies;
noshed on the fine fodder, met a young chap called Jim.
- Home, did housework,
Robert
and Marie-Claire
came around which was
lovely;
Robert's
business - for mobile phones and accessories; which could
use more linkage around the web. Great to see the two of them,
H. slept like a good child and didn't cry excessively to avoid
scaring MC.
- JP's for dinner, bed early.
- Up early; quick breakfast; prayed with the girls; set
off for Newbury/Bath. A typical long, tedious motorway drive;
Listened to Radio 4. Apparently one of the inadvertant jokes in
the OED is that 'abbreviate' is not only a verb, but also an
official in the Vatican that draws up the Pope's briefs.
- Got to
David's, and had a lovely lunch, and caught up with what's
happening in the Mansergh world - good stuff.
- Drove on to Bath; loads of queuing traffic on the
A4/A36, missed
Kate & James' vows, but caught the end of the sermon.
- A great reception afterwards, good to catch up with
all the
Downing folk both new and honoury. Talked water treatment with
Tim, Japanese politics with Richard & Yuko, Mission to the
Islamic world with Andrew, VBA with Luke, interesting chaps.
- Met Adrian and Carren who live near us, got Adrian's
testimony - interesting stuff; good fellow. Encouraging but extremely
brief speeches.
- Set off home somewhat late; pouring with rain, M4,
M25 & M11 all very dangerously saturated. Finally got there
to see the wife and daughter; sleep.
- Up at 6.45am; a fairly good night given. J. fed H.
and I set about making J.'s garden signs - promised more than a
year ago in Australia; glue & screw, nice.
- Breakfast, midwife came - more advice on bathing,
feeding etc. Went out to buy cabbage to put on Julia (old
mid-wives tails etc.), apparently out of season. Bought a cheap
digital camera: 2Mpix.
- Home - to a crying creature; changed it's nappy -
getting better at this, but have yet to devise a strategy to overcome
the habit of letting rip only when the previous nappy has been removed.
- Talked to Stefan on IRC; he has a small daughter I
now discover - makes you interested in children being a parent;
I'm sure in time one could build up a large, unhealthy
proxy-competitive streak.
- Got flowers from the Cambridge Corporate Liason Office:
Julia's work friends, very thoughtful. Best to donate money to some
worthy cause instead I suspect, such as Tearfund.
- Chewed mail quickly; fixed the time on ooo.x.c, read
some patches, did misc. bits. Very impressed with the new gnome.org website.
- More baby changing action; Kevin (pastor) came round
to pray for us; Teresa arrived too, talked births and babies
divertingly.
- Mary Rodgers arrived with a beautiful dinner for us;
a very kind lady - played with H. for a while; managed to get USB
talking to 'scsi' camera: proof
here; I need to get Jens' eog-2.4 installed for serious photo
viewing action.
- Phoned David to arrange tomorrow's wedding treck to
Bath - to see the Williams' happily married. Bed at 10pm.
- Up at 3am, had to wake the baby since it's too long
since the last feed; J. fed it and changed it; she went back to
bed, washed, dressed, breakfasted. Mother helped wind, and
settle it.
- Drove to Cambridge to pick up Sean & Abbie, took
them and luggage to Stanstead for their emmigration to Stockholm -
very sad to see them go; God willing things will go well for
them there.
- Home at 6ish, bed. Up at 10:30am, Anne had come and
gone; some breakfast, baby washing, changing, feeding action; took
some photographs eg.
Hannah and beautiful wife.
- Mum and Dad went out shopping for us, J. bathed, had
a lovely lunch made by Mum. Spent a while hammer drilling various
walls to erect ladder holders, and shelves for the baby - the
soothing sound of drill on masonry.
- J. slept while Mum and I tried to stop Hannah crying,
it appears she can be distracted from issues such as hunger and
internal plumbing by sufficient gentle rocking, jiggling, prayer
and a following wind. Mum & Dad left to drive home.
- Got flowers from NetProject - very kind of them; Sue
Hummersone came to visit the baby, while I painted the cot base
again.
- Had a relaxing poke at my filed OO.o patches / issues
- Frank cheered my up by reviewing the system-mozilla patch nicely
anyway. Avoided the deluge of stress that reading E-mail is.
- Started idly poking at OO.o for a right click -> save
image feature, and found the select image -> right click ->
convert -> To Polygon in OO.o 1.1 (cf. red-carpet snapshots) -
does a pretty good job, and lets you edit the vectorized result;
- Mel (from Church) popped round with dinner for us,
Shephard pie (eatable with 1 hand) and fruit pie & cream
pudding, yum. Very good to see her, a kind soul.
- Dinner, fed H. bed early 10:30pm.
- Up rather early, breakfast, off to hospital; saw
a better slept J. & H. slept well most of the night. Saw the
paediatrician, everything normal.
- Checked all the usual functions were
well in order, changed her, had a demo bath. Got fleeced by
PatientLink - it ignored my card.
- Met Lance Robson on my course in the LCE at Cambridge,
working at Nortel now; his wife had a far more traumatic birth, also
a girl; good chap.
- Packed everything in the car, via several round trips -
and drove home; slightly amazed by the different perspective on
irritating children cycling in the road ahead of one - God loves them
more than even their parents, who suffered a lot to give birth to them.
- H. very quiet and good, fed her, had lunch, phoned
more friends and family. Hannah woke up and got some inconsolable
crying in - rather scary before sleeping again. Got flowers from Undean
and Bruce & Anne.
- Searched on
gospelcom to check the spelling of my daughter's name; realised
it is indeed palindromic.
- Phoned Agent TMR13 and David - who it seems had
a good children's camp; badgered him about young ladies, good to
talk though. Suzannah and Clive arrived while on the phone; showed
Hannah to them (mercifully asleep now).
- Phone call from Federico & Oralia - lovely to hear
from them; F. seems to have ~finished his libbonoboui focus
fixage - which is great.
- Mum & Dad arrived; sat around discussing various
bits - finally understood what a horrific labour mother had had
with me: contractions Monday -> Saturday.
- Shower, bed early - very hard to sleep, upset about the
birth. The magazines all talk about what pain relief to use, but
not about the ethics of choosing to withold pain-relief to secure
a faster, (overall less painful?) birth, very troubling.
God was so good to us with a short, uncomplicated, labour - it
seems sad to get hung up on that; it perhaps throws some light on
the wider picture of the 'problem' of pain in the world.
- Woken at 4am, the poor girl's been having
contractions all night (since 11:30pm), left me sleeping,
cooked some flapjack, done the stitching. She needed the
Tens machine applying.
- Somewhat excited, read the instructions and
applied the pads - the poor, good creature. Instructed by the
hospital to wait for another couple of hours before coming in.
Had breakfast, did some hacking / comforting in succession.
- Pushed a new ooo 1.1 snapshot to
red-carpet; hopefully this one will get to the users; RC3 build
still running, chewed mail.
- Girl started getting rather upset, phoned Anne -
who promised to come soon. Anne came at 10:30am, examined Jules:
2-3cm and showed her how to breathe.
- Jules much less sad with blowing slowly out during
contractions, had lunch, watched a good portion of Prince of
Egypt in 5 minute bursts.
- J. eventually had a bath, sad again; Anne arrived
back ~1.30pm, extracted, dried, examined - 8cm - very good work.
Set off for the hospital at speed - for 'gas and air'; Don't
let me have the vent-noose.
- Dropped the girl, got her to the pool room, spent a while
queuing, waiting for people to leave the car-park so I could get
in. Rushed back expecting a baby; but not yet.
- Got the room organised, the tape on, contractions seemed
more widely spaced and more painful. Applied gas and air for J.
until was told to stop. A rather ghastly experience of impotent
spectatorship, supported J. while pushing (& singing).
- J. very brave, managed to squeeze Hannah out at 6:45pm
with only slight tearing, 4 1/2 hours after coming in. Cut the
placenta ( when it stopped pulsing ), Hannah very quiet and good;
had her weighed and vitamin K'd. 8lb, 1 1/2oz,
Hannah Julia Grace Meeks.
- Out to phone everyone; lots of happiness. Back to see
Julia, and get her stitched up - very sensitive about people
touching her.
- Relaxed in the ward, and waited for a bed to come free
until 10:15pm; drove home before one could, sleep - with nightmares
of child-birth.
- Up early; breakfast with the parents. Julia's birthday -
lots of present opening action, and amusing tales of the Boughrood
activity holiday.
- Chewed mail - poked at ooo.x.c to get it into
some sort of shape. Pleased with Thorsten B's signature Word
Perfect isn't, Excel doesn't, Works won't.
- Out for lunch with the parents; having made OO.o build
nicely with a system mozilla-1.3.X, discovered that it breaks
nicely with 1.4; doh. Can commit my libsn stuff to the rc3 branch
apparently.
- Re-setup CVS, bonsai, and set LXR re-building on
ooo.x.c. Maw discoved the problem with the ooo-snapshot channel,
somehow none of my packages were getting staged properly to the
public; doh.
- Got my system-mozilla patch finished, polished and into
IZ - seems to work well for me. Comitted the libsn stuff, and the
python fix. Started an rc3 patch re-spin, with a smaller set.
- Out for a run in the evening, JPs, bed.
- To NCC - slightly late, good to see Nancy back; Daniel
preached on Worship very amusingly, and enthusiastically -
good. Had horror bonding sessions with the blokes afterwards on the
joys of child-birth - Brian couldn't find the angle-iron for me.
- Home for lunch; read the New Scientist, The Dilbert
Principle. J. off to her Baby shower, stripped, sanded, painted the
baby's cot bottom, cleaned the house, etc. (the life of the male).
- Jolly good Gordon sermon in the evening; bed, parents
arrived later than expected, sleep.
- Up lateish; off to the Memorial gardens to help with
Church in the park; supervisied the bouncy 'castle', tried to throw
golf balls through holes, tied up helium baloons, chatted to various
people , good fun.
- Off to Sean and Abbie's for lunch; Ian, Tim,
Caroline & Isabell arrived. Worked on reducing the champagne
stock-piles. Amazing to see all the Atkinson stuff piled in boxes
around the house.
- Wandered out to the river for ice-cream, via an exhibition
on Everest (and Co.'s) mapping of India - rather a labour of love it
seems.
- Had a drink on midsummer common, Abbie's friends David,
Wendy and Laura arrived - got more encouraged about the Police force.
Ben E. arrived wandered back to Downing, met Matt & Paula, Philip
and DavRoss, out for Pizza - good to catch up a little with them.
Home late, bed.
- Up too early - quested for the missing wife:
stitching downstairs, can't sleep. Prayed, hacking by
8.15am.
- Pleased to see so much in-depth technical
discussion on the OOo groupware list about the relative
merits of the Glow web-site.
- Struggled with the loathsomely badly
maintained mod_perl, sigh, amazed to discover different
apache processes on the same machine giving clearly
different (cached) - clearly ignoring the timestamps on
the source - great! stock RH 8.0: pre-broken out of
the box. Consulted with Jeff who claims RH 9 is just
differently broken.
- Out to lunch with Bruce and Anne at the Rutland
Arms - had a fine meal, and a good time, hurried back to hack.
- After a large amount of time, discovered by
extensive fooling around how to coax LXR into life on RH 8.0+
-
howto.
- Up early, chewed mail; poked at OO.o, updated
ooo.x.c a lot, patch
links, uploaded a new RC2_030714 build set.
- Anne Fone (an phone?) our midwife came to visit
us and chatted / poked at Julia for a while - all seems good,
apparently if the baby doesn't want to arrive in a weeks' time
we get a scratch and sniff (or somesuch).
- Poked doggedly at building the Mozilla
addressbook / ldap integration code using the system's
mozilla instead of the current frightening "tar up mozilla
and put it in the sourcetree" approach, got what seems to be
a working solution.
- Out for a run in the rain; felt good. Finished
the flan, JPs, crunch. Read the IEE magazine - pleased to see
Eddie Bleasdale got a nice puff piece / linux got a good
showing.
- Hoiked loads of stuff into the loft - lifting
myself on the wrists hurts them: not good. Managed to get
a mattress into the loft through a far smaller hatch by
various cunning bending and twisting manoevers; covered it
beautifully in Sean's sofa cover. Amazed that our chimny
seems to open straight into our loft [hmm]. Bed.
- Up early, processed bugs; Robert Jefford phoned
to let us know that Sarah-Joe has given birth 10days early,
beating our creature to the post, great news.
- Very pleased to have a play with the evolution
addressbook integration in OO.o 1.1 - very nice stuff indeed,
see it (fields
and contacts).
- Conference call with Hamburg, Ed and Dan wrt. how
we can help with the future of VCL, quite positive I think in
the final analysis.
- Nice flan that J. had cooked for dinner, she'd
been cleaning all manner of things for most of the day; lovely.
Out to cell group at Jim & Joyce's played
the guitar arythmically, JimG did a talky bit. Back to bed.
- Up early; chewed mail, more OO.o fixage; talked
to Christian about various gstreamer improvements, color-space
stuff etc. - nice.
- Released an ORBit2-2.7.3 and a libbonobo-2.3.5,
versions getting skewed it seems. Phoned Stefan wrt. conference
call setup, possibly we're too late it seems.
- Apparently my gnome-common is badly out of date,
no wonder there have been some most strange missing warnings
recently.
- Added startup notification to OO.o, and submitted
another patch to IZ.
- Up early, to the action. Not too much mail.
Uploaded a nice presentation on how to use Valgrind from
Julian
here.
- Spent ages slogging at George's broken signal
nasty - eventually came up with a simple solution that didn't
involve doing huge swathes of re-factoring.
- Committed my first stuff to a live OO.o branch; it'll
undoubtedly break something/someone.
- Popped over to Sean & Abbie's for dinner -
their house looks somewhat different in boxes. Had a pleasant
pizza dinner, and chat - tired all round though. Back home, tea,
home to bed.
- Up early, to NCC to shephard traffic coming
to Church; talked at length with Ryan about gun control,
ameliorated my position somewhat; Ryan threatens to sign
me up to the NRA as a joke.
- Rather a good talk from Carla from the 24/7
prayer network, on prayer.
- Home for dinner; slept much of the afternoon,
watched Bridget Jones' Diary (again) in the evening -
rather fun. Bed early.
- Up in the night & very early - pushed a
much improved package pair to ooo-snapshot. Back to bed.
- Quick breakfast, set off to drive to Fiona
and Cordell's wedding; the M25 crawling around Watford,
decided to cut across London, moving traffic there, but
slow.
- Arrived 1 minute late, managed to zip around
the bridal party and sit down. Quite a good wedding,
sermon ok, but to short.
- Off to the family home afterwards for delicious
canapes, fine champagne and some interesting company. Spent
a while talking to Glynn Davis - Christina's husband a
free-lance writer.
- Left early, a long drive home, dinner, bed
exhausted.
- Up early; chewed mail, poked at builds, fixed
a libbonoboui leak, pushed packagesd. Sean arrived,
marveled at his nice
OpenVPN setup.
- Committed the ORBit2 fix from last night for
Jaka, the commit failed mid-way it seems. Abbie, Michael,
Caroline and baby Isabel arrived - had a buffet type lunch
in the garden - very hot; good to see people, but back to
work too soon.
- More OO.o font sizing chasing; eventually
located an incredible if (font_size != 8) font_size = 8;
kludge - will marvels never cease. Removed that - and it
works fine.
- Pleased by hr's sympathy on my
"ByteString.ToDouble() always returns 0" bug - if only
we could write deprecated code out of the tree faster.
- Up in the night, and then early. Mail,
mostly got to grips with it now. Poked at making the
OO.o libart use the system libart, fiddled with the
configure checks etc.
- Off to the hospital with J. for a check-up.
Slightly disturbed by what goes on in there; that wife of
mine should be a lover, not a walking milk machine.
Everything fine it seems.
- Worked away at the RC2 snapshot, massaging
the libart bits into place, looks like we'll need a new
libart version to make it work properly.
- Hacked at ORBit2 while it built to fix the
evil non_existent bug, committed a fix for that. Dinner,
with J. bed early - very very hot here.
- Up early, chewed yet more mail - started
on the bug mountain - depressing indeed. Pleased to fix
Martin Kretzschmar's he seems to have a nice
build of 1.1 on debian.
- Closed / pushed a few bugs around; fixed
some easy Gnome ones. Nailed the vicious OO.o bug from
Aaron - a very silly thing indeed, set off a new round
of stable re-builds.
- Pleased to see Nat's dashboard stuff get
some exposure in the gnome summary etc. Wrote up an
action plan for OO.o 1.1.
- Dinner with J. drove out to the heath on
the Bury road, lay and appreciated the beautiful
landscape & sky. Back home, Rachel popped around,
bed.
- Up early, pulled ~4k mails to read,
started rugging to the latest everything. Wrists
feeling somewhat better so far. J. setting about
her innumerable tasks.
- Encouraging the see the Gnome a11y
mailing list hotting up - several mails a day, and
lots more builders / testers: good. Also, a nice
report of the OO.o 1.1 accessibility with
gnopernicus. Committed my gnopernicus cleanup.
- Lots of exciting Mono progress too,
cleanups, polishing, fixing, etc. good stuff.
- J. arrived home with loads of goodies,
the 3:16 poster framed, lots of shopping, and a
parcel of presents from Auntie Undean, nice. Had
lunch together.
- Back to ORBit2. Very impressed to see
Mark's GConf speedup - making the panel startup far
faster by aggregating small scattered gconf files.
- Also great to see Owen's attack on gtk+
roundtrips - to improve remote X efficiency markedly,
a ~45% round-trip reduction. Frank seems to have been
doing good things to ORBit2 - which is nice, hopefully
he'll turn into a maintainer in due course.
- Out for a run with J, JPs, bed.
- Up early - missing J. discovered her
playing in the garden; hmm. Breakfast, and off to NCC.
Kevin preaching - better than normal, quite well
referenced to scripture; oh for some systematic
preaching.
- Back for lunch; applied house
re-arrangement, things into the loft, grass cutting,
things out from under bed, other things back, big
surplus bits concealed behind movable fixtures etc.
- Tea; phoned Tim Reid - good to talk
briefly. Bed early.
- Up early, yet another cooked breakfast,
very pleased by the collection of heart-shaped stones
collected by the Porters - if only one didn't have a
stone shaped heart.
- Drove home via Fakenham - where we shopped
and quested for furniture for the baby.
- Home, lunch, out for a run (too much good
food), knocked around the house tidying, unpacking etc.
Bed early.
- Up early, B/F, packed everything into the car.
Bruce managed to pot one of the trapped rabbits (through a
bush). Gave Anne a quick Outlook training session, drove
off into Norwich.
- Looked around the cathedral - the 2nd highest
spire in somewhere - slightly suprised to see Tom Leech's
mug-shot on the choristers picture - apparently I'd fogotten
he is an organ scholar here.
- Bought some lunch, and off to Clay (C-lie)
wandered around the town, had a cup of tea, down to the
beach - wandered up and down - watched some fishermen
catching not a lot in the sea.
- Back to check-in to the B&B - run by
another Julia Porter and her husband Richard. Discovered
they knew some colleagues of J. a smallish world.
- Out to the White Horse restaurant in the next
village - rather good duck, and cheese. Back to bed.
- Up early, Bruce's cooked B/F: nice. The
Girls vanished on a prolongued shopping trip leaving
the E-mail downloading at great length (Tesco.net charge
by the minute so ...).
- Bruce and I set too - making a stretcher for
the top of our cot - on which to balance a changable baby.
Also, machined down some tounge and groove board to make
some stair gates. Re-rivited a runner for the cot.
- Had quiche for lunch, chatted about life past
and present. Eventually the girls returned laden with
purchases and gifts ( for the baby ).
- Admired the various bits - chopped down the cot
mattress to the right size - and played with heat sealing it
again - using Bruce's sealer designed for a far thinner
plastic with some success.
- Out to the excellent Lighthouse restaurant,
had ham/mozeralla, beef, and creme brule. Back to bed late.
- Up early, cooked B/F. Met Stewart and Janet,
short service in the chape. Prater / reading - trying to
deal with my hard heart pwrt. Red Hat.
- Had lunch, and got the story of how Nigel
and Joan met and married age 40; the Christian Ramblers
club is clearly the way ahead.
- Set off for the Griffin's, had tea, and birthday
presents: got a Baby maintenance manual - most useful. Sipped
Kia outside and chatted. A chicken dinner, with fine
cheese (the Irish cheese I brought was enjoyed), fruit salad.
- Got an overview of the gun factory - mass
production of the steel model has set in - with much
tooling up etc. most interesting.
- Bruce persuing some rabbits chewing on Anne's
vegetables, with his shotgun with no success. Bed.
- Up early, had a cooked breakfast, short service
in the chapel. Out for a row
down the river with J. afterwards, very narrow and some
slimy weeds / reeds - but great fun.
- Back, read Sh'ACh'Heart lunch; Carol and
Miles on duty - good to see them again. Read and prayed in
the afternoon.
- Discovered Keller's The Bible as History
rather interesting, although apparently flawed - should get
an up-to-date; version. A serious danger that laboured -
rationalism surely strips the Cross of it's power; also
a rather dated 'modern' hobby. Bed early.
- Up late; a dis-connected week of holiday from
today; lazed suitable. Popped into the church to try and fix
Teresa's E-mail setup - a hopeless ISP of some sort can't
get their DNS setup right.
- Chewed E-mail very briefly, Keith has started
looking at OO.o in earnest, and got a clean build - good chap,
cleared my desk while J. hunted for B&Bs.
- Set off to Quiet Waters at Bungay; met Nigel and
Joan - wardens, moved in, wandered around, dinner with Ed &
Lillian, Jessica, David, bed early.
- Up early, off to NCC - new Youth Pastor spoke
quite well. Lasagne for lunch, Myriam came around to chat to
L. - nice that they seem to get on well. Myriam had some
interesting insight into Exam board internals.
- Phoned S&A, and decided to go to Myriam's
parents' talk at NCC about saving girls from Nepalese
prostitution - they're just back from there instead of going
to StAG.
- Missed the 1st 30minutes by mistake; back home,
bed early.
- Up late; L. gone into London, lazed around,
washed up, lunch. Headed out to Sean and Abbie's - out to
the station to pick up L. Sarah (Sean's sister) arrived
shortly afterwards.
- Off punting down the Cam from the Rat and Parrot,
had a fine time - the river somewhat jammed up with punters.
Back to the R&P for a rather fine meal (it's moved very
much up-market), picked up Michael and Caroline (Abbie's
brother & his G/F).
- Had a lovely evening, most pleased to discover
Sarah wearing a WWJD bracelet, and to get to know
Michael/Caroline a litte.
- Back to S&A's for a coffee - not much time
left with them before they go into frenetic packing / moving
mode. Back home early, for J. / L.
- Up early; J's last day at work, chewed mail.
Nice to see XB #42081 fixed, the days of rcd chewing 100%
CPU are over; cvs.gnome.org died - you only realise how
useful CVS is when you don't have it.
- Tried Soeren's new tree'd speed-prof on OO.o 1.1
the startup time is still hugely link dominated, what a pain.
Another surreal phone-call from Roz Scott.
- Lost a day somewhere; Louise arrived early Friday
and went for a walk into town. More misc. hacking, Poked at the
largest library libsvx - it needs some more symbol anaylsis to
find out why quite so much code is concentrated into one place,
and whether it can be split.
- J. home, I prepared dinner while they went to find
a video. Bangers & mash, talked for a while then watched
Once upon a time in the Midlands - rather good - makes
you very thankful. Bed late.
- Up in the night, did some build tending / hacking,
this 1.1 snapshot is a real pig. Got my 2nd request for a
recommendation for hiring a full-time OO.o hacker - wow.
- Back to bed, up later; off to the Hospital - Anne
poked at Julia inconclusively so off for more ultra-soundings,
apparently it's got it's head down now - Halleluja ! God is
good - now to see if it stays head-down.
- Finally got a sensible RH9 ooo1.1 build, with
dependencies working right - and pushed it to the ooo-snapshot
channel (.ximian.6.4) although it seems not to have updated - as
if by magic. Tested a bug for Steve - works fine in HEAD.
- Couldn't believe scrollkeeper failed to build due to
there being no 'strndup' on the system; gack. Fixed a stupid bug
in OO.o's included Python-2.2.2's testing for Tcl/Tk - seems it's
fixed upstream. Consistantly hurt by people using -Werror where
there is no need to - do they not know that X headers spew
warnings on include with gcc on Solaris ?
- J. home, out for a run, Louise phoned, JPs, bed
early, right wrist hurting; hmm.
- Up early; installed the MS core fonts - wow OO.o
does a far better job with them installed. Continued tending to
the Solaris box, and working around brokenness in OO.o HEAD.
Luis pushed the fixed OO.o packages that don't crash horribly
frequently if you upgraded (also with a nice glyph cache
fix/speedup too), and an improved dictionaries package.
- Great to see Mono moving in the Xr direction for
System.Drawing - good stuff. Re-hashed the 1.1 work, discovered
the old 1.1.7 package didn't include the right icons, uploaded
a new snapshot and ooo-build package here, it has an
accidental python-devel build-time dependency (for the
internal python).
- Committed the ORBit2 'broken at idle' stuff, so
that the [un]listen_for_broken stuff remains behaviorally the
same even in threaded mode.
- Up early; chewed mail. Needed an other-endian
machine to test a control-center bug; forgotten the Solaris
root password; Voltron gave a helping hand, with securityfocus and
this - scary.
- Slogged at misc. bug reports, jhbuilding 2.4 on
Solaris, while building OO.o 1.1 on Intel, and managing bugs.
Eddie phoned - interesting.
- J. home, out for a run (cycle), JPs, bed early,
read more of SaCH - the God given authority &
responsibility for correction of a parent over a child.
- Up, breakfast, NCC. Oiled the door to the
children's creche so it doesn't squeak horrifically. Home
for lunch; lazed around.
- Did a chunk of paint-stripping, only one end of
the cot remains (horay). More applied slugging practice,
then dinner. Listened to a rather too short Gordon sermon on 2
Kings 22-23: The Greatest Revival Ever:
- In the ancient world; the name of a God told you
about him eg. 'Dagon' - grain god, the god of beer, worshiped
by consuming large quantities of it. The real God OTOH is called
JHYH, The one who is - by implication all the others arn't.
Josiah's father Amon's problem was that he didn't remember God's
name.
- Why were so many Kings like Amon, and not
like Josiah. Only 2 were faithful from start to finish;
Hezekiah and Josiah - none like him, he alone walked in the
footsteps of his father David and did what was right in the
eyes of the Lord.
- Out of 41 kings, only 2 are loyal to God, and
the rest are tripped up by idolatory, so: What is so attractive
about Idolatory - what's so good about these non-functioning
idols ?
- The attraction is not in that they are only wood
and metal and can't answer prayer - but in that they can't
talk. They can't say anything you don't want to hear.
- None of the ANE religions imposed any radical moral
standards. In fact the God's themselves lived with an abysmal
moral record - envy, adultery, murder, fear etc. a very
user friendly religion.
- When Josiah repaired the temple he discovered
the law of God which had been lost, and after purging the land
they celebrated the passover. The message of the
passover encapsulates everything about true-faith that makes
it unappealing, and idolatory so attractive.
- The passover reminds us of the bad news: we are
rightly condemned before a holy God. The miracle of the
passover is not that the angel of destruction took the lives
of all the first born in Egypt, the miracle is that the angel
did not destroy the Israelites.
- They were no more deserving than their neighbours -
just as much involved in idolatory. Wouldn't we much rather hear
- that we're fine the way we are, that we can save ourselves.
The passover say no - it takes God's act of redemption by the
substiutionary passover lamb.
- God saved them, that they might have a debt of love
for him; at the beginning of the 10 commandments - I am the Lord
who brought you out of Egypt, therefore ... it all starts in
Gratitude. We obey God out of love because he first loved us,
and gave his life for us as a sacrifice for many.
- Went for another sermon instead on
Acts 12
- Scripture never contrasts faith and reason, but
many times contrasts faith and sight. We are not told why
Peter was not rescued until beyond the 11th hour, perhaps
to test his faith, or to humiliate their enemies, who knows?
- Two lessons - the power of the God and his Gospel:
it finishes with 'the word of God continued to increase
and spread'. Also, the power of prayer: God has a way of
checking what we believe - he listens to our prayers. If he
hears nothing, he knows we believe nothing.
- His people are sustained whether by life: Peter,
or death as with James, and his enemies are thwarted. Peter
imprisoned for public trial after Passover. Not the first
time Peter had been imprisoned; at least 2 times by the
religious authorities after performing miracles, flogged
etc.
- Every single time until now, the problem had
arisen from Jewish animosity, but they could not execute a
criminal without Roman approval.
- In this case Herod (not The Great, but his grandson
- Herod Agrippa). He had grown up in Rome, was child-hood buddies
with the current Emperor. Not only out of nepotism, but because
he had a little Jewish blood he was made ruler of the area.
- He tried to ingratiate himself with the Jews,
the Emperor thought that being more sensitive to them would make
them more docile; he understood their concerns, obliged with
the law - to the extent that it was convenient. Went to the
temple, made more friendly coins, read portions of Deuteronomy,
in public standing in the Temple - to show respect for God.
- Now at the feast of unleavened bread - often
celebrated by heresy hunts - get rid of the polluting leaven -
he had James put to death with the sword - and seeing that it
pleased the Jews - had Peter locked up also.
- Not looking good - bad enough to be the object of
jealosy by the jews, but worse to be in the crosshairs of Herod,
the Roman governor, personal friend of the Emperor; at his
disposal the full weight of the world's superpower.
- Not the first jail-break, an Angel freed him in
Acts, but was told to go straight to the Temple and preach -
where he was quickly caputured and brought to trial. God
perhaps wanted the court of the Jews to have an example of
God's own verdict on Peter - setting him free.
- No longer just a jail, it's now a prison - most
likely the fortress of Antonia to the NW of the temple, an
impregnable fortress, not just a minor jail - where an
earthquake might open the doors.
- Rotating sets of soldiers guarding him; two
chained to him, two guarding. It's not looking good for Peter.
Peter can have no doubt about the outcome of his imprisonment,
because of James' death. God's providence did not save him.
- The early church having prayed for James, may have
concluded that there was no point praying for Peter. De-capitation
was used for traitors / terrorists - a sign that Herod thought
the faith was a threat to the empire.
- The timing is also no good; it's the last night
before he was to go to trial; sleeping between two soldiers,
bound to them with two chains. From his perspective - his next
waking moment would be being dragged into court; no other
option, nothing left to be done.
- The timing is not accidental; there are 11
parallels between here and the Exodus / the passover. He has
to escape in haste, put on his sandles, wrap his cloak around
him. Egypt was the super power of that day, Israel was under the
thumb of state persecution then etc. only now it's Rome not
Egypt, instead of the waters opening up, the prison gates do.
- The point is that the God of the Exodus is alive
and well, and answers prayer. Verse 5: the church was
earnestly praying to God for him.
- Peter sleeping like a baby, the angel had to shove
him to wake him. The Church is earnestly praying, doing what
Peter did not do in Gesthemany, it's awake praying. Not just
individuals, but corporately - a typical thing, corporate prayer.
- The Lord's prayer - given to the disciples, to be
prayed corporately - Our Father ... give us. The
doctrine of the priesthood of all belivers - often to cut down
to removing the middle-man. Priesthood is all about making
intercession for each other.
- If we truly love people, we will pray for them.
- Up very late, lazed in bed with the girl. '3:16'
the poster arrived, 60 beautiful calligraphic plates from
Knuth's book of the same name. Went out to get it framed.
- Lay in the garden in the sun reading
Shepherding a Child's heart until Sean & Abbie
arrived, after their epic slow-bus tour.
- Got nice shirt and book for a birthday present,
very kind. Out to The Star at Lydgate for dinner.
An excellent meal as normal; fine company, a great evening.
Dropped S&A home, bed lateish.
- Up early, extracted from the bed by the wife
under great duress. Chewed mail; Gustavo upgrading the ORBit2
autotools with much pain, good man. Listened to my new
David Gray - a new day at midnight; good.
- Pretty appalled to see two glibc bugs screwing
evolution simultaneously - Jeff's re-enterant gethostbynames
barfing on comments in /etc/hosts bug; and Dan's non
thread-safe dynamic loader in RH8/9's with latest glibc (
test your glibc today) bug. Top that
with Anders' OO.o build death caused by NPTL breaking the JDK
and the world suddenly looks very flakey.
- Discovered that 'cvs diff -u' produces pre-breaks
diffs of MS-DOS CRLF format by appending a bogus CRLF to the
'method name' pre-amble of each diff section.
- Talked to Chris on the phone, most helpful.
The ooo-snapshot is live for RH9, SuSE 8.2 pkg in the pipeline,
unfortunately the rh9 pkg has some nasty dependency issue such
that it can't be installed via rcd, mailed Dan about that;
hopefully by Monday we'll have nice, regularish OO.o 1.1
snapshots available. J. home, knocked off.
- Up earlyish, breakfast. Poked on the web; pleased
to see some HPL
research on the O(1) scheduler that seems to confirm my fears.
At some stage we're going to need some desktop focused features
in the kernel.
- Chewed mail, fixed bugs, applied patches etc.
Phoned J. to say hello, reserved a dinner for 4 on Saturday.
Committed Bowie Owens' ORBit2 test, it seems he's doing some
great orbitcpp work.
- Sent off the start of a re-factor of a section of
gnopernicus to remove a slew of cut & paste bloat; as
promised. Poked at OO.o - removed the incredibly annoying
unconditional-auto-capitalization of things by default in
the 1.1 work.
- J. home, out food shopping, JPs, bed.
- Up early; breakfast with some of the guys from
last night - dead on the feet. Got on with the next talk,
after some considerable - applied panicing we (Jeff &
Glynn and I) put together something.
- Gave our talk - no slides provided - it transpired
all the audience were hackers; preaching to the completely
converted - degenerated into something of a farce.
- Introduced Thomas and Nat; got a text + braille
business card from him. Later talked to Dragi and Remus and
poked over some gnopernicus code with them.
- Talked to Owen & Havoc wrt. gtk+ mainloop
integration into OO.o, apparently metacity is the place to
steal the hooks from. Pleased that Owen used OO.o instead of
MagicPoint for his talk this time. Talked to DV - told him
we made OO.o link vs libxml (via. gnome-vfs) and debated
what is a Gnome application.
- Met Robert O'Dea in passing, talked
to Miguel about Mono / Evolution. At least he is not like the
other fans of new systems for code re-use; all of whom tend to
start by saying You need to re-write everything in our
new really re-usable language.
- Alan Cox's talk was interesting; talked to Hans
Muller for a bit - good chap, before flying. Met pzb at the
airport and flew with him to Stanstead - interesting guy.
- Back home via a circuitous route (broken Stanstead
directions), finally got to J. so lovely to be home again;
bite to eat, she'd made a lovely birthday cake for me.
Unwrapped a number of lovely presents; bed. Great to be back
home.
- Up early; breakfast, wandered around the Trinity hall
green in the morning sun - lovely. Off to see Alan Kay - the same
thesis - Everything has been done already, if that is true,
it's a real shame that it didn't survive / turn into something good
now - or did it ? why not.
- Got on-line, pushed some updated OO.o packages to QA,
poked at bug reports; updated my system etc. Talked to Hans Muller
from Sun, hacked frenetically at my talk; interrupted just after it was
supposed to start; got set up. Rambled incoherently for an hour,
some people doodled at the same time. Slides here (
sxi).
- Got the low-down on Frank Rehberger's xtradyne company and it's CORBA
proxying / firewall / misc. products; sounds good. Met The
Frederic Crozat - who looks totally unlike his IRC nick.
- Henri grabbed me to talk about OO.o integration with
his content management solution;
sounded interesting - they use webdav - so presumably not impossibly
difficult either.
- Off for a lock-down meeting with various general heros.
Afterwards had a lengthy meeting with Peter K and the Baum folks
(& got to know Thomas, Draghi, Adi, Pal, Remus better ), good to
see Oliver from Hamburg again; and meet Ralf and Malte.
- Finally off to the Ximian party for a swift guinness; got
an accessible egg-cup from Peter (for showing an interest in a11y [ start
hacking today, and you too ... ] a kind thought indeed). Then onto the
pseudo-Italian restaurant opposite. A most fun evening; got some amusing
flying stories from Thomas, and Bill's medical research stuff very droll.
- Rolled back to bed, met Mia & Tuomas on the way, chatted,
Federico & Oralia strolled past, highly convivial. Bed too late.
- Up at 5.15am, drove to Stanstead; flight to Dublin, Taxi
to Trinity. Registered - piles of interesting people turned up. A
bite of breakfast, went to the intro talk; then torn between Martin's
AbiWord 2.0 and Matthew's Dasher talk. Met Peter Korn, Adi & Thomas
from Baum, took Marc to the Dasher talk. Nice to see all the a11y
experts arrayed in Matthew's talk.
- Talked to Dragi and Avarind from Wipro - nice to see them,
in the flesh at last. Got Federico to check over my slides. Went to
Dave Camp's talk; he was very generous to the CUPS hackers.
- Out and back for lunch with Jrb, nice to sit in the
Trinity court and discuss OO.o. Checked into my room, freshened up,
back to discover the previous keynote overrunning badly. Got Nat to
sign the Joint Copyright Assignment (JCA) for Ximian's OO.o work -
good. Met Frank Rehberger - the famous ORBit stalwart.
- Gave my talk; encouraged people to sign the JCA; got a
fairly good response; Dom signed it too. Sat and talked to Caolan,
apparently 'StarWriterTeam'[F3] is the writer Easter-egg, another
huge image in there. Slides here.
- Out for a pint / dinner with Caolan, Anders, Sean &
Steve, and some of the other lads; had a good time. Back to hack
on tomorrow's ORBit2 talk. Jimmac back talked, bed.
- Breakfast, off to St Peters. An extremely animated,
accurate and fun sermon on Genesis 1. Good to see all the old faces,
Ali & Guy - expecting, Sami & Kate with another on the way,
Louise attached, etc. great to catch up.
- Back for a nice dinner, packed up the car, bid goodbye to
Thomas & the parents; started driving. Listened to CP.Snow on
Radio 4. Got to Addenbrooks, saw around the Rosie, very hot indeed.
Admired teh birthing pool etc. etc.
- Back home; checked flights, pulled mail. Listened to
a Gordon sermon More Love continuing the 1 Cor 13 series.
Oiled the door-lock: much better. Bed, slept fitfully.
- Up earlyish; J. and Mum out to shop, helped
Thomas get the DSL modem working nicely under Linux.
Installed XD2 via an ssh tunnel to Ximian.
- Spent some time assembling a new swinging
seat. Had lunch in the garden, played around with Thomas'
machine, some guitar, read a lot, lazed with Julia.
- A lovely 'birthday' dinner in the evening,
with pavlova and a pleasant wine - very lovely. Got several
oils as presents - good. Bed early.
- Up early; hmm. Dealt with some offensive
trolling on #gnome with Fejj's help - really unpleasant.
Pushed a new OO.o build set, and re-built ooo-dictionaries.
- Attacked the problem of pre-existing
~/.openoffice directories causing crasher bugs on save as
.sxw - best to bin ~/.openoffice before first run it seems;
amazingly if you build with debugging enabled it works. Had
to turn off NPTL with export LD_ASSUME_KERNEL=2.2.5 to debug
the problem; still with no joy; hmm.
- Poked at Bill's strange gok issue; found the
problem fairly quickly - a very stupid bug of my own creation.
Mostly finished my OO.o talk for GUADEC; good.
- Picked J. up in Cambridge and drove to Hove; roads
very clear, 2 hours door to door. Admired the Badger damage on
the shed; tea with the parents, played with Thomas' new
electric guitar. Bed earlyish.
- Chewed mail - the fascinating evolution
direction debate rages onwards; most interesting.
Anders helped test my OOo 1.1 package building
progress.
- Tried to verify a weird OO.o linking bug
on RH 7.3 (what fun), talked to Steve Patterson on
the phone; grief. Battled on with OO.o, apparently
deleting stale ~/.openoffice directories can make life
better; set of a round of re-builds.
- Did a libbonobo-2.2.3 release for
DanW/Lewing - some silly endianess issue in
pbclient_set_boolean. Out for a run.
- Up early; strangely de-motivated somehow,
too much to do / no clear direction perhaps. Chewed
mail. My OO.o build machine seems horribly dead (again),
hmm.
- Pleased to see someone send an updated
ui.xml file for Evolution-1.4 composer's Emacs-style
bindings; good stuff. Submitted a number of the more
minor OO.o patches / cleanups to 'Issuezilla' to see
if there will be any motion.
- Committed a nice ORBit2 fix from Frank R,
not freeing some temporary scratch space on de-marshal.
Phoned Sean to find out how the conference went - well
it seems.
- Up early, chewed mail. Read a little on sRGB, as the basis for
Xrender compositing. Fixed a libbonobo issue. Nice to
see the major speedups in the new pango.
- Chewed over and closed tens of bug reports,
it's nice to notice that some progress has been made.
Spent ages hacking away at libbonoboui - fixing the
horrible autotools bit-rot, and folding in Morten's
misc. multi-head fixes.
- Fixed a daft default (and another
DPI/pt/pix misunderstanding) in OO.o 1.1, now some of
my fonts look sane again.
- Alex checked in his VFS daemon code on the
ALEX_DAEMON branch; but doesn't think it can make
Gnome 2.4 which is a shame.
- J. home, dinner, bed early.
- Up early; XD2 released, nice to see the
chaps on-line waiting for the B/W spike in European
time. Started pulling mail. NotZed started (kindly)
looking over the ORBit2 MT stuff to check it for
soundness; good chap.
- Looked at GIOP cancellation - it seems to
be a deprecated feature. Fixed a problem with
gnome-speech and the root cause in ORBit2.
- Pleased to see the results of Matthew's
work on
Dasher.
- Did a huge amount of code cleanup in
ORBit2 / libbonobo preparing for release. Up-loaded
ORBit2-2.7.2, added a slew of locking and a weak-ref
bag to BonoboObject, and pushed libbonobo-2.3.2.
- J. home, out for a run with her on the bike,
getting quite fit (seemingly). Bed early.
- Up late; off to StAG in the morning, Simon
Scott preaching - amusing anecdotes from his time training for
the ministry in Scotland with a droll Scotish pastor.
- Visiting an elderly parishoner with tens
of mangy cats; on leaving he said If you find
you've got fleas: rejoice
- And Simon - if you ever find the perfect
Church - don't join it; you'd ruin it.
- Chatted to Rob & Sarah afterwards, home for
lunch in the garden; bid Dave goodbye sadly - got everything
back into order; read the Economist at some length, bed.
- Up lateish; breakfast, David arrived - it seems
Andrew is in good health, back from the Gulf; and his cousin
had been involved in intercepting a high-speed drugs boat in
the Atlantic, most interesting
- Good to have news of the
Quantel guys, and how things are going forward.
- Sean and Abbie arrived, got the barbeque going,
cooked lots and lots of meat, and some veggie bits for Abbie's
stomach. Most pleasant.
- Off to
Go Ape for some quite fun climbing action. J. took Tim &
Rachel to Cambridge for dinner before they finished.
- Back home for tea; S&A left to make their
eventful way to Cambridge; slept well.
- Up at 5.45am; chewed mail - amazed by one
from Keelyn, J. and I get eldered for being too
couply in church; but that it seems is nothing - clearly
our relationship needs a lift.
- Got kicked by the baby while praying with J.
right on cue - remember me - it needs to get it's
head down instead of just kicking though.
- Removed the gob virtual include into gnome-vfs;
good riddance. So - we badly need someone to demo Gnome at
the Linux For Business
conference next week - but can't think of anyone suitable
in London / the UK to help who is also free; help appreciated.
- Cleaned libbonobo a little, built lots of Gnome
2.3.X for testing. Fiddled with Alex's IDL for a while;
eventually ended up ~where it started; looks ok though.
- Implemented some last minute bits, and added
some misc. stubs - started cleaning the house for J. lots
to do.
- J. arrived home with Tim and Rachel - good to
meet Rachel for the first time. Chatted and nibbled, then a
Lasagne & Strudel dinner - talked more. The girls went
to bed eventually while Tim and I washed up; talked until
1.30am - it's been a long time.
- Up early; chewed mail - Roland has fixed the
strace badness with popen causing it to fail on OO.o;
good chap. Joshua Eichorn stuck with the strace detective
work and I nailed the big slowdown on startup with a
broken DNS server (lurking in bonobo-activation).
- Fixed an ORBit2 issue to make the python
bindings cleaner and more robust. Tried to disuade Ettore
from totally binning the wombat / OOP split in evolution
until he has at least seen/understood what the new ORBit2
can do.
- Added a re-enterancy guard ORBit policy API so
we can do saneish push/pop/per-object-handle selective
blocking of incoming method processing; just stubs so far.
Helped Anders get a CVS OO.o build going.
- Managed to defeat a set of particularly ugly
packaging / installation bugs in OO 1.1; excellent.
- Up at 6am, some mail chewage / hacking. Nice
to see the #commits IRC channel, also great to see the
evolution addressbook integration finally in CVS for
OO 1.1. Got ORBit2 into some better shape.
- Finally managed to get the idle IO thread
initialization working nicely in ORBit2, and committed
one huge item off the TODO.
- Worked up a little vcl patch to remove some
of the more irritating churning warnings, the compile
looks so much more friendly now.
- Frank R. doing great work on the ORBit2 FAQ
and website. J. home, a wexican map dinner, Ryan arrived
and off to cell group at Jim & Joyce's. Joyce lead,
I deafened people, an interesting time. Bed lateish.
- Up in the night, poked at some things, bed
again. Up early, chewed mail, mapped more OO.o icons,
dropped the car off for it's MOT / service; talked to
'Anto' on the phone to Bejing about b-a-s - nice chap;
amusing to hear the pre-recorded Chinese lady asking for
the extension.
- Good to see Kevin getting GPL dictionaries
(and other peripheral data files) into OO.o CVS. Booked
a tree-swinging experience for the weekend in Thetford
forest.
- Unwound a glyph-cache cleanup problem in OO.o
whereby it generates the glyphs and immediately throws
them away on cache clear. Got a lot further with ORBit2's
connection locking, and the dynamic migration to an
I/O thread.
- Alex got some initial results with his VFS
daemon; I poked at the IDL a little - some more work
required before anything useful comes out I think.
- Up early, chewed mail, fixed a gnome-session
linc issue that Havoc pointed out; off to a talk at the
hospital wrt. giving birth with J. Interesting that the
midwife thinks that some inter-racial pairings can result
in difficult births.
- Some of the XD2 media splurge started today
it seems. More ORBit2 re-factoring / cleaning. J. home,
out for a run, lots of phone calls, bed.
- Up earlyish, bid 'bye to G. & S. and
off to NCC. Derek preaching on Sin - If you want
a talk on plumbing - ask a plumber, if you want a talk
on swimming - ask a swimmer ... - and so they asked me to
talk on sin. Rather droll, quite interesting.
- Back home with Ryan for lunch - just back from
Belgium on exercise. Great to catch up with him, apparently
one of the young Lieutenants had temporarily liberated all
his underwear while his flight bag was in the hall; poor
old Ryan.
- Ryan re-convinced me that the US foreign policy
is fundamentally isolationist, 'foreign' to the average US
citizen being in the next state. Interesting to talk politics.
- A rather good sermon on 'Love' - from the famous
1 Corinthians 13 by Gordon:
- The passage breaks down into the necessity,
character and permanance of love. Despite almost everyone's professed
desire to love and be loved, it's celebration in the arts etc. most of
us hardly have a clue what love is. We think of love as something that
you 'fall into' or 'fall out of' and (by the way - if you fall out of it
you can't fall back into it - or so we're told). Or we think of love
as something you 'make' not infrequently with someone you barely know.
And even if we have a firmer grasp on it's true nature, very honestly
most of the time we're not putting it into practice.
- Despite the attention society gives to 'love'
we seem to be utterly blind to our failure to love. The introduction
to Fromm's The Art of Loving - not how to become more lovable,
nor how to find a more worthy object of love; the problem is with you
not with your workmates, boss, wife/husband.
- We suppose it's perfectly easy to love, the only
difficulty is finding the right person; a 30yr old leaving Park-Street
having 'scoped out all the eligable men' - all deficient in some way,
amazing having 450 people, majority single in that age range; a picture
of our situation.
- A 1977 survey of high-school seniors in SAT tests,
~1million high school students were asked to evaluate themselves vs.
their peers. wrt. Athletics < 10% rated themselves as below average,
same with 'Leadership ability' - the most astounding feedback on 'the
ability to get along with others' [how great are you as a lover] - 829k
students answered, not one rated themselves below average - not even by
mistake. 15% rated themselves average, 60% in the top 10%, and 25% rated
as in the top 1%. Everyone assumes if there is a problem - it's got to
be the other guy. It can't be so:
Psalm 36
... for in his own eyes he flatters himself too much to detect, much
less hate, his own sin.
- Very few at church troubled by their inadequate
ability to love others - 1 Cor 13 a call to wake up; our desparate
need to love the people we already know more.
- If I speak in the tongues[1] of men and of angels,
but have not love ... - the necessity of love; Jesus when asked to
prune back the law:
Matthew 22 - "Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?"
Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all
your mind.' This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it:
'Love your neighbor as yourself.' All the Law and the Prophets
hang on these two commandments." - If God had just told us to
'love each other' at Sinai, we would have deluded ourselves that we
were doing that - so God teases it out into the law, with explanations
of what Love is, what it's got to look like.
- The radical claim is - without love, nothing else matters,
closing Corinthians
15v14 - Do everything in love. Some scholars with
(apparently) nothing better to do suggest this chapter doesn't belong here;
but - in context the whole point is that the spiritual gifts are about love,
and to be used with love. The gifts are not about you, but about each other
- for the common good. 14v1
Make love your aim and so earnestly desire the greater gifts.
- It's true Chapter 13 - is not in the middle of teaching
about Weddings - although that's where we frequently hear it. The examples
about indispensibility are all spiritual gifts. Speaking in tongues
could have been speaking with eruditon, glib words etc. but if
not spoken in love - it all amounts to nothing.
- Augustine's besetting sin was an
irrepressible tendancy to correct other people wrt. their
pronunciation or grammar; he cared less about what they said
but how they said it. For us the love of learning can
become a lethal substitute for the love of others.
- C.S. Lewis' The Abolition of Man
of the academic - "It is not excess of thought but defect of
fertile and generous emotion, that marks many intellectuals
out. Their heads are no bigger than ordinary; it is just the
atrophy of the chest beneath that makes them seem so."
- The true test of knowledge is that it
feeds your love of your fellow creatures; Not to throw away
knowledge but invigorate it's persuit with love.
- It's not what you do, if I give all I
posses to the poor - but you have to have love; in
affection and deep care, preferring other's interests to
our own.
- Love is: 'Patient', 'Kind' - passive
and active; of which the following 8 negative characteristics
are just expressions, outworkings of that.
- 'I slept like a baby' - said by folks who
have never had a baby. Gordon went for 6 years without a
single night's uninterrupted sleep; the problem not to avoid
being rude, but patience. You need patient love faced with
cholic, inconsolable crying etc. At the end of life; celebrating
a 50th wedding aniversary - wedding bliss for 1/2 a centuary, often
if you know the couple well enough - what is most needed is a
love that's patient, one finds a surprising prickliness /
irritability about minor things.
- Patience - resliance, so we don't get
unhinged by every little mishap.
Prov 19:11 A man's wisdom gives him patience, it is to
his glory to overlook an offence - a love that covers a
multitude of sins;
- Don't mis-construe patience as an invitation
to apathy; God has been patient with us, we should be patient
with others. It's not permission for bystander apathy. God cares
deeply about our lives, but gives us space to repent. Old
translations render 'patience' - 'suffers long', do we love in
a long-suffering, patient way.
- Very challenging indeed; how foolish and impatient I am.
- Bed early.
- Up late; bought some expanding foam stuff to
fill the hole in our back wall, and fruit from the market;
a very hot day.
- Georgina and Stephanie arrived, played with
the Ark, wandered out to the play-ground to watch S. rush
from pillar to post. Back for a pleasant barbecue; stayed
up talking for a while. Bed.
- Up early, chewed mail, poked at OO.o, and
started writing OO.o slides for GUADEC, hard to know
quite how to pitch it.
- Tried to plan weekends with various people;
worked on internalizing 'linc' -> 'link' inside
ORBit2; prodded at at-spi to remove a stray linc_
reference. Got some nice fixes inside libbonobo to
clean out some nastily crufty linc bits too - great.
Wrote some ORBit2 slides.
- Did some church cleaning with Judy after
a conference call. Dinner, bed.
- Up lateish; chewed mail, off to see Richard,
managed to coerce his machine into installing RH 8.0
(linux ide=nodma) - after trying the 3M CD
cleaner. Helped him around a programming loop - with
his first program, great things are begot from Hello
World.
- J. home, went for a nice long run, watched
most of Amelie, a most excellent film; had a lovely
pasta dinner, talked to Thomas on the phone, good to
catch up; bed lateish - very hot.
- Up early; off to Newmarket Hospital for a
routine check-up; looks like an extended breach
(apparently), hopefully it'll rotate; felt the knobbly
back-bone - an un-considered advantage of a slim wife.
- Back home, chewed mail, still getting lots
of helpful support ostensibly from microsoft.com. Great
to see Mario Lang added Brltty support to gnopernicus.
- Committed a really nice improvement to the
stub generation, getting it down to a single method call,
and internalizing all the object structure ABI - which is
lovely.
- J. home, bed early. Couldn't sleep, up &
hacked on ORBit2 until 3am; the transparent cross-thread
calls work nicely in-proc, modulo some inefficiency;
committed a test to libbonobo. Back to bed.
- Nothing much of interest today apparently,
lots of mail, some ORBit2 work shrinking stubs, J.
headachey, bed early.
- Up late; a Bank Holiday today; Bruce and Anne
arrived with the trailer; got out in the garden, and we
managed (finally) to remove the old fence from the wall.
It seems the fence was nailed into a missing brick, and
then our neighbours, built their extension against it
making it somewhat difficult to remove.
- With Bruce's assistance, portable circular saw,
sledge hammer etc. managed to get the new metposts in, and
not get injured except in the web between finger and
thumb - nice. So relieved that I managed to absent mindedly
saw my finger instead of the cheese at dinner, doh.
- Bruce brought us a beautiful Noah's Ark he had
made for the baby, it rolls on wheels and has some beautiful
fret-worked animals to go inside; lovely.
- Re-spawned some builds, chewed mail; pleased with
Bolian Yin's at-poke patch to blink a selected widget; nice.
also the improved OO.o Gnome integration coming from Sun.
Talked to Alex wrt. ORBit2 idle I/O thread spawning,
productive.
- Helped Julia with the moth eradication programme,
discovered a major breeding ground (some old socks), and
re-arranged lots of clothes / shoes adding naptha balls; I
wonder how well they burn. Did a bonobo-activation-2.2.2
release for Kjartan.
- Up lateish (and before J.), breakfast
and off to NCC; Richard G arrived as we did, had a
chat, prayed with him. A children's service - Tim
shared his experience of late; brave chap for ~14.
- Out for lunch with Alan, Myriam,
Julia & Gareth, Daniel & Michelle to say
goodbye, a good time. Home, nice chat with Ben.
- Spent time filling the floor with wood
filler (rather badly), and then trying to sand the
mess off I had created. Discovered that hand sand
paper doesn't work well in a machine sander, even if
cut to size. Painted the baby's cot again too.
- Listened to a Gordon sermon on miracles;
not so much that's new, but some verses for the
'extraordinary' vs. 'ordinary' miracles thing;
interesting. Bed.
- Up too early, chewed mail, some hacking,
Morten unearthed an unholy mess of multi-head bugs
in the dock; oh dear. Wrote some of my ORBit2
talk, OO.o makes explaining type driven marshalling,
and the misc. ABIs far easier.
- Back to bed; up later, breakfast, paint
stripping while J. shopped, got somewhere. Tea &
cookie, more stripping. Robert phoned seeking
capital for his venture, consulted J.
- Booked tickets for the matrix
reloaded, lunch, off to Sean & Abbie's,
Lucy was there - saw her photos from South America.
Out to see the film - entertaining certainly, the
illusion of the world of escape from the matrix
presumably being the text for the next film. Some
interesting unresolved vignettes, pwrt. the ominous
possibility of a nauseating crass resurrection
metaphore in true Hollywood style.
- Back for a fine dinner and chat with
S&A&L, home, bed late.
- Up early, poked at mail; Roland@RH seems
to have fixed the OO.o strace -f problem; nice. Good
to see the OO.o Evolution addressbook integration
getting into OO.o-1.1 for mail merging action.
- Committed the ORBit2/linc in-thread cnx
lifecycle cleanups (was too nasty pushing the unref
to the I/O thread).
- J. home, out for a run, back, watched
Airplane II (the sequel) - phoned Dad, talked over
Boughrood, Fences and all manner of interesting things.
- Up early; chewed mail, fixed misc. bugs.
Got b-a-s and nautilus to startup and do componenty
things with ORBIT2_DEBUG=force_threads; good. b-a-s
needs work though.
- Out to see Richard; spent a pleasant chunk
of time chatting and trying to coax some new H/W /
Linux into / into his machine. The joy of random
jumper settings. Managed to squewer my finger on a
berg stick. In the end it seems the CD drive is flakey.
- Back home, lunch, talked with Steve Patterson,
new fencing delivered for the garden; good. Talked to Dobey,
most pleased for him pwrt. Oriana,
not to be confused with Federico's wife
Oralia.
- Up early; Brazil arrived on DVD today; nice. It
turns out my bouncy @gnu.org address was forwarding to
michael@nuclecu.unam.mx, a blast from the past indeed.
- Discovered all my packets going round and round
London, before getting dropped somewhere. I keep getting
MS attachments, seemingly the latest Outlook virus is
really effective.
- Alex started looking over the ORBit2 threading
stuff and providing great feedback, committed some fixes
to linc, more on the way. Poor old Federico is having
repeated savaging of his teeth, perhaps he's going for the
Jaws look.
- Eog works nicely with threading on; b-a-s hangs
since it tries to do linc_main_iteration(TRUE) across into
the working thread; more tweakage needed; preferably a
re-write to use the threading policies.
- Talked to Ettore about this and that. J. home,
spent a while demolishing the rotting fence in the garden,
Pork chops & honey + mustard sauce; nice. Bed early.
- Up early, rather disturbed to see more spam
coming as if from me to public mailing lists. Tried to
contact Mark Miller of cluster chemistry fame.
- Noticed the 'dict' extensions in zlib.h,
exactly what I need; good. Did a set of Gnome releases:
linc, ORBit2, libbonobo[ui] for Gnome 2.2.2.
- Phone call from Chris Bitschi - having
problems with some satelite link software.
- Decided I'm getting thoroughly sick of
staring at a monitor all day long. J. home, out for
a run, brief IRC with Nat, dinner, bed early.
- Got to NCC slightly early, spoke to Richard G,
who turned up and left; Kevin spoke fairly well, good.
Talked to another Richard at the end.
- Off to S&A's and onto Tim & Caroline's
for dinner; played with Isabel for a bit, talked about babies,
had a nice chicken / rice thing. Sean assures me that OpenVPN is the way to go.
- Off to StAG for the evening service, home,
bed early.
- Up late, breakfast. Off into Cambridge for Dave
& Abbie's wedding. Rather late, Bruce did the service
rather well, Abbie looked great, nice to see so many familiar
faces.
- Talked to Marijn afterwards - soon to be a fellow,
must get him around for dinner. Back home.
- Off to Sean and Abbie's for dinner - met Sarah
and Peter an interesting teaching couple with whom Abbie
works. Had a great evening, too much to drink though. Bed
late.
- Up early; had a great knife fight over
breakfast, J. is developing cunning new strategies to
defeat me (regularly). Chewed mail, poked at packages.
- Phoned up David Riddoch (of Cambridge Internetworking
to invite myself to his wedding, with some success;
excellent - good chap.
- An interesting phone call with Nat; more
work, talked to Federico about bugs, progress, direction,
and the necessity of visiting us before GUADEC, good too.
- Dinner and out to the pub for a welcome home
party thing for Calais; back from trecking around the world.
- Up early, chewed mail. Life is full of bug
reports. Nice to see the a11y-devel list hotting up after
all this time; actually having usable packages out there
really helps it seems.
- Committed a big scad of ORBit2 threading fixes,
hopefully nailing Frederic's bug. Played with the cygwin X
server under win32 - not easy to use.
- Looked at the build machine (several concurrent
OO.o builds running) - appalled to see (yet again) 'minilogd'
swallowing 1.1Gb of RAM, and the disk seemingly stalled;
started again.
- Up early; chewed mail, processed bugzilla bits.
Phone call from Robert, investigating selling mobile phone
accessories, wants to get higher in the google rankings.
Slogged at Frederic's nasty threading issue, re-factored
the ugliness causing it.
- J. home, amazed to be kicked in the stomach
while hugging her - clearly an energetic baby. Cell group,
went rather well - good to have Colin leading, finished
early.
- Up early; disappointed to see my 'sw' link had
died in mid link - freed up the ~400Mb it needs to do that.
Tigert got me panicking about OO.o rendering performance,
until it turned out he had left SAL_SYNCHRONIZE on.
- Committed another pass in the ongoing b-a-s
re-factor, a fair bit better. Fixed a vicious bug in ORBit2
that slipped through the regression tests, added a regression
test.
- Savaged b-a-s, before realizing that retaining
some IDL level compatibility between 2.2 and 2.4 is prolly a
good thing, even if we don't have to.
- J. home, out shopping, dinner, Guitar practice -
J. improving markedly, bed.
- J. up extremely early, set off for Norwich or
somesuch. Up later, appreciated the blackout curtain J.
made yesterday, much, much better. Repaired my builds
savaged by runaway brokenness on the build machine; I wonder
what Chris is doing that's different.
- Chewed mail. Kmaraas has been triaging a load of
bugs; good chap, spent a while closing / updating them. Spent
all morning chewing mail.
- More artist assistance, our art team really rock.
Committed my gnome-vfs profiling debug stuff; hopefully useful
for someone that really wants to accelerate nautilus. Spent
some time poking at my 95% CPU rcd - stuck in connection_free,
apparently fixed in the snapshots.
- Lots of thunder; slightly concerning, nice power
spikes - things seem to cope. Fixed a nice thread safety
issue in the ORBit2 compiled skels, shrinking and cleaning the
code.
- J. home early, dinner, and she went out to a
pregancy crisis centre planning meeting. Back late, bed.
- Up early; played with leocad - which seems
to need some optimisation loving and some porting to gtk 2.
- J. up, off to Church, cleaned loos; marshalled
cars, talked to Alan for a while, back to the US soon. Helped
J. with acetates. Mario spoke on the church mission strategy,
and ripped us convincingly for turning up late.
- Out to the pub afterwards with Myriam, Simon and
Alan. A rather fine lunch. Back home late, phone S&A, who
phoned back shortly afterwards.
- Gordon sermon "A refuge in death"
Proverbs 14:32 - the Easter sermon:
- Gordon - could try making up some good
news; eg. the discovery of viable cold fusion, or
a vaccine for some disease such as HIV that plagues
millions; but it would
be only a shadow of the real good news: that Jesus
Christ gave his life for you; if you put your faith in
him, confess your sin to him, and acknowledge him as
Lord of his life - you have eternal
life; instead of some temporary cure.
- And what a life - no disease, sadness,
etc. Easter has nothing to do with chocolate eggs,
bunnies etc. but a
living hope.
- It's hard to remember this in daily life; we seem to
have an alergic reaction to thinking about death and our mortality.
In 1809 - 26 men and women got together to buy the site for Park Street
church. It was chosen for 3 reasons:
- 1. a view of Boston Common visible through
the windows - God's creation in your face.
- 2. The most busy cross-roads in Boston -
bringing faith into the work-place.
- 3. On the other side look out onto
the granary burial ground, to never forget the
urgency of the message, made more poignant because
it was an active graveyard.
- Unfortunately our forebears did not take into account
this amazing ability to keep death out of our minds, and
future generations would not only be able to look out and see that
cemetry without having a moment's pause, wrt. the brevity of life,
but in fact it would attract tourists by the thousands, who would
come and view those monuments and rather than thinking of the
temporality of life would:
- Look at the monument to Paul Revere, and think
'we must add a side-trip out to Lexington to retrace the ride
of that patriot'.
- They look out on the monument of John Hancock;
and rather than recognising the finality of death they
wonder if he was in the insurance business, and how much he had.
- They see the monument to Samuel Addams and rather
than crying out: "Show me, O LORD, my life's end and the number
of my days; let me know how fleeting is my life. "
Psalm 39:4 they think when will I have my next beer ?
- Some even have video cameras, running the whole time -
viewing the monuments. The monuments havn't moved yet - and they're
videoing it all. One day the monuments will move - and the graves
will open - and they better get out of the way; - with a trumpet call
the dead in Christ will rise first.
- At every turn we're confronted by the impermanance
of the things of this world; the brevity of life, and the certainty of
death. God wishes for us not a life of morbid preoccupation, but
honest attention.
- Some people work for 20 years of their life preparing for
a career cut short at 65; but won't give 15 minutes considering
eternity. Have you given thought to eternity.
- When calamity comes, the wicked are brought down,
but even in death the righteous have a refuge. Proverbs 14:32
- When not if, calamity comes; g/f abandons you,
you loose your job; the Dr. says "sorry, it's inoperable". The bible
doesn't claim any escape from life for the believer.
The same fire that makes the chaff smoke, makes the gold shine
- Augustine. The same test.
- The designation righteous / wicked - used consistantly
in scripture, rather differently to how one might imagine:
-
Psalm 10: In his pride the wicked does not seek him;
in all his thoughts there is no room for God - They may be
living wonderful lives, may be Israelites, and have all the right
outward credentials, but no room for God.
-
Psalm 36: An oracle is within my heart concerning the sinfulness
of the wicked: There is no fear of God before his eyes. For in his own
eyes he flatters himself too much to detect or hate his sin. - the
righteous also sin, but they detect their sin, and repent.
- The wicked are 'brought down' - the calamity causes a
woundedness inside, anger, profound unhappiness in the inner man. Was God
unkind in allowing such calamities ? - no the intention was to wake them up -
sometimes the only time we look up is when God knocks us on our backs.
- even in death, the righteous have a refuge - not
a refuge from death, christians die at the same rate as
non-christians: 100%. The difference is in death, the presence
power and promise of the resurrected Lord.
- Witnesses to the resurrection - people can be deluded
into giving up their lives for a lie; but no-one gives up their life
for something they know is a lie. The witnesses of Christ's resurrection
were torn limb from limb, savaged by wild beasts in the circus etc. for
their faith.
- United in Christ's death, we are united in his resurrection.
The promise of
Psalm 23 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they
comfort me..
- In obituaries, we often read "so and so was surrounded by his
loved ones at death" - but the loved ones can go no futher; beyond there
is a walk you walk alone - unless you walk with Christ, and his comfort.
- The resurrection of Christ is the assurance that God can raise
the dead; (not that really God could have trouble with that), the problem
is not that an omnipotent God can raise the dead, but that he would
want to raise me.
- The resurrection of Christ put to death for our sins
but raised to life for our justification (Rom 4)
a seal saying 'paid in full'. The price is paid, the debt is canceled;
you are forgiven.
- The previous minister - for 3 decades, in the last week of
his life - called on the Elders to come and pray with him in the last
moments of his life. He arranged to have himself fully dressed
in a suit - tie, clearly overawing them; the eulogies rolled in:
"just think: soon you'll be hearing 'well done good and faithful servant'",
or "just think what the Lord has done through you ... helping give Billy
Graham his start, ministering to millions ...", allocades coming fast and
furious. Finally brother David McCan spoke up - the youngest - "well Harold,
I suggest that when you see the Master, just say - God be merciful to me
a sinner"; and tears begain to run down Hawkingay's cheeks.
- Therefore having been justified by faith, we rejoice in the
hope of the glory of God. (Rom 5).
To live is Christ, and to die is gain - Phil 1:21.
Even in death the righteous will have refuge.
- Up lateish; breakfast, into Cambridge, parked
at J's work. Got to the Howard building, great to see so
many familiar, friendly faces.
- Got a talk from the Master; Dr Fleet, on how
the Government was trying to destroy the badge of status
that is a Cambridge 'MA', and how 6 years from matriculation
we were Masters of our Art. Mr Stibbs did a great piece on
the Latin, holding of the finger, etc. talked to Dr Dupere,
now Fellow.
- Rumour has it that Marijn, and Mark Miller are
to be fellows of Downing and Churchill. Talked to Chris Smith
and his put-upon lady, strange chap.
- Nice to be remembered by the catering staff; had
a pleasant chat to Ben Todd; Sarah Maughn & fiancee
Paul, (apparently Ruth Cox is already married). Met Anna Bose's
b/f Rupert - interesting lawyer at the Temple.
- Pulled into shape, and lined up by the porters.
Walked to the Senate House, talked to Damien a lot on the way,
stuck maintaining dead-end COBOL systems. Will Parry behind me,
working at the Bank of England, still un-crued of his G&S
problem.
- Managed not to wrench Mr Stibb's finger off;
nearly walked into Sarah, didn't fall over backwards standing
up; good news.
- Off for tea and cake with Sean & Abbie
afterwards, very pleasant. Walked into Downing to visit the
rose garden - looking very promising; drove to the Cricketers.
- Met S&A, but everyone else gone to the Mill,
had a nice time talking with them, then headed home feeling
very blessed.
- Lazed, played guitar, etc. bed early.
- Up after a few hours; slogged at ORBit2,
discovered my sillies; committed the threaded tests with
dynamically allocated servants etc. The ~full regression
suite seems to run happily across 8 client threads now.
Tended some groaning builds, back to bed.
- Up later; chewed E-mail, an interesting call
with Eddie. Discovered the difference between 'tannants in
common' and 'joint tennants' legally; the first only being
useful if you plan getting divorced.
- J. home, out for a short run alone; no fun.
Back for dinner, watched 'Airplane' together, bed late.
- Up in the night; chewed mail, back to bed.
Up early; fixed some bugs. Booked a gown/bands/bow tie for
Saturday on the phone; thanks to Sean & Julia.
- A very interesting set of articles in the
Economist on the dangers of unrestricted capital flows.
- Very badly bitten by the stupid, stupid mod_perl 2
feature of executing all scripts with cwd of '/' instead of the
directory they are in. This is a hard-coders / non-relocatable
scripters charter - no wonder web people don't want distros to
update regularly. Thought I was going crazy until grokking the
mod_perl source. Such things as encouraging maintainable /
portable perl scripts seem not to have entered the authors
personal space.
- Server crashed again; perhaps it's sound rather
than video. Put the ham in the oven.
- J. home, started peeling / washing up. Mary arrived
and helped; had a pleasant meal with her; then Cell group with
Jim and Sue. A different, but interesting dynamic. Bed late.
- Up in the night, pushed a package or 3, back to bed.
Up late; terrified by the mention of ABI/API freeze into reading
more of the OMG spec. Particularly pleased by the builtin policy
stuff in 4.8.6, just what I'm looking for.
- Booked the return flight to GUADEC; £41 vs. >$150 to
book via our travel agents - what a rip off. Most of that tax too.
- Read an interesting paper Alex pointed me to about
distributed computing. While it's certainly true that designing
an object system without considering the remote case is doomed to
failure; the converse - designing a system for the remote case, it
can run well in the local case.
- J. home, got some exciting paint stripping action in on
the baby's new cot; horrible stuff paint stripper. Bangers & mash,
examined J's on-line pram research, spoke to Sue on the phone, bed.
- Up early; started battling libbonobo into
distcheckability. Encouraging to see the Mono/libWine problems
solved, and the first simple Windows.Forms apps running; hopefully
the changes will get into wine.
- Got somewhere with libbonobo; fixed silly bugs with a
lot of the tests, finally the bonobo-activation tests are totally
self-contained, not requiring a previous install; excellent. Of course,
after making all the tests pass, it all barfs on intltool cruft.
- Moved onto the horrors of glib-mkenums; swathes of broken
autotools crud. Read some of the rsync documentation, not that useful
xfor rpmdiff I think.
- Poked at thread pool bits for ORBit2.
- Up very late; large cooked breakfast. Off to Anglsey Abbey
with Kate and Matthew, wandered around the gardens - very
pleasant. Back home. M&K left for London.
- Did a little work, much pain-filled packaging action. A
pleasant cheesy lunch.
- Listened to an interesting Gordon sermon;
- Palm Sunday, riding into Jerusalem
on a donkey, how Solomon
rode into Jerusalem on his Father's, the King's mule.
- Jesus on the other hand, arrived on one
which no-man had ever ridden (cf. Mark).
- Solomen's first priority was to build
a temple for God; which was
filled by the Holy spirit.
- Jesus' 1st went to the new temple & overturned
the money-changers tables, who had turned it into a den of
robbers, and rejected it. It was then that the leadership
determined to find a way to put him to death.
- But, Jesus would yet build his temple - the people
of God; the Holy Spirit, given at pentecost - making believers
themselves temples of the Holy Spirit.
- Back to spiritual gifts -
1 Cor. 12 vs. 7 Now to each one the
manifestation of the Spirit is given for the common
good. - at least 20+ gifts. The gifts are not
about us, but God, Jesus continuing his ministry, still
at work amongst us.
- Gifts are not static; they are the
'love languages' (cf. Dr. Chapman) of Jesus showing his
love through the church. We get tunnel vision seeing
some gifts almost to the exclusion to the others. Some
churches / denominations take eg. Teaching, Tounges,
Healing, Evangelism to extremes, and miss the others.
- You can't be a free-lance christian /
spouse - you have to do it with others;
- Some say: I must be the 'tail bone'
of the body of Christ, to be sat on - but Paul only
mentions the big, useful parts, of the body.
- Looking at 3 gifts;
- 'those able to help others'; a very general
term. Paul helped in his writing, hospitality, financial
assistance; things that need to be done - need help.
- 'gifts of administration' - a nautical term,
steering the ship; a leadership gift, making things
happen. Servant leadership.
- vs. 8. 'message of wisdom / knowledge' -
the terms are used very much interchangably in scripture,
sometimes used contrastedly as here. Charles Spurgeon: Wisdom
is the right use of knowledge; there is no fool so great a fool
as a knowing fool.. Wisdom sometimes used as 'skill' - Job
expects people to gain wisdom with age. If anyone lacks
wisdom he should ask God who gives generously. Biblical
wisdom is un-common sense.
- In
1 Cor. 3:16-23 the wisdom of this world is foolishness in God's sight.
The wisdom of this world doesn't know what to do with the cross.
The world's wisdom | God's wisdom |
You have to believe in yourself |
He who trusts in himself is a fool.
Prov 28:26 |
You need to forgive yourself |
He who conceals his sins does not prosper, but
whoever confesses and renounces them he is the one who
finds mercy
Prov 28:13 |
The squeaky wheel gets the grease |
Philippians 2:14
do everything without complaining and arguing |
Buy now pay later |
Romans 13:8
Owe no-one anything, except to love one-another |
Get the other guy before he gets you |
Romans 12:21
do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good |
If he hasn't changed by now, he never will; you can't teach an old dog new tricks |
That may be true of old dogs; but it's not true of new creatures. If anyone is in Christ
he is a new creature, the old has gone, the new has come.
2 Cor 5:17 |
- The gift is the message not keeping it to
yourself, but sharing it; make love your aim and so earnestly
desire the greater gifts. (1 Cor 14:1
- Challenging indeed.
- Up late, off to NCC; Kevin on In the
beginning some good points and some badly thought
out points.
- Back home, lunch in the garden, J. cut my
hair in the sun - lovely; general house cleaning,
painting etc.
- Matthew and Kate arrived, had a nice evening
with them, good wine, interesting people. Shame Kate
suffering from the D. Bed late.
- Up at 1.30am, shame; did some releases for
Gnome 2.3.1; libIDL-0.8.1, linc-1.1.1, ORBit2-2.7.1.
Did some investigation of feature extraction from cpio
files for rpmdiff. Back to bed. Up later, misc. builds
finished; good.
- Pleased with Masahiro's new
cygwin screenshot. Hopefully 2.3.1 will need
substantially less patching there.
- Off to the Dolphins; cup of tea, played with
Amy and Alex, off with Ricky to Cambridge airport - he's
a member of Cambridge Aero Club. Did some route planning,
examined our plane (a
Cessna 152) in detail (interesting that cracks are drill stopped).
- Took off uneventfully, turned and headed north towards
the Wash; the landscape below extremely beautiful, if only the
(US) military air traffic controllers in their controlled
air-space could speak more clearly. Lots of yellow rape growing
in the fields below.
- Nice views of Ely, Kings Lynn, over Hunstanton,
turned east for a way over the coast, kite boarder below.
Turned round - against the wind. Had a go flying, although
so calm it was level without intervention, easy stuff.
- Great views of Cambridge coming in to land, a
perfect landing on grass by Ricky; back to their house,
dinner with Vanessa; an eye-opening trip, very generous
of Ricky. Had dinner there.
- Home, bummed about, bed early.
- Slept well; good. Amused to see jdub's
project
gnome link. Bill's
comments on glass also interesting.
- Poked at setting up the new ooo box; apparently
no-one makes packages of cvsup; managed to find some
eventually
here - use Modula 3 - it's great!.
- Conference call with the team; went well.
J. home, went shopping, met Richard again, back for JPs,
bed early.
- Up too early; chewed mail / pushed packages.
- Amazed that OO.o, not content with duplicating
the same (idential) icon multiple times, in multiple resource
files - and several times in CVS - also ships many (but
not all) of the icons stand-alone as well (for the config
toolbar dialog).
- J. home, finished up; out to the local polling
booth to vote; 7 votes for 8 candidates - hmm, local
government is clearly not the most inspiring thing.
- Off to Adrian and Karen's house to meet James
and Kate; A Grace Baptist pastor Malcolm spoke,
used to be a Punk, into drugs - turned around by God; had
a lovely dinner, bed late.
- Up very early; hacked away at my new RPM diff
project, with some degree of success - not needing to link
to librpm has to be good.
- It seems Peter Van Osta - is having more joy
using ORBit2 for controlling his robot fed automated
microscopy thing; good.
- Poked at Excel functions - with no joy for
Robert. Phoned Robin to go leafleting for the Conservative
party in the pending local elections; too far away to do
anything useful in an hour it seems.
- X locked up yet again while doing lots of disk
I/O; random fuzz on the screen 98% CPU etc. another painful
re-boot. Sadly it seems somewhere in the bowels of X, with
no decent method symbols.
- maw seems to be setting up the nice new box for
ooo.ximian.com; apparently you can't beat:
tar cvf - . | nc dest $port + nc -l -p $port | tar xvf -,
rsync's quicker the 2nd time, rumour has it. Apparently
it'll be done by Friday, but not co-located then.
- Alex/Dave decided to do the Right Thing(tm)
wrt. local variable scoping - they should be tightly scoped
to help re-factoring; recinding the previous ill-advised
nautilus edict; great.
- Did an at-poke-0.2.1 release for jdub.
J. home, knocked off. Cell group in the evening; Jim &
Pat's last time leading; a really good time. Bed late.
- Up in the night; read kt,
chewed mail. Most impressed that Masahiro has got Nautilus
running under cygwin, next stop evolution ?
- Back to bed, up later; good to see Stefan's
OO.o stats
page, particularly amazing (to me) the number of IE users
looking at it.
- Committed another batch of thread safety stuff
to ORBit2; some new tests cause grief - which is good.
- J. home, out for a walk up the gallops on the
other side of town, a nice relaxing time. JPs, bed early.
- Up early; chewed mail, discovered 'xrdb
query' for debugging wierd DPI problems other people
have. Worked on bugs / committed patches etc.
- The Sun UCB people, most helpful with my
amisc. vague queries - good. Poked at OO.o for a
while.
- Got a ~4Mb xdelta of 2 disparate ~60Mb OO.o
RPMs, when operating on the contained cpio files (vs. 58Mb
working on the rpms themselves); surely that has to be
useful.
- Up lateish, a quick breakfast and off to
Church; late so sat on the floor. Managed to invite
some nice back-pain that way; prolly related to sleeping
in the car last-night too.
- Off to Sean & Abbie's. Had a nice lunch,
and admired Sean's new ultra-thin machine; most impressive.
Chatted happily for most of the afternoon, and off to StAG
with Abbie for the evening service. Steve Midgley; quite
good.
- J. quite tired, so walked home with Sean when
he arrived; home, scraps of dinner, watched And now for
something completely different which S. had kindly
lent me, while J. slept. Bed.
- Up early; off to Clairey and Lloyd's wedding;
very pleased for them. Had a pleasant midday service,
taxi'd Cat / James from their hotel to the reception
afterwards.
- Interminable champagne drinking / small-talk;
a pleasant meal. Talked to James about fixing agricultural
machinery, automated pea picking etc. Met Pete, ex. b/f of
Sue; and Oracle hacker for the FSA.
- J. drove back; bed late.
- Up early; read the IRC backtrace; pleased
with Clahey's "This sentence no verb."
- Slogged at uninteresting issues all day.
- Up early; chewed mail - more patch muxing
for cygwin stuff. Bothered Stefan only to discover I
didn't need to. Re-reported the webdav bug in
issuezilla.
- Hacked away at thread safety in another
place; very pleased to see Tambet fixed my red-carpet2
bug - it's looking really good. Havoc poked Carl wrt.
the OO.o canvas issues - which is great.
- Finally got around to writing GEP-12, on
the unique application stuff, the GEP process is
really too cumbersome.
- Had a call with Nat very encouraging;
applied ego deflation time - thanked God for such a
fulfilling job, wife, etc. etc.
- After a series of amusingly silly
deadlocks managed to get the ORBit2 regression tests
to pass with threading enabled (in single threaded
compatibility mode, but with a separate I/O worker
thread). Needs a rather more thorough audit, and much
more testing - tentatively pleased. The VFS daemon
inches closer. Bed.
- Up lateish; Pink Tie 9.0 arrived; started
installing that, off to the Hospital for J. to get
prodded. Apparently one can feel the baby's head at
the top (not heavy enough yet to pull it upside down),
heart sounding good too. Then a long wait for the blood
leeching.
- Fixed some more ORBit2 issues, and located
a nice new area of threading brokenness. Played with
xrandr, it doesn't want to rotate my screen - which is
fair enough; that's a silly thing to do.
- Out for a run, Pork & nice sauce for
dinner, phoned David - very good to catch up quickly.
J.'s dress arrived in the post from Mum - she looks
great in it. Bed.
- Up early, chewed mail, set some fresh builds
off. Reviewed Gustavo's Bonobo Unique Application stuff,
which looks rather nice. Hopefully we can get a generic
g_signal proxy out of it all as well - for those that
are cunning enough to understand GSignals, but clueless
wrt. CORBA.
- Did some more bonobo-activation re-factoring,
pending the dynamic path add/remove feature arriving
from Sun. Got the ActivationContext slightly under
control, improved the regression test suite.
- Frank got the nice new ORBit2
web-page built and pushed; good stuff.
- Got a nice brace of packages out of the
mess; good stuff. Only ~6 hours from clean.
- J. home, shopping, pork pie & salad,
bed early.
- Up late; breakfast - drove home via a local
Garden center (cat-a-pault), home, committed the latest
linc/ORBit2 re-arrange / thread safety stuff.
- Chewed some mail, pleased to see Gustavo's ORB and
libbonobo fixes in the pipeline. Nice to see Masahiro's cygwin
bits get into libwnck, metacity and startup-notification.
- Read the
OpenSSI docs, looks rather interesting. Also, got a slew
of nice GIOP/ORBit2 interop fixes (for omniorb4) from
Herbert Riedel, good chap, hacked them up & committed.
- Realized we'd forgotten to return the plungers
to Bruce, and bring the fence post tool. Spent some time
breathing paint stripper & white spirit in, while
stripping bits off the Baby's cot.
- Cracking Gordon sermon in the evening. Bed.
- Up Easter day, one year of marriage. Had
boiled eggs for breakfast, got a nice chocolate egg
from B&A. Out to church.
- Church completely full: ~350people, the
new vicar is a substantial improvement - good. Back home
for dinner.
- Had a sherry in the sun outside, with home-made
cheese straws. Lamb & Bruce's apple pudding for dinner -
very good.
- Examined the several flint-lock pistols Bruce is
modelling his 1/3rd size copies on. B&A gave us some nice
cotton towels.
- Set off for Seckford Hall - site of previous
honeymoon first night. Managed to avoid the Thatcher
Room by a whisker. A very nice situation.
- Swum in the pool, sampled the Jakusi, out to get
some Pizza, wandered around Woodbridge before heading to
Ipswich. Back, had a cider in the bar, bed early.
- Up early, full English breakfast; read the
Economist, poked at their computer attempting to get the
camera and USB flash reader to work under W98, with some
very mixed results indeed.
- Had a lobster for lunch - my first; battled
manfully with the tool set, it seems spaghetti is not the
potential suitor's nightmare, but lobster; lovely cheese
for pudding.
- Washed the car, and back inside for a tad of
ORBit2 hacking, being totally inexperienced in the theory of
threading doesn't help my thinking. After protracted thought
settled on the big global lock school.
- Went for a walk across the warren, lots of rabbits
around, rather windily cold - should have brought coats.
- Bruce gave me an inductive ampmeter that can be
used simply by encircling one of the power conductors, which
is pretty cool.
- Guinea fowl and stewed pears for dinner, dug out
the Moses basket for the baby, watched the news, chatted, bed.
- Up at 2am, chewed mail. More feedback for
Masahiro, we're getting stuff re-integrated slowly. Up later,
breakfast with the parents; they left for Robert Jefford's,
prayed; J. played in the garden, I chewed mail.
- Havoc got an official ruling on -no-undefined,
it's good for all platforms; poked at ORBit2 again. Ryan
still ill, missed seeing him; a quick lunch and off to
Bruce & Anne's.
- Arrived, admired the garden in the sun, lots of
work underway; inside, had tea.
- Up early, slept well. Very pleased to see a new
contributor (Bob Gibbs) arrive with a slew of libbonoboui canvas
component fixes; nice.
- Fixed some libbonobo .so library issues for HP/UX.
Added a 'poa' construct time property on BonoboObject so we can
associate custom (multi-threaded etc.) POAs with them.
- Sean phoned, has been horribly ill while skiing,
poor chap, will meet up next week perhaps.
- Mum & J. arrived home, set to the cooking,
sent a status rpeort in, and since the cooking was under
control hacked on ORBit2 idle & oneway at idle POA policies.
- Dad arrived rather late from Kings evensong. Eat
the nice dinner, watched a little Blue Planet, bed.
- Up in the night, listened to Quote ... Unquote
during a long build: I find TV very educating, every time
someone turns on the set, I go into the next room and read a
book. not as good as last week. Back to bed.
- Up later; Volker discovered a mysterious space increase
on ooo; found that mysql was logging every operation in great detail
into a vast log-file; turned that feature off, nice, more space/speed.
- Gustavo committed his Python/BonoboObject helper class
to libbonobo - good.
- Spent a lot of time flogging minor build / other sillies
in my code. Poked at /etc/gconf/schemas - we need a standard tool to
run over that directory working out which are not correctly
installed, it's so common. Discovered I had 420 tiny XML files in
/etc/gconf/gconf.xml.defaults, most of them 200-500bytes small.
Staggered by the seek implications of pulling them all in
approaching 5 seconds on a slow disk with a bad layout.
- J. home, Mexican dinner, off to Ryan & Nancy's for
Cell group. Ryan in bed or worse with some evil lurgy. Comedy
guitar playing; chatted most of the evening: hey ho. Home,
shower, bed late. Someone has unexpectedly demolished Newmarket's
3rd petrol station, most odd.
- Up in the night, processed mail, back to bed.
Up later, jrb helped fix the nasty gnome.org website build
issues that have lurked causing me grief.
- Masahiro Sakai got the first lot of his (slightly
polished up) Windows
patches into libIDL/linc/ORBit2.
- Finally re-worked Sergey's sample container into
shape and bunged a base for further improvement into
libbonoboui, good.
- Battled weird dependency problems, drat daft
vendors who miss vital packages. Alex educated me about
the marvel that is the __thread modifier in g++, very
nice.
- Poked at ORBit2 threading for a bit; need to
push some bits down into linc. J. home, mowed the lawn,
JPs for dinner. Bed early.
- Up early; sat down at the computer which
immediately turned off - a 2 minute power cut; nice.
Havoc seems to have kindly dug out the problem on RH9
with libbonobo building, which is excellent; committed
a fixed based on his work.
- Gustavo has a nice patch for adding 'foreign'
CORBA objects to existing aggregates; this should make the
Python bindings better apparently. Fejj posted a nice
start on a Gtk+
GUI for
Valgrind.
- Read mail / fixed bugs all morning.
- Up lateish; off to Church via Louise's. A rather
good service - impressive. Good to catch up with Ben, Sami, Guy
& Ali afterwards. Ali had a rather interesting RSA keyring
that generates a new 6digit number every minute that must be
entered + PIN to authenticate her. Ben has turned down a post-doc
at Oxford - good chap.
- Back for an impressive blow-out; Thomas had left
without warning. Packed everything and drove home; out for a
run (J. on the bike) - nearly savaged by a savage dog; hmm.
- Tea, Gordon sermon on The gift of faith
his ongoing series based from
1 Cor. 12. Interesting to see what the gift isn't, and is.
- Bed early.
- Up earlyish; breakfast, off into Brighton for
push-chair shopping with Mum. Found a likely looking one
in BHS; wandered off to meet Louise. Had a nice (bagel)
lunch with Louise, accosted by a Big Issue seller
begging for money 'for food', but (unsuprisingly) not willing
to accept food.
- Paused at the 'Ban Huntingdon Life Sciences'
stall, and it's suprisingly reasonable people. 500 animals per
day killed at HLS (apparently), it fails to mention that the
vast majority are mice, rats etc. and the perspective that
wind turbines kill hundreds of thousands of birds / year (
and household cats > an order of magnitude more than that )
was not presented.
- Wandered back into town to shop for misc. other
bits; Bus home, Poked with Robert at his project for a while,
interesting stuff.
- Up early; chewed mail - ops are shifting on
the new ooo.ximian.com
box which is excellent; looks like I get to share with Miguel's
Mono - an interesting juxtaposition.
- Seemingly discussing the 'About' dialog generates
a vast amount of interest on the gtk+ list; amusing.
- Most amused by the MandrakeLinux 9.1 features lists:
'OpenOffice can read write and most types of MS Office
documents' ... 'KOffice is also a complete office suite'; it's
the way they tell them.
- Hacked away, GUADEC phone call, tried to clear some
space on the timetable; with varying amounts of success. Good to
talk to the chaps.
- Packed, washed up frantically, drove off into
Cambridge to pick up J. and onto Hove. Only slightly longer than
2 hours - good. Chatted to the parents & Robert, Thomas
arrived. Bed.
- Up early; read some things on T/TCP
that looks rather good; David H wants support in ORBit2.
Started working with Masahiro Sakai to get the cygwin support
patches folded back into Gnome 2.4.
- It seems that OO.o have finally decided to switch the
development branch (which is now really rather stable/buildable)
to HEAD - another
breakthrough in sensible branch naming - good on Martin.
- Merged a set of 'linc' fixes for OSF/1, broke the
(broken) workaround around the even more broken, and non-spec
compliant Mac/OSX - True64Unix seems to comply to the spec just
in an unusual way.
- Unwound the way www.gnome.org is built, and added an
ORBit2 page
for Frank to make into something pretty. Gustavo doing good work
with the Python foreign reference aggregation stuff; nice.
- Chewed OO.o all day, success building, some success
with my new UCP; good.
- J. home, sudden team conference call, interesting
times - finally got back to the Wife, dinner, shower, bed.
- Up early, chewed mail. Pleased to see all this
work by
Steven O'Brian to get Gnome 2 to build under cygwin.
- Nice to
see the fully passed ORBit2 regression tests from
64bit HP/UX 11.00; good.
- It seems OO.o LXR is dragging itself slowly
back to it's feet; hmm. Badgered ops for more space on
that (tiny) machine, tried to persuade them of the merits
of a larger, co-located box.
- Briefly chased easter eggs
in OO.o. Finally found the hook in compiler.cxx (pInternal),
typing '=starcalcteam()' into oocalc produces hairy results.
It seems the fun sounding games got disabled, failed to
create an acceptable range for TicTacToe.
- J. home, she made a rasberry cake; cell group
started to arrive in dribs and drabs; lots of people in our
small front room. Nice to have Ryan, Nancy + Mackenzie
& Emma around. Played the guitar with typical humour.
- Talked to R&N. afterwards about all manner
of thing, nice to see them, bed late.
- Up early; X server dead again, frightening.
It seems the
new Mono JIT got committed; nice. Nice to see random
Kanjii characters in ones evolution display.
- Somehow the RH 9.0 autotools cause
bonobo-activation and now libbonobo not to build at all:
wonderful. Amused to see the D/BUS 0.7 release notes,
including gcov output - followed rapidly by 0.8 for a
paper bag bug.
- Foolishly chose to do the LXR re-index in my
(only) gnome-terminal; thankfully the database thrash
can't consume my local CPU - leaving loads of time to
spend rendering the output: X at 70% - great.
- Talked to Robert on the phone about his
project, a rather interesting way of measuring the
temperature inside jet engines.
- Did a gpdf-0.100 release for Martin; it's
looking really rather good with the gnome-print preview
to do the nice AA rendering.
- Read an interesting paper on real time
CORBA in avionics systems, and an interesting
performance comparison ORBit vs. TAO: we whipped
them. Seemingly Boeing are using CORBA in a military
weapons platform.
- Phone call with Stefan B. a most helpful
chap, had another poke at my code, discovered the most
dofusical problem, fixed it.
- Switched libbonobo back to automake-1.6 in
the hope that this may solve the RH 9.0 problems,
certainly fixes the doc build.
- Up early, out for a new prayer meeting with
Newmarket business men. Got back - X died shortly
afterwards; RH 8.0's X server is really, really flakey
it seems (cf. 7.3's anyway) - eating 100% CPU doing
nothing is the latest trick.
- Merged bonobo-activation with libbonobo while
OO.o was (incrementally) building, got my Gnome 2.3
environment up to scratch.
- Committed MSW's ORBit fixes, started
processing pending bug mail. Did some long overdue
cleanups inside b-a-s, it's looking much more friendly
in places now.
- More misc. fixes for ORBit2, libbonobo
coming in; good. J. home, shopping, huge JPs for tea.
A most amusing Quote ... Unquote. History is
something that never happened, written by someone who
wasn't there. It has always been true that in
the United States the people who ought to read books,
write them - G.Vidal. ( perhaps I'm just bitter
about my ~$4 royalty check the other week ).
- Got a new, much improved consultants
agreement for review, congratulated Todd; good work.
Did a little mail reading / poking before bed. Kate
Dewhurst phoned - lovely to hear from her. Bed late.
- Up earlyish, to NCC for the real opening.
Gerald Coates spoke, fairly interestingly albeit not
altogether convincingly.
- Home for bangers and mash; lazing until turfed
out for a run (J. cycled), back for a Gordon sermon.
Tea hunted for pictures of the Xenops on-line (the
alphabetical stitched animal game under-construction),
bed early.
- Up indecently late; brunch, J. made quiche-tart
things; off to 'eXchange' (unit 11) for the civic opening.
Talked to Councellor Robin Miller and his wife who were
opening the place about joining the local Conservative
party, apparently a good plan; he is mooted as the next
Mayor, a Christian, and a software consultant; interesting.
- Back home via B&Q (paint stripper) and
Blockbuster; watched Erin Brokovich, lazy tea, bed, talked
about camping, sleep.
- Up very early in the morning with the
dreaded itch. Chewed mail. Committed linc fix, re-worked
some ORBit2 bits, processed misc. admin. Back to bed.
- Up, Bowie O. committed a nice huge sequence GIOP
efficiency fix for ORBit2 HEAD.
- In the middle of a massive web download managed
to press Left arrow, control, and something else the net
effect of which is to get some keysyms that Zap the X
server - what a leet feature that is to have turned on by
default. Multi-window emacs seems to have decided it would be
good to throw up the grep output in a buffer that's not on
the screen - another 'feature' in newer versions.
- Finally managed to unwind the DateTime mess in
OO.o at least to my satisfaction; it seems LXR is not
indexing '.hpp' files correctly. Seemingly buried in things
to do, and no time to do any of them; not good.
- J. home, house cleaning, fire lighting, potatoe
peeling etc. Eddie and Evelyn arrived in their RV, had a
most pleasant meal, fine wine, company etc. Good to see them.
Bed earlyish.
- Up at the normal time, pulled mail, got festival
installed & working, set off for Stansted. Lots of fun
queueing on the M11, got there in time, finished the Eye as
landed in Dublin.
- Tried to find organisers, none showed, sought food,
found James and some Sun Lads and Lass, had lunch with them.
- Tony Redmond from HP shipping 270k Linux servers /
year out of the door - Linux is their 3rd priority: Win, HP/UX,
Linux, for hardware support all. Nice misleading graph of CPU
GHz vs. time, the 'LIntel platform'. 30m spams per month dropped
by Linux servers for HP, but they use Exchange internally, and
Sun's Directory server. Plugged Oracle's forthcoming Linux based
collaberation suite.
- Rather rushed at talk setup; didn't have time to
pray first, a shame. Slides
www
tar.gz.
Met Alan, and some other chaps - a slew of goodish questions,
and off to the airport again. Discovered a particularly dumb
lock leak in the linc write code, doh.
- Home to the sweetheart, quick dinner, bed early.
- Up in the night; chewed mail, amused by the
Staikos
article - being a contractor in fact I do make a living
selling software. Will respond properly tomorrow, back to bed.
- Up later, to the Hospital to get Julia tested,
all clear, baby's heart sounding squidgy as normal. Chewed
mail properly, and in depth. Mark approved GEP9, good.
- Booked wedding anniversary stay at Seckford
Hall. Grabbed by Alan Horkan on IRC, then Mark Egan on the
phone, apparently I was supposed to speak 2 days running
at LWE on the ~same topic; sigh. Anyway, tomorrow is still
on apparently.
- Poor old laptop, showing it's age; or perhaps that one
shouldn't continue to run apps with different versions of lots of
libs in core concurrently. Hacked away at an OO.o-ized Gnome
talk for the first time.
- Dave Camp got his own OO.o built, to play with;
is Dave distractable from Nautilus ? only time will tell.
Used the 'rsvg' helper to render an SVG file to a png for
the first time - wow that's really good stuff.
- Slogged away at the talk, 25 slides, 30 minutes -
must learn to speak faster. Fixed gnome-speech's build which
was slightly broken; nice progress there.
- Started reading chaos, interesting. Upgraded
my evo-1.3, Radek fixed the tab bug, but not in this
snapshot. Frank R, and Richard K both committing cleans to
ORBit2 - good times.
- Realised some dofus had rebooted booboo,
killing the raw RH 8.0 tinderbox builds again.
- After some struggling discovered that g++ only
emits the vtable information on the edge of the first virtual
method compiled. Of course - if you don't implement it, you're
stuffed.
- Sue says to always marry a man with a small head;
not that J. has much option now. Clive did his back in trying
to right a fallen-over digger, so Sue had to lug all the paving
slabs, mix the concrete etc.
- Discovered some wierd non-usage of DEP_FILES in
ORBit2's autotools; most strange, no wonder re-build problems
happen there, apaprently a bug in autotools - if you have more
than one header in a _SOURCES decl.
- Hacked in the evening on ORBit2, while J. stitched
baby things, thread safe mode is really shaping up now, at
least for the single-threade case (which has to do all it's I/O
via a worker I/O thread). Bed late.
- Up early, breakfast, talked to Larry about a
libbonoboui nasty he's been hitting with gtkhtml, located
a possible cause. Keyboard repeat refuses to work for me
today: great. Could this be a daylight saving artefact ?
- Poked at a non-bug in ORBit2 spewing
uninitialized memory read warnings, hmm. Did a spot more
ORBit2 threading work, chewed a slew of ORBit2 bugs, stopped
'make check' trashing your Gnome session, then re-commenced
reading OO.o code.
- Realized the hour shift gives me less of an
overlap with Boston - which sucks. Got a long way with
ORBit2 MT support.
- J. home, lazed for a bit, phoned Eddie to
diagnose any unexpected food issues; got Sean instead -
dining in Brussels, very nice. Went shopping, bed early.
- Up early; prepared vegetables for dinner, off to
Church. Arrived in mid-sermon, so today was the day the clocks
went back (it seems), bother.
- Back home with Mario, Teresa & Jordan, nice
lunch, chatted for much of the afternoon. Watched the last of
TBP, decided I need a cunning scheme to grow blue-fin tuna; at
£12k for each it has to be viable.
- Listened to another Park Street sermon on
1 Cor. 12, very interesting indeed.
- Bed early.
- Up very late, breakfast. Off to Bury St Edmonds
to shop at the market, got some wadding for the babies cot.
- Home, out to B&Q to buy sand-paper, paint,
etc. Did a chunk of dry sanding of the (probably) lead based
paint on the old cot. Then read the UK government advice on
this to discover it's a really bad idea.
- Did a little ORBit2 thread safety hacking to
cheer oneself up, a little more in bed after dinner, and
it's looking much better, a few interactions still dodgy
in threaded mode, but connection initiation looking much
better. Bed lateish.
- Up early, chewed mail. Richard K. doing great
work on ORBit2 - good chap. Emacs on fine form again today,
refusing to let me edit diff files from CVS, emacs - the
non-editing-editor.
- Finally got my DESTDIR fixes for OO.o to work,
making the packaging process seemingly much more standard,
this removes the need for some of the various horrendous
hacks that exist in RPMs around the place.
- Very pleased to see Jens' eog image
collection nautilus view, nice stuff. A Michael H,
found a really dumb CORBA array marshalling problem, quickly
fixed and regression tested.
- J. home, lazed around, Bruce phoned, pork chops
and mustard & honey sauce for dinner. Bed early.
- Up early, chewed mail - some nice OO.o plaudits.
Talked to Bill about a11y, and OO.o, interesting things afeet.
It seems we need to wait for Mark to stop holidaying before
we can get GEP 9 approved.
- Poked away at OOo, fixed some irritating font
issues. Made ORBit2 use g_get_tmp_dir, instead of evily
hard-coding /tmp. Fixed an trivial ORBit2 bug for richb, and
chased a gnopernicus nasty. Considered how best to continue
threading linc/ORBit2.
- J, Sean & Abbie arrived, had a nice evening
chatting to them, and catching up, tasty meal, good sherry.
Dropped them home, bed.
- Up lateish; chewed mail, fixed bugs etc. Installed
the OO.o 1.1 beta to test a metacity full-screen problem, the
new 1.1 installer looks much nicer. Pulled the latest
evolution-1.3 snapshots.
- Nat approved release of my OpenOffice.org slides
from the conference outlining what we've been working on;
html,
tar.gz,
pdf, unfortunately the image scaling makes things a tad
unclear.
- Nice mail from Henry Jia on the Java/Bonobo
integration work they are doing, looks like it's got potential.
Laptop mostly out of action with major package thrash, filed
several rc related bugs, got a slew of dupped mail in evo-1.3.
- Updated GEP 9, moved the slides to gnome.org,
primates is perhaps not the right place for them.
- Talked to Nat, very encouraging call, feel entirely
happy about the contract issue now - simply a minor internal
problem blown out of proportion; very reassuring. J. arrived
home, baby kicking like a mule all day (apparently). She met
old work-mates, Graham and Marion in London, and had a nice
time. Thanked God for his incredible goodness to us together.
- Had dinner, suddenly called out to cell group, the
first in a long time, was ok. Back home, phoned Abbie, cleared
furniture out of proto-baby's room, wedged it into my office.
Bed.
- Up early, chewed mail, apparently consultants must
individually discuss their (~identical) contracts, though
precisely why is not explained. I hope the legal world goes
'Free' at some stage, it looks like they sell old-rope much
in the same way as old-style s/w companies.
- Misc. interesting patches / fixes from various
people, amused by What if there were no hypothetical
questions ?. Did a linc-1.1.0 and an ORBit2-2.7.0
release for the first Gnome 2.3. Gustavo doing some nice
bonobo work too, good chap.
- Dan Williams pointed me at gtk-quartz
which apparently is the more promising gtk2 OS/X port, needs
some hackers it seems. Finally getting my mail under control.
- Using evolution-1.3, going fairly smoothly with
the occasional problem. Fixed the OOO_STABLE_PORTS tinderbox
which it seemed had got poisoned by some badly formed log or
other.
- Drove to Royston, caught the train, missed J.
Looked for her for a while at Kings X, then to the Barbican
for the 450th anniversary concert of my old school.
Thomas was playing, managed to miss the first (curiously
modern sounding) piece. Re-united with J. saw the Manserghs,
apparently Andrew is doing logistics in the gulf instead of
fighting on the ground: good. Tea in the interval, Thomas
playing well; back for The Rio Grande and then set off.
- Train to Royston, J. drove home, bed late.
- Up early, pulled mail. Dad phoned for Outlook
technical support. Papers for GUADEC still flooding in.
Discovered that an op had pulled the plug on my tinderbox
slave; bother. It seems Julian has found far fewer Valgrindy
type bugs in OO.o 1.1 beta, which is a nice suprise -
the stability work is paying off, or something odd happened.
- Started writing thank-you's etc. to the various
people that put up with my rambling for several days.
Incensed to read the new unhelpful new contract someone is
trying to get Ximian contractors to sign. Perhaps from the
same man that brought us the (finally recinded) demand to
provide %age breakdowns of project work per day - comes a
scheme to demand the unacceptable from non-US employees.
- Martin Sevior seems to have turned Abiword into
a nice Gnome 2.0 Bonobo Control; good chap. Continued to read
mail slowly. Booked my LWE Dublin flight, booking flights in
the US seems problematic for reasons I don't understand.
Downloaded a new
Dasher - to poke again at the gtk2 bits (Src/Gtk2),
runs, does some scrolling action - nice.
- Talked to Nat on the phone, supportive and
encouraging, good stuff. Talked to Federico on the phone
too and plotted other things. J. arrived home, wrote up
the status report, and quit, had a quick dinner.
- Did some leafletting on Studlands Park estate for
the Church opening next week; somewhat confused by the odd
layout of the area. Shopping at Tescos, home clapped out,
bed.
- Up early, out to Church, Ryan still here,
apparently they're just training as normal. A somewhat
feeble service. Back home for lunch with Darren, Sam and
Daisy, got to know them slightly better and played
magic-sketch and some farm game with Daisy.
- Idled most of the afternoon reading the
economist, J. cut the woolly mat. Watched more TBP, and
listened to an(other) excellent Gordon sermon on
1 Cor. 12.
- Bed early.
- Up early, off to Coventry to visit J's friends
for lunch, a couple of hours of driving. Out for lunch in a
nice little pub, and for a wander along the canal nearby in
the sun. Sad to see a burned-out narrow-boat (complete with
central heating).
- Back to Claire's to meet her B/F A(dam?) who
works assembling Pergeot's (adding the doors), a metalurgist
by training. Claire's mum arrived and brought us presents for
the baby to be, wow.
- Drove home, tea, slugged reading various bits,
watched the BBC on the web - no license required; bed.
- Up early, taxi to the University, another
broadly pro-war, anti-Schroder driver. Got there, no
sign of Miguel who appears to have vanished unannounced.
- Mitch did a fairly good talk, with a minimalish
'Chandler' section, (cf. GLOW) - then onto the 'Community
Foundation' panel thing by Danise, got questioned off
guard about it.
- Talked to Daniese, met a Pat, and misc. people
afterwards, never got to talking to Stephan B. properly
about ucb. Got to my talk, and realized I'd foolishly
upgraded to PT 8.0, but not re-tested the X settings,
luckilly there was a nice wizard that made me an 800x600
weenie just as it was about to be fixed by an audience
member. A good talk, some excellent questions, people
standing in the aisles - rather a full, hot room.
- Met Joerg afterwards who told me that they
did the C UNO binding just for me; if only I'd known that
the shouting that put me off was from a clueless person,
we would have a Gnome based on UNO. Talked to Michael Hoennig
at some length, good to have someone else into component
systems that understands things.
- Snatched lunch somehow with Erwin, eat in
Dan Willimans' talk - interesting. I finally understand
the difference between Darwin, OS/X, 10.N etc.
- Met William Lachance, talked to Oliver
afterwards about the myriad accessibility problems,
discussing where exactly the performance issues lie
IMHO the at-spi IDL design.
- Off to the hackers room to flush mail, talked
to Will a lot more, doing fascinating polling in Canada,
the Wordperfect work is looking promising. Started reading
my mail in the 'Talking Shop' session at the end.
- Out for a group photo and off the hacking room,
showed Dan some of my talk, got ousted from the room,
de-camped outside. Bid 'bye to Danese et al. waited for a
taxi with Will / David etc. Taxi to the airport, chewed
more mail on the way - a really excellent conference from
my POV.
- Met David who knew me from a Bristol UKUUG
conference there - on business in Hamburg for Plasmon (
from Cambridge ), he works with my John from Church and
the famous Steve McIntyre. Plane, read the FT, bus to the
car, drove home.
- Lovely to see the small creature again, what
a happy thing to be back home. Bed late.
- Up early, shower - vicious soap problem.
Breakfast, out for a walk, in the old (and graffetied
center of town).
- Train to the Sun office - sadly, the E-mails
were full of links but not the content, managed to get
a fuzzy map photocopied, ended up in the room in the end.
- Read through most of Miguel's talk, nice and
vague as far as I got - which is good, the linguistic issues
are really interesting. MS Office localized to only 24
languages, growing local industry.
- Curtis spoke - lots of interesting things,
news from China, US government, rock stars. Of OO.o
contributors, 20% ISVs, 25% >100 employee companies, Windows
& Linux same importance. Direction 16% macro, 11%
components, ~10% VB stuff. 13.5million downloads. 1 million
unique registration hits. Deployment pie-chart: Linux 27%,
Solaris 2.3% Windows 2k 18.4%, Win XP: 17.6% ... Priorities to
focus on: Stability, 63%, Ease of Use: 41%, Security 40%,
Interop. 34%. Joerg did an OO.o 1.1 demo, showed some nice
Arabic layout stuff, the macro recorder, some flashy database
demos, dynamic reports etc. Accessibility demo'd gnopernicus,
doing screen reading with at-spi; worked rather well.
- Spent quite a while talking to John about Sun's
internal priorities, direction etc. he seems emminently
sensible; good.
- Nice talk on CWS - apparrently for all shared
modules between Sun and OO.o the master code is stored on
OO.o, and that the main master workspace will be HEAD. Lazy
code review (using bonsai), and strict review nearer the time.
- Lunch with the hungarian translators, and David
/ Larz from MySQL. Off to Colm's 'GLOW' talk - the project
to replicate Chandler, re-write evolution etc. - but slightly
differently. Talked to Caolan, good chap - discovered that
*foo* in OO.o makes the text bold, and _foo_ underlines it,
we need to make '/italic/' work too.
- Met Volker, and talked to him about his Physics
research - sniffing with high powered lasers for gravitational
waves, interesting. Off to the hacking room for laptop power,
met Martin Blapp, and Dan Williams - had a protracted and
interesting chat about all manner of things, pwrt. toolkit
skinning, continued during Chris Halls' talk - great to meet
him too. Knobbled Christophe about widget layout during the
break, talked to John working on oocalc whom I met 2 years
ago in Ireland.
- On to Joerg Heillig and Martin H's talk - roadmap
and how to contribute. Apparently no major usability changes
due until OO.o 2.0, and then some major things. System
integration, mostly on windows in the past; nice areas with
Gnome, not investing in KDE, supporting on KDE - but not
investing in system integration unless it benefits both
sides; no secret that they back the Gnome horse.
- The toolkit 2 BOF by Thorsten Behrens - good,
interestingly adding a single virtual method to Window has
a large vtable bloating cost. Need better thread support,
separation of concerns: MVC and an UNO API. A new canvas:
Affine transforms, ubiquitous curves, color management,
alpha compositing, UNO API. Went on rather a long time,
I said too much.
- Off to the pub, had a nice meal, and got to
know Matthias Huetsch's Physics background, Stephan
Schaffer's 3d, radiosity background, and David's
computer-gaming past. Back to phone Julia / bed late.
- Up at 5.30am to set off for Germany and the OO.o
conference, leaving a lovely warm wife in bed. Left house at
5.45am, at the gate at 7pm - clearly room for optimisation.
- Practiced my German on a couple of kids and
taught them how to play same-gnome, need the dictionary
closer to hand. Updatedb drained away 60% of my battery
without me noticing - what incredible cunningness.
- Got to the HBH in the end, took the wrong exit,
and the wrong turning from it, if only the printer hadn't
cropped the directions so acutely. Found a most friendly
restaurant, which turns out to be just around the corner,
re-orientated by the English server. Hacked, charged the
laptop, and polished the slides.
- Got to the place half an hour early; Christophe
met me, and showed me to a meeting room. Met Stefan Taxhet
on the way a lot of sal hackers: Stefan Bergman, Oliver Braun,
Tino, Hennes Rowling, Frank Schoenheit, Matthias, Colm Smyth,
and Christophe. Kay Ramme dropped in after a while. Very
pleased to discover that managers and developers alike are all
hackers. Then the VCL people: Philip Lomann and Stefan Schaffer.
- Wandered to Matthias' office, to see Martin
Hollmichel, lots of interesting, in depth discussion, it's nice
to have clueful people to talk things over with. Talked to
Matthias, Philip, Martin and Christophe for a long time.
- Got a Taxi who eventually managed to locate the
street my hotel is in on the map, nice chap - I helped him
with his English, and me with my German, he's pro war in
Iraq it seems. Checked in, a tiny bunked room, very unusual,
off locate fast food, then phoned J, back - hacked a little,
bed exhausted.
- Up early, chewed mail, Matthew is porting Dasher
to plain gtk2 - which is good. Apparently persuaded Andersca
that D/BUS needs a recursive type system.
- Discovered C-<Enter> in the outline view
adds another level of bullet indentation, as does tab -
better than magicpoint already. Got very into writing stuff,
dinner at 2pm.
- Discovered the 'lokkit' firewall tool,
and re-enabled ssh to the laptop. Struggled with local samba
setup - it really doesn't like to play ball over loopback
only it seems; why is it every time I play with samba I
experience acute pain. Discovered shift-tab de-indents a
bullet point, it's all a learning experience today.
- Idly listened to BBC real-audio feed of the
commons debate on Iraq live; quit after noticing the
productivity dive.
- J. home, steak + stilton sauce, conference
call with the lads, bed lateish.
- Up early, chewed mail - it seems SpamAssassin has
gone feeble over the weekend, I'd forgotten how filthy most
spam is. Also deluged in abstracts for GUADEC, one person sent
loads in a single mail.
- Some useful bits from Julian wrt. valgrinding OO.o,
great stuff. Finally uncovered some nasty GIOP alignment issue
in the traces on-list, some other vendors' problem it seems,
aligning to the body rather than full message; good.
- Started writing my talk for the Hamburg OO.o
conference. My wonderful new emacs seems to have decided I
don't want to edit whole slews of things, and even the
uber-painful-time-wasting 'C-x q' doesn't educate it
otherwise: great.
- Phoned by a cold creature in Cambrige, went to
pick her up - poor thing, shopped in Tesco, home, nice pasta
dinner, bed.
- Up early, off to Church, Mario preached rather
well, Ryan and Alan still here - good to see them. Back home,
phoned Sean & Abbie. Arranged to go round at 2pm, then 4pm
then mid-week. Slept for a couple of hours, exhausted.
- Poked at the Garden which was knee deep in
(toxoplasma infested) cat 'litter'. I can see why they call
it 'soil', removed a pound of it to the bin, foul. Mowed the
lawn and found the rest.
- Up early. Said goodbye to R. Started cleaning the
house like crazy; Bruce & Anne arrived, then Sue &
Clive. Had tea and coffee.
- Off to The Star at Lidgate, rather an
excellent pub, had a lovely lunch; Bruce very impressed with
the vast selection of cheese that arrived for him, also the
Guniness cheddar. Very pleasant meal / company.
- Back home, and out for a walk with the dogs.
The company left, sat by the fire, had tea, bed early.
- Up early, chewed mail. Horay - Julian has built
OO643C to valgrind, it takes ~2bn x86 insn's to startup
apparently. Responded to Owen's GtkFileSystem API proposal,
discovered the amusing HP vs. world metacity wireframe
bugzilla entry (95273).
- X server died again, upgraded to mharris'
8.0 4.2
test Alex pointed me at - so far so good. Debugged
an ORBit2 warning issue some chap was having, not a bug,
good. Tried to track down a PPC interop problem.
- Did a bonobo-activation-2.2.1.1 release, also
an ORBit2-2.6.1 and a libbonobo-2.2.1, too late for Gnome
2.2.1 ?
- Finally triumphed over the build system, and
created a semi-working package; horay, quit while I was
ahead.
- Up early; X server still alive; clearly 16bpp
is the way ahead, despite it's effects on image rendering.
The NTL net connection went down. Moved bonobo-activation
documentation from 40% -> 79% by writing some docs, and
pruning swathes of unused / deprecated methods, cnx came
back.
- Alexander Kirillov pushed his begginners Gnome
2.2
documentation. Most amused by some chap trying to get
GConf2 to work with a samba mounted user home directory,
we badly need the local-locks patch in CVS.
- Interesting article about GlobespanVirata's
hardware simulation system in the IEE review.
- J. home, Myriam too tired, lots of Chicken
curry to eat. Upgraded my kernel so I can do DMA on the
DVD, watched more of The Blue Planet - very good.
R. home late, bed.
- Up early, breakfast, J. and R. off in the
rain rather later than normal. X had flaked overnight, just
getting slews of vertical bars of garbage, re-started to
no avail. Chewed mail. Nice to see intelligent recruitment
being done on the Mono lists for clueful VB/C# developers.
- The 8.0 X server flaked in the middle of a
package update; perhaps it's missing some crucial interrupt
due to IDE problems, hmm, pulled the RawHide 4.2 packages:
MGA G400 AGP - they require too much of a complete new
system. Switched to 16bpp to see if that helps.
- Some nice patches from Wipro, improving the
IPv6 support of linc / ORBit2 - good stuff, also some
nice bonobo work from Gustavo. Helped Julian get OO643C
built, must update the hackers guide to be clearer.
- Discovered Gustavo's
NumExp project - which looks most interesting.
- J. and R. home, quick JP dinner, and out to
see the Chinese state Circus - an all human circus
visiting. Apart from their glowing gimmic vendors (made in
Taiwan?) - the performance was excellent. The 2 man 'dragons',
walking on huge balls, quite amazing. An impressive lady
contortionist, and stack of chairs. Good clean fun. Bed late.
- Up early, chewed mail - no mail; seemingly
the mail server dislikes (only) me, it can wait. Poked
at my packaging script; manage to leave a sudo rm -Rf /usr
running rather too long, killed scp, luckily smbd still
working.
- Fiddled with re-installing Threads 7.3
for a while before abandoning ship to Pink Tie 8.0.
Did a tad of linc/ORBit2 improvement while re-installing
misc. Ximian bits.
- Eat J.'s cake for lunch - very good. An
extremely amusing article about the measurable harm
trauma counselling can do to people after a traumatic
indcident. After the Gulf war, 3% of British soldiers
developed PTSD (with a background rate of ~1%) - but 97%
did not develop it. Civilians are less lucky, (or well
trained) - 5% from floods/earthquakes, 20% of those in
fatal car crashes, most rape victims. Of Israeli heart
attack victims studied, 19% of those who were counselled
deveoped PTSD, vs. 7% who went for the stiff upper lip.
Repression, as the British always knew, works. And it's
a lot cheaper, too.
- Discovered the reason I havn't been getting
mail was that some op set the sticky bit on my home
directory: cunning, unstuck it. Committed my ORBit2
'sequence' API - that mirrors GArray - but for CORBA
sequences. Chewed mail.
- J. arrived home, then Ronda arrived, helped
lug her luggage in; she works as a database developer at
a trucking place on Exning road. Dinner, bed.
- Up early, sucked mail, listened to Tim's CD,
Ian doing some great work on GnuTSL, going to help with
linc - excellent chap.
- Finally started winning vs. our build system;
the trick it seems is not to export MAKE if you expect some
OO.os to build. Went to fetch some herbs Auntie L. had left
at the hotel.
- Checked out the latest evolution-1.3
packages from the RedCarpet evo devel snapshots channel,
looking very pretty, and parallel installable with the
stable version - which is great, much nicer fontwork.
- J. home, with some baby clothes, swapped news.
Out to Tesco, left J. and came home (to put the potatoes on),
got coal, petrol, forgot to put pots on, realized back at Tesco.
- Out for a Chineese / English takeaway. Ronda phoned,
having big problems with her house-mate, arrives tomorrow. Watched
more of The Blue Planet. Bed.
- Up early, left Father testing his cheap Pyrotenax cabling from
the scrap merchant. To church, Ben playing bass today.
- A mixed service, moving into an inter-regnum.
Sir Peter preaching. Great to see Sami & Kate & Ruth,
Ali & Guy, et. al.
- Back for a large roast dinner, that even
Ed The Celiac (ETC) can eat. Packed the car with all manner
of good things.
- Drove back, listening to Brideshead revisited
I managed to absent mindedly drive past the M11 by a junction or
so. Got home in the end.
- Out for a walk across the town, rather cold.
Dinner. Listened to a great Gordon sermon on the very difficult
passage
1Cor11:1-15. Several interesting points:
- The equality of the sexes in worship - both
should pray and prophesy in church -
most likely a Young and Old type full spectrum.
- The headship entails authority - other
explanations not convincing, although attractive.
- The Man, and The Woman - not a general abstract
'everyman', but husband and wife - cf. NESV.
- The counter-cultural aspect - the Romans were
having a trend of covering their heads while worshiping
their pagan gods. [ extant statury proves this ],
Paul concerned to puncture such idolatory.
- Interesting that the Jews didn't get into their
(modern day) head covering until 500AD or so.
- Watched the blue planet - a most amazing and
enthralling series it seems, albeit with a seemingly haphazard
narrative (so far). Bed earlyish.
- Up early, breakfast and off to Worthing to see
Undean. Good to see her - she lent my Father some books on
Caeoliac's disease - which he was diagnosed with a day or two
ago, some nice recepies.
- Home for lunch, Barbara & Colin came to try
and sell the grandparents' flat, our sole agent isn't worth
the shoe-leather.
- Spent a while digging baby kit out of under the
eaves. Having disparaged the habit of never throwing
everything out - it's most useful to have a choice of two
cots, baby clothes, bouncer, crib etc. Lots of good stuff.
- Shipped off to the Nieman's concert hall in
Brighton for Thomas and Ben's performance, extremely well
played - got a good mark too. Had a drink afterwards.
- Dropped Ben home, back for tea, lazed around
reading the Economist, helped Thomas get Python OpenGL
setup on RH 8.0. Seemingly RH 8.0's gtk+ python stuff comes
pre-broken. Bed late.
- Up at 2am, chewed mail, tended the tinderbox.
Gustavo seems to be doing some interesting work on bonobo -
great. Talked to KeithP about why X works, and fontconfig
a little. Back to bed.
- Up later, paid another government bill.
Submitted my GUADEC talk abstract - other people it seems are
planning to submit seconds before the deadline. Out to lunch
with some passing relatives in-law - Tim and Julie on their
way back from holiday. Ordered baby-room carpet on the way,
had a nice meal, Anthony and Louise arrived too. Back home
in the rain / hail.
- Gave my laptop a major facelift - poor old
machine, it can at least run sexy software. Finally binned
my gnome-1.4 prefix to free up disk space; said goodbye to
'oaf', 'SIAG support for gnumeric' patch etc.
- Set off to pick up J. from Cambridge. Drove down
to my parents' - M25 the clearest I've seen it in recent
times, no significant delays.
- Good to see Mum & Dad and Thomas, stayed up
late watching The Green Mile - an interesting, but
seemingly more haphazard mishmash than The Shawshank
Redemption. Bed late.
- Up early, off to Newmarket hospital for another
scan. Baby somewhat larger - can't see it all at once so
easily. Lots of ribs / backbone (British) showing - looks
like a primaeval fish from some angles. Yawned and waved for
the camera - thank God.
- Back, phoned Norwich Union to enquire why their
car insurance is £350 vs. Direct-Line ~£300, saved £50 -
good; read in the economist the pound is weakening, so my
salary is strengthening: good too.
- Prepped bonobo-activation and libbonobo for
release, poking at misc. issues. Spent forever chewing mail.
Battled the build system / stlport
interaction, updated the hackers guide, helped CoCo setup
another MacOSX OO.o tinderbox slave.
- Sent off a tiny D/BUS patch to make it build on
systems with no KDE libs at all, perhaps I should get some.
- Discovered the
rc install
command takes regexp
arguments: nice, and rc lock-add
for things you
don't want to update. You can also do rc up -i urgent
which is good.
- Found Jody's family website
bulging with photos.
- Made a fire, J. home, washing / cooking. Mary
arrived, had a lovely evening - she's a delightful old lady.
Bed late.
- Up early, chewed mail. It seems the D/BUS thing
is nominally deadded - good. Processed mail. Chewed away at
the work, poked at some most curious linking problems, and
fancy build system issues.
- Yet more pain with gcc-3.2.2, this time with
xml2cmp, garbling 'BUILD' into '7663' - amazed to discover
the -DBUILD=7663 flag being passed in. Spammed the gcc list,
there's clearly not enough traffic there, then discovered
the real cause - pronounced stlport problems.
- J. home, poked on-line for the JoJoMamaBebe
[ affect names inc. ] delivery. After phoning them, it
transpires we ordered stock from their web-site that was
already sold-out [ no wonder it was cheap ], hence it's
non-arrival. Of course - it's still there 2 weeks later so,
ordered from the US instead, before J. gets cut in half.
- TMR13 phoned to say we should go to 9 Queens
apparently on at the Arts cinema tomorrow - but Mary's coming
for dinner. Pork chops + lovely sauce, bed early.
- Up early, chewed mail. Amazed by Petrely's
latest article GNOME is LAME or something - amazingly
insightful in places for a journalist.
- Split the log. Nice email from Julian of Valgrind
fame, poking at OO.o,
apparently we need to do some hard-core valgrinding action
on OO.o.
- Wrote up a D/BUS EOT message, must mull it for
a while. Directed some more Gnome Basic retro-hackerage at
Mono, amazing the interest a small working VB game can
create. Did a libbonobo-2.2.0.1 release for Radek.
- Caught the train into Cambridge, and out to a
Greek restaurant with James & Kate, and a couple of
Turks: Alp and Asla. Interesting evening, some a amazing
quotes an Arab will sell his wife for money,
apparently I need to read Laurence of Arabia. Home to bed.
- Up in the night, poked at mail. Frank Rehberger
doing some nice work on ORBit2; great. Chewed mail, got
relatively impatient with being flamed by Havoc.
- Talked to Hallski, Uraeus on IRC for too long,
committed 'handle at idle' and 'handle oneways at idle'
POA policies to ORBit2 HEAD - a 5 minute hack. Needs some
libbonobo prettiness to make it more usable, perhaps
another half an hour. Amazing that no-one ever filed a
bug about that. [ of course, you can deadlock yourself
really nicely with the handle at idle method &
callbacks ].
- Got on with more productive things. Interviewed
by Katy Huang about the state of Gnome - interesting. How
can one invest in something when one has no idea what it is
or where it's going.
- J. home, massage - back like an iron sheet,
what a kind creature. Listened to a Gordon sermon, very
good indeed - interrupted by Sharon, had a long talk to
Nat - positive. Finished the sermon.
-
1Cor11:17-34 - a rather interesting passage - sub-titled
"Judas".
- Some meetings doing more harm than good,
the importance of the right attitude together.
- The Lord Jesus, on the night that he was
betrayed, took bread and when he had given
thanks...
- In fact, Judas had by that time already sold
Jesus for the lowest price you could pay for a
person (30 pieces of silver) - for the money.
Jesus proceeded to
wash his feet - a thing you couldn't ask a
slave to do.
- Knowing that he would betray him, he offered him
the bread representing the forgiveness of God in
Christ - and Judas, taking it in an unworthy manner
was entered by Satan.
- Thus - A man ought to examine himself before
he eats of the bread and drinks of the cup otherwise
he can eat and drink judgement on himself.
- NB. since the cup is not literally the new covenant, the
bread is not literally the body and thus, recognising the
Lord's body is (as is contextually obvious) the body of
believers.
- Bed.
- Up early, breakfast, washed up - picked up a
young lady 'L...' from Soham Common, off to church. A
particularly insipid service.
- Dropped L. home, drove on to Reading to
Georgina & Adrian's house-warming party, a 3 hour
drive - went to precisely the wrong postcode - phoned,
and re-directed.
- Had a pleasant time, met some people from
Georgina's work at
Neon, got to grips with that more. Saw Adrian's bike
collection. Good to see Sue and Clive again.
- Drove home, bed very tired.
- Up early, build finished nicely, good.
Late breakfast, out for a walk up the heath - a good
length. Back via. the market (and carpet shop) for
lunch.
- Watched Minority Report - rather a
good film, despite the general loathing for Cruise.
Suspended disbelief well until the end.
- Lovely dinner by the fire, paid bills,
chatted, read the Economist. Bed early.
- Up early, chewed mail - progressively more
depressing. Got on with various bits, pleasant sunny day.
- Amazed by gcc-3.2 / stlport doing a simply incredible
substitution on an include path, that happened to have an
'redhat-73-i386' in the middle of it, mapping it into a
'redhat-73-1', a hack of simply amazingly broken
proportions (still a slightly odd prefix I suppose).
- Got a few little things done. J. home, cooked
tortilla type things - lovely. Left some things building, bed
earlyish.
- Up in the night; tended the build, read E-mail,
back to bed. Up late, did the same. Pointed at ZeroC.com - apparently
a company making a GPL product called 'ICE' - a(nother)
CORBA re-implementation; instead of being driven by hubris,
it instead can boast Michi Henning. Not optimistic that an
individual company driven ad-hoc, standard can make it in the
real world - even with experienced developers.
- Things going well, until NTL decided to do some
very interesting looped internal routing, soon got over that
though - a lovely sunny day too.
- J. home nice and early, shopping, dinner, watched
the last of The Office and bed early.
- Up early; chewed E-mail, poked on IRC, dithered
for a while - then woke 'mw' - heroic op at 4.30am. Chewed
at various misc. jobs.
- Off to RAF(USAF) Lakenheath to see Ryan,
had lunch and he kindly showed my around the base. A great
deal of interest, amazing how self contained it is. Great
to see F15s take off, and how they work close-up - a
guided tour by an expert. Saw an AWAC taking off in the
distance from Mildenhall too. Poked at the F15 flight
trainer. Pleased to see the ops room using a load of Unix
machines (fvwm) to plan missions.
- More slogging away. Picked J. up from Kings
Parade, home for JPs, bed late.
- Up early, chewed mail - finally got around to
reviewing gnopernicus' srcore for Baum. Not content with
(in the same process) converting all their control API to
XML, and then re-parsing it; they have a long running love
afair with gpointer global-variables for everything. Lots
of scope for improvement.
- Richard phoned; visited him for a while. Alex
fixed another bug in bonobo-activation; good man. Updated
my wishful thinking todo.
- Got a nice analysis done, some interesting
signs. Chris phoned, and J. arrived home - brought me
a present: a magic-sketch thing, great.
- Lit a fire, Chris arrived in his (flash) MG,
had dinner & talked lots - Chris still as animated a
personality as ever. Working in the Post Office is apparently
rather a gravy train; good to reminisce about school kippers.
Ryan phoned to sort out tomorrow. Bed late.
- Up early, chewed mail. Slightly happier today
with the RH guys. Pleased to read that Perl is the best
wrench to hammer in all your screws.
- Tended my tinderboxen, fixed up some
gccinstlib.pl problems of my own creation. Grabbed the
latest evolution-1.3 snapshot from RC; nice work, pretty
fonts, a very cute splash. Listened to Sean's David Gray
DVD - good stuff. The man has a over-rotatable head
though.
- Poked at some intractibly curious stuff for
a little while. J. home late - lovely creature. Prepared
dinner, and made stock, good to have her near.
- Watched The Office - distracting fun.
Bed late, J. rather emotional.
- Up lateish; off to NCC - a family service,
with a total dearth of teaching; sufficient content in
the songs to convince my heart is in a bad way. Mary
gave us a fluffy lamb toy, kind lady, invited her for
dinner. Alan back from leadership training in the US,
Darren badly injured by a French swimming pool.
- Went out for lunch with them, the first
restaurant was fully booked, so off to a cheaper curry
house. Had a good laugh, apparently even a blind squirrel
gets a nut sometimes. Took Ben back to the station.
- Stopped off at Sean & Abbie's - very good
to see them, admired their childrens magnetic pen sketch
pad: excellent, and read tidbits of Sean's Schott's
Original Miscellany(SOM) - good company. Interesting
times afeet for Abbie. Prooved my inadequacy at darts on
Sean's new dart-board - although amazingly they all hit
the board itself. Wandered with them down to StAG.
- An interesting sermon, on
2Cor11:1-15
- Passage rather heavy with irony, and in
places obscure. Instead of speculating, just
looked at what we can learn.
- We're not told whatever heresy the false
Apostles were preaching - it's not possible to
guard people in that way - there are too many.
- We can know that there will always be teachers
who seek to lead us astray from our sincere
devotion to Christ - with a different Jesus,
gospel and spirit.
- Interesting that in the same way small
children much prefer the wrapping paper to the
(carefully chosen) present their recieve. The
Corinthians were beguiled by slick speakers,
and lost touch with the content.
- At StAG, people often say one of two seemingly
good things about the church - one of which on
inspection is profoundly dis-heartening.
I like the preaching vs. I like the way
you take the Bible seriously - think. There is
a reason a preacher spends the best part of a week
preparing his sermon.
- Also interesting is how Paul refused to
accept money from the Greeks, but supported himself
by working, and was supported by other churches,
in contrast to the false apostles.
- Finally, the dramatic unmasking - with Mark's
apology for no warm, fuzzy Hollywood ending;
When Satan want's to oppose the church - he primarily
chooses to do it from the inside - dressed as a
Christian.
- Amazing that Paul didn't once write about Nero
persecuting the church - crucifying hundreds of
Christians upside down, instead the more insidious
threat being from inside. Recommended to read
-
This is worth a read for Anglicans.
- Back to Sean & Abbies to borrow some DVDs,
they arrived shortly, with a copy of (SOM) for us - most
kind. Played with their crumbling chimney, had more
drinks and dinner, very relaxing, off home laden with
gifts.
- Watched a little of the office; and bed late.
- Up earlyish, hacked while J. slept. Back to
bed, up rather late, breakfast. Set to work pollyfilla'ing
the curtain, rail - and then every nook and cranny to use
up the rest of it.
- Lunch & misc. hoovering. Ben phoned - picked
him up from Cambridge station. Home, went for a short walk
on the heath. Back, sat by the fire discussing life, work,
faith, old friends etc. very convivial.
- Lovely roast dinner, wine, talked until late; bed.
- Up early, chewed mail. A gem from Havoc:
it's a bug if we have "GTK apps" and "GNOME apps" -
GTK - should be a complete fraemwork to write an app that
works well on Unix/Linux X11 desktops - which is true
enough until you realize that Red Hat has too much control
over gtk+ / glib development and direction, and this would
extend that to all of Gnome. . Perhaps
I'm just turning into a bitter, paranoid old person.
- Happy to be working on OO.o, got a nice mail
from a Damien about configuring javac encodings - presumably
too many German comments in the source code. Then again if
we used UTF-8 in CVS, we could have umlauts in variable
names with no problem.
- Had some success, a good hack or two. J. home,
did some web-maternity shopping.
- Went out for dinner to a local pub, pleasant
food, nice to be with just J. for a while. Home, bed.
- Up early, got annoyed enough with the laptop
to bin the RPM database altogether, and delete all of /usr
before re-installing; not good.
- Sander educated me about the IRC /away command,
so I need never leave, he also setup a tinderbox build slave
for RH 7.0, hopefully the first of many.
- Helped Nat prepare some slides, tinkered with
oprofile idly - soffice.bin crashes it: great. Discovered
that Java refuses to compile most OO.o java source files
when in a UTF-8 locale, wonderful.
- Talked to Miguel on IRC - a happy man away from
the RedHat hegemony. Most amused on the D/BUS front to read
Jamie Zawinski's
comments about re-writing everything constantly: the CADT
model:
I'm so totally impressed at this Way New Development Paradigm.
Let's call it the "cascade of attention-deficit teenagers" model.
- J. home late with some new maternity clothes,
pasta, bed.
- Up early, chewed mail quickly - not much: good.
Fixed a pre-broken patch, tried the latest builds - nice.
- Hacked merrily away at various things. On the
phone with a customer for an hour or so, team meeting in
the evening - got a collective ripping, and new management.
- J. home, chops with new honey, mustard and cream
sauce - excellent. Off to Unit 11 - lots of ceiling painting,
got plastered in emulsion - talked to Mario about his interesting
course in Evangelism. Bed late.
- Up early, though missed breakfast; screwed
up the car door - lower idling speed revealed some rattle
in there. Chewed mail - re-installed RH 8.0 on the laptop.
- Amusing to see where the boarding nails are
under the frost on the roof felt outside, by tens of
regularly spaced melted circles.
- Tried to recover my RH7.3+Gnome 2.3 snapshots
-> RH 8.0 system; after removing most packages by hand,
set about using jhbuild - which is suprisingly good it seems.
- Jimmac pointed out his
photos of Korea - in the days where one wasn't appalled
to be seen in a Red Hat. Mercifully gave it away to some
unsuspecting person going the other way on an intersecting
escallator.
- Found and fixed a particularly nice OO.o crasher
with tooltips and desktop switching - a typical FMR, fixed
/ filed patch. Talked to Nat/pzb about packaging joys - pzb
picked up the burden - a hero indeed.
- J. home, meeting cancelled due to snow. Went
shopping, fully stocked up - back for JPs. Louise phoned,
and then Mother - apparently Dad has an E-mail address now,
a bold step - brace for the spamming action. Bed.
- Dropped the car off at the Garage, phoned
the solicitor, chewed mail. Fix for bonobo-activation
from Peter Wainwright for broken/dangling sym-links.
- Played with mouse grabs a whole lot; what
fun. Picked the car up - it now makes a purring instead
of a clunking sound - what price peace of mind ?
- Volker worked on LXR to index both HEAD and
OOO_STABLE_1, good man and sethbc volenteered his gentoo
box for loop OO.o building - good too.
- J. home, hug, cooking, Teresa and Jordan
arrived for dinner, nice to play with Jordan - a very
smiley baby, pleasant evening. Bed.
- Up lateish, off to Unit 11 (Exchange) for
the first service in the new church. It looks very
much smaller with everyone inside, not enough chairs
yet to sit down. R & N dedicated Emma (their new
daughter) which was fine.
- Mario preached, very effectively on
Matthew 11:28-30 - taking the text apart. Interesting
that a yoke often was for two not one, and the prospect of
being yoked together with Christ, and removing the burden of
rules and regulation.
- Realised that I'm far too proud about my work,
and it's a serious problem, strangely not about my lovely
wife, but I don't think I deserved her, I suppose. It's
all too easy to say to yourself, "My power and the strength
of my hands have produced this wealth for me." But remember the LORD
your God, for it is he who gives you the ability to produce
wealth, and so confirms his covenant, which he swore to your
forefathers, as it is today. -
Deuteronomy 8:(17-20). Must be more thankful instead.
- Simon phoned, had a chat - good to talk. Nice
roast dinner, helped the Girl erect the Baby's room blackout
curtain (with rabbits). Phoned Ben to arrange next weekend.
- Walked to Ryan & Nancy's bible study at Unit 11,
finished Ephesians, rather good; nice to see Ryan again
before he (most likely) flies to the Gulf. Back with Daniel,
bed early.
- Up very late, breakfast, played with the
Knoppix CD that arrived in the post - curiously the
Gnome that ships comes with an early Gnome 2.0, with
IceWM, no nautilus, and a broken set of menus - not
good. Apart from that the system looks interesting.
- The little creature sewing curtains up
behind me for the baby's new room with little animals
on them, nice.
- Wandered into town, got Tomb Raider
sub-titled Lara Croft - vandalizer of antiquities
quite an amusing mindless film in it's own way - J. quite
liked it though.
- Off to Jenny and Adrian's wedding reception,
very mixed feelings, wished them all the best and
swallowed their food. Drove home - car making extremely
strange noises, bed.
- Up at 1am, getting a cold too. Hacked around,
a morbid level of RH interest in OO.o is emerging, and
Home/End doesn't work in the new emacs. Spoke to Federico
at length.
- Particularly amusing to see CORBA as the no.1
standard
on freedesktop.org, and then see the non-standard D-BUS
which has as it's most obvious merits: not re-using
infrastructure code (glib), not re-using a standard
(CORBA), not developing the existing, working solution
(linc/ORBit2) - a triumph of a standardisation effort.
- Back to bed.
- Up late, it seems J. discovered the flowers
and card downstairs - good. My office seems to have
sprouted string with lots of cut out hearts on it
with some lovely SoS quotes - wonderful.
- Read the invitation to my MA congregation
again, amazed that Dr Ian Dupere is now Praelector, Fellow
and Director of Studies in Engineering - and proud of it.
I imagine it will instill patience into future Downing
engineers.
- Got a helpful Gentoo bug report, decided to
create a bugzilla account there, and file the optimisation
flags issue.
- Disabled the mozilla integration on the
OO.o tinderbox builds - it's not a portable solution.
Lots of fun doing various bits. Federico still not shown
up for work yet - hmm.
- Knocked off at 5pm for house preparation for
the returning lady. She arrived too early, before things
were ready, plan B.
- Started cleaning and cooking, lit a fire,
Sean and Abbie arrived, good to see them after too
long. A pleasant evening indeed. Dropped them back late
- the car making an odd noise. Bed.
- Woke fitfully through the night; not good.
Did a little reading. Examined Jeff's pango speedup
patch, instrumenting with printf's didn't seem to show
any problem there.
- Back to hacking at last - much more fun than
building. Tried to get the OO.o people to use:
cvs -z3 admin -ncws_oodevel:cws_srx644_ooo20031030, so
that we can use a sensible alias instead of one containing
several magic (and changable) letters and numbers.
- Discovered the other X server running an OpenGL
screensaver - chewing my CPU, put a stop to that. Tried to
phone the soliciters about transfering our title deeds.
- Wandered into town for some pre-emptive
VT-day shopping, got a few bits together. Back home,
more fun hacking.
- J. home looking lovely, fire, pork chops,
relaxed - life is good. Bed early.
- Up nice and early, back into the routine,
chewed mail. Local server totally unresponsive again,
suspected CUPS pstoraster swallowing all the RAM -
rebooted it; tragic, roll on 2.6 and a better VM
system.
- Most impressed to get the CD's from John
in the morning post, half a day & a night order
to hand - very good. Backed up lots of stuff off the
laptop.
- Annoyed by the upgrade; it seems that the
Ximian packages ship with the same
Name,Version,Release,Epoch,Arch (NVREA), and didn't
much like me upgrading the system under them.
- Pulled all the Gnome 1.4 stuff out, and
went for the Evo-1.3.X snapshots ... they die on
startup quite nicely; evolution-1.3
evolution:Inbox/local seems to fix that. What it
is to be using ultra-unstable development snapshots.
- J. arrived home, pasta, and off to Unit 11.
Lots of
mess to clear out from downstairs, re-arranged,
swept the foor. The plumbers trying to stop the radiator
system from leaking profusely.
- Daniel balancing up a ladder painting a
girder with anti-condensation paint
upstairs, getting ready so the carpet can be
laid tomorrow.
- J. back from shopping with dohnuts, made
tea and coffee for everyone. Back home - it seems we
got an immense packet of loo-roll to wipe through.
Unpacked, bed.
- Up very late. Bought a CD from John's
Linux
Emporium - for Pink Tie 8.0, which one
can surmise is due to licensing issues.
- Talk to Eddie on the phone - plenty of
amusement value still going on in the world it seems,
interesting.
- Fought manfully on against the build issues,
got a clean build at last. The tinderbox machine is
churning out broken build type messages nicely too.
- J. home, phoned Bruce to re-route his
wood off-cuts (Bruce making precious metal, minature
pistols - turning into somewhat of an arms dealer -
the Thatchers should be commissioned).
- Submitted my paper for the OO.o
conference, should be fun.
- Phoned Sean and Abbie - good to catch up
again briefly; realised Friday is
'St Valentines day', much prefer
St. Alban's efforts - enough to make your eyes
pop out.
- Bed early.
- Didn't sleep at all well; missing: 1 lovely
wife. Breakfast with Havoc and set off for the station.
- Talked to the O'Reily Lady, and a nice chap
from the US, onto the train, chewed mail. Nice to see
we've got some big new build boxes. Tinderboxing madness
time. Nice to see Ximian contributing threading
work to PyGtk.
- Onto ORBit2 MT bits. Nailed my daft regression
(the joy of regression tests, and auto-ref count checking).
Train to Newmarket, walked home. Flushed mail, committed
the linc/ORBit2 MT bits to HEAD, still several interactions
to get right.
- Started to play with the new build machine,
hit upon a slew of interesting problems immediately.
- Uploaded my FOSDEM slides:
unfortunately magicpoint seems to insist on chopping the bottom
bullet points off when rendering to html ... duplicating the last
slide, cropping words in mid-render etc. All the more reason to use
OpenOffice.org I guess.
- Tried to build the dasher 3.0 preview, requires a great slew
of gtkmm stuff, too lazy to build that, shame.
- J. home, wonderful to be with her again; dinner, bed
exhausted, slept well - nice to have the lady within patting
distance.
- Up at 2am - dreaded itch, worked 'till 4
on my tutorial, still can't sleep. Snoozed fitfully
before breakfast.
- To the conference, Owen's talk quite good.
Sat around writing more slides. Got lunch with Jeroen,
talked to the Gentoo guy: Daniel Robbins.
- Gave a rather shambolic talk; no CORBA
stuff, did some thumbnailing stuff etc. slides to follow,
met Kriss - of gtk+ fame, good guy.
- Back to the Gnome room, spoke to the GNU step
people to determine how they do distributed object lifecycle
stuff, interesting, apparently ref-counting as well, but they
'simply' ref after an XP ref transfer, opening a P2P connection
to the process, which does per cnx. ref tracking. Didn't quite
ask the right questions though.
- Off to the hackers room to sync mail, talked to
David Axmark from MySQL, and a chap from Postgres, also
Alasdair Kergon in passing.
- Met Nicholas Spalinger, a nice Christian chap out to a nice restaurant
nearby with all the Gnome guys, had a nice chat to Glynn,
onto a nearby bar opposite the illuminated cathedral -
lovely. Walked back to the hotel, bed late.
- Up earlyish, pleasant breakfast, taxi to
the conference. Shared a cab with Julian Steward of wxWindows
fame (a Brit), and the inimitable David Faure. Caught up with
the Mdk & native vs. custom widget intrigue.
- Matthew arrived and gave me a demo of dasher -
very fine, a nice piece of code it seems - much like a zoomy
video game; works quite well on the iPAQ too. Apparently,
people can get 25wpm with an eye-tracker too.
- Talked to Owen wrt. Gtk+ timescales, finished
my talk, went to hear Havoc's talk.
- Appalled to discover that Havoc / Anders
and Mattias Ettrich decided to write a new IPC system
'D-Bus', as a 'freedesktop.org standard', and made no
effort to tell me, or ask advice. Still, having spent
several years, fixing and maintaining ORBit2/bonobo/activation etc.
I guess my opinion is judged of little worth - it might,
heavens above, be critical. A fuller judgement reserved
until I've seen the 'standard specification', and the code.
This makes me more eager to work 9 -> 5, and pleased I'm
working on OO.o not Gnome.
- Spoke to a blind chap, and examined his braille
k/b. Interviewed by a sociolagist: Thomas about
'Open Source' (Free Software), some interesting things.
- Spoke to Havoc / Anders to tell them how
disappointed I was. Out to dinner, annoyed all evening -
poor Jakub, David, Geerd. Back to the hotel early, phoned
J., bed, most concentrate on doing an enthusiastic
presentation tommorrow.
- Slept well, up early, continued trying to get my
laptop into some sort of current state for demoing action.
Built dev-help, switched more stuff between XD2 and Gnome 2
snapshots.
- Dan Williams setup an OO.o OOO_STABLE_1_PORTS
tinderbox slave building for MacOSX nicely, good man. Chewed
my inbox - nother earth-shattering. cups' pstoraster screwed
up my machine - again, using 500Mb of RAM and going strong.
- Had great fun trying to build monkey-media
against the clock, what a laugh. Off to Newmarket Station
to catch a train to Brussels.
- Tried to get gstreamer to scale video without
XVideo support at some length - a right pain. Got to the
Eurostar eventually - the incompetance of the chunnel
security setup is incredibly painful to suffer. Amusingly
the toilet door decided to savage my thumb, lovely -
relatively painful.
- On with writing the talk / tutorial. Sadly
stuck behind a set of loud and outwardly vacuous ladies -
busily doing their nail varnish (gassing us all). I'm glad
I know that all this effort is designed to pamper to the
male psyche - amazing that they're that interested.
- Got to the hotel, met Matthew - the Dasher man
and two of his friends just arrived from Cambridge.
Out for an Indian meal with Jakub - good to see him again,
bed, early.
- Up at 5am with the dreaded itch, fixed another
build issue, chewed some mail. Back to bed.
- Up later, appalled to find a gcc-3.0.4 bootstrap
had failed on RedHat 8.0, mind-blowing. Tried again, with a
clean build of only gcc-3.0.4 on a clean 8.0 system, same
problem. Tried gcc-3.2.1 to see if I can back-port some fix
or other. Gave up and filed bug RH bug
83628 - a pretty amazing response.
- Started writing more of my talk / tutorial for
FOSDEM this weekend.
- It seems Frank Rehberger has put together a
nice ORBit2 tutorial
here, great work.
- Alex caught an evil bonobo-activation realloc bug
causing the multi-display registration stuff not to work, good
man. Tried to do a new release, just got a deluge of bad XML
errors, even with the latest gtk-doc, wow.
- Filed a rcd tunneling/activation bug report, the
first thing that worked properly today.
- J. home late, had a nice fire, lovely beef
strongthingoft, J' finished knitting Anne's birthday present,
bed early.
- Up lateish, breakfast, finished chewing my mail.
- Slogged on with misc. evil, tedious build issues,
building things is the worlds most boring thing to have to do,
things should just build perfectly.
- It seems that Chris has been doing some excellent
work on the OO.o build, reducing his footprint by 2Gb, by
linking instead of copying to the solver, and sorting out the
massivly painful lang-pack generation process; excellent chap.
- J. arrived home, lovely to see her again. She brought
the articles on the Varsity mis-reporting, the original Heads
Will Roll - Corrupt Uni officials abuse volentary fund
being fairly comprehensively retracted, using (substantially)
the recommended text.
- Nice to see the Editorial In the previous
edition ... we published ... serious allegations of criminality
and gross impropriety against ... Mrs Julia Meeks ...
We now accept that such allegations were undeserved and
unjustified and would like to sincerely apologise ... for the
embarassment and disress which they and their families and
friends have been caused - Sadly not covering the full
front page, next to a picture of a guillotine, but good enough.
- Interesting to see the seemingly courteous tones
that lawyers seem to use, even with an extremely serious libel.
Gravely and unjustifiably defaming my other half, causing severe
distress. Shame they didn't publish the retraction in a position
of equal prominence. All remedies should clearly be expressly
reserved. Hopefully Luke Layfield has learned his lesson and will
emerge a more accurate, friendly and less amateur journalist.
- Off to Unit 11 to do some painting, and scraping
muck off the floor; talked to Tim who works for Marshals
Special Vehicles - things like a Bilogical, Chemical and
Nuclear weapon proof, mobile hospitals for the armed forces,
amongst other interesting things.
- Back to bed.
- Up latish, breakfast, the mid-wife Anne
Fone came to see us. Friendly lady - good stuff.
Listened to the baby's heart beat, excellent, filled
in myriad forms.
- Started to pull 6400 messages, poked at
what Federico has been up to. Great to see that moaning
emotively at Miguel about an aspect of the C# spec, seems
to have an effect on the ECMA process - wow.
- Snowing outside, lots of mail to chew, and a
phone meeting this evening - good stuff. GStreamer got
a stable release out - which is excellent.
- Gustavo Carneiro has been slogging away at
yet more great libbonobo[ui], bonobo-activation docs, and
fixes - good man.
- Bruce rang to have some timber delivered
here, good to hear from him. It seems Morten and Chen have
had a lovely baby boy: Lucas - the gnumeric family is
certainly growing fast.
- Bugzilla.redhat.com seems to have been down
for some hours, odd indeed. Got through most of the E-mail
by the end of work; perhaps I should read mail only once a
week.
- Conference call with XD2 team, good to be back,
J. home, phoned Federico, good chat, dinner, bed.
- Up early, bus, furnicular, train, waited at the
station, flew, train, car, back to Brighton.
- Met Oliver Ridley on the train - a friend from
school a long while back. It seems he shares a house with
Kiera Cochrane who (apparently) writes a column in the Sunday
Times nowadays, while writing a novel.
- Chatted with Mum, Dad and Thomas. Had a pleasant dinner
and drove home, bed exhausted.
- Up extremely late, watched J. sleep for a while,
croissants for breakfast, the thunder of explosions rumbling in
the mountains to clear avalanches.
- Another beautiful sunny day. Dragged out for a walk
after praying across the countryside towards Aminona. Walked by
a frozen stream. The trees incredibly loaded with snow, shedding it
in sudden avalanches on unwary passers-by, sometimes not so randomly.
- Wonderful to sit and watch the floor of the glacial valley
below so far away, the familiar colours de-saturated by the snow. The
sky so dark blue above - wonderful. Walked off most of breakfast, and
back home.
- Lunch on the balcony, ate two gendarmes, nice sausage.
- Finished the Yes Prime Minister series, read a little
of the economist - far more stimulating. Fondue and brussel sprouts for
dinner. Watched Brunel's Great Britain the story of his large
and innovative iron ship from all those years ago (now resting in
Bristol).
- Cleaned the flat variously.
- Up late, beautiful clear day, clear skies, lovely view
of the mountains all around. Quick breakfast, and set off for
Aminona - a place with more interesting pistes. La Tza much higher
than Signal, the snowflakes glistening in the sun like falling
glitter as we went up, and the snow enveloping the mountains like
sequined, draped silk.
- Started off on the smallest slope, then a slightly
longer one, and finally a nicer chair-lifted, longer, steeper, better
slope ( still graded easy ).
- After a couple of runs had lunch in the hut, chips and
Apfelsaft for Julia. Then back out onto the main slope, and a couple
of smaller slopes and back to the main one to finish. Most satisfactory.
Fell only once while playing turning on the spot. Lots more
side-slipping action - good.
- Started to plough happily down the steepest bits. Feet
dying, so rested and did a final run before heading home at 3.30pm -
half an hour before leg breaking time. Lots of other crazy people
going directly down the mountainside off-piste - wierd tracks of
(presumably) recently healthy boarders. Some crazy people seem to
insist on skiing where they can have no clue what is below them.
Others jumping over ramps etc.
- Back to the flat, and immediately out to walk up the hill
to the cake shop. Stocked up and back for slugging.
- Brochettes and misc. veg for dinner - watched some of
the Thriller films, and further annotated them for future
reference. Watched Up Close - a worryingly self-obsessed piece
of propaganda for the appalling US 'news' industry.
- Bed earlyish.
- Up late, lots of slugging. Breakfast, prayed, and set
off for the slopes. Walking up the hill seemed easier - perhaps
acclimiatizing somewhat. More sunny today. Got an afternoon pass,
sun came out as we went up in the lift. Tried the beginners slope
first - easy enough. Then down the larger slope 3 times, a longish
lunch to relax ( amazingly you find loud Americans even up Swiss
mountains ), then another 3 runs, and by now becoming obscenely
super-over-confidant, time to stop.
- Managed to fall over only once while Julia was teaching
side-slipping, extremely pleased, despite being a passive passanger
on hurtling skiis many times, and getting run-over by some speeding
clown.
- Slope started to get rather icy towards the end, good
time to quit. Lift down, shopped, bussed back home for a cup of tea.
- Watched Not the nine-o-clock news most amusing
footage Margaret Thatcher takes time out of her busy schedule to
give this award to Britain's 3 millionth unemployed man ... etc.
Pasta for dinner, then The Italian Job - a real cliff-hanger
ending. Bed.
- Up late, lazed around, had breakfast, cleaned the
balcony of snow more or less. Got our 'moon boots' on, and
bussed into Crans.
- Wandered around the town - the hyperactive Swiss
seem to take lots of time off during the day, shops:
10am-12pm, 2.30pm-6.30pm. I could cope with a 6 hour working
day too. Clearly lunch takes a lot of eating.
- Walked around a couple of frozen lakes, threw snow
at each other, practiced making smileys and hearts in the snow.
Ended up in a cafe reading French newspapers - somewhat
incompletely.
- Back to the flat via the CoOp. Saw the lovely view
as the sun came out - picturesque. Watched the end of The
Silent Army - inspiration for 'Allo 'Allo I believe,
rather a good film, albeit somewhat epic. Nice ending.
- Had dinner - managed to lacerate myself at lunch
with the bread knifw - fortunately omitted to slice through some
of the more important tendons for typing.
- Schitzel for tea, yoghurt and chocolate, bed early.
- Up early, off to the lift - snowing lightly,
having snowed all night - rather more slippery than yesterday -
up the lift, loits of powder, still snowing, somewhat overcast.
Waited inside for the instructor, and jointed the ski school.
- Me with my 1 hour of instruction vs. 5 other people
with 2 days+. Took us down the easy slope, and straight up a
far larger, steeper etc. piste. A much more fun (jolty and fast)
button lift, stayed on miraculously.
- Fell over three or four times on the first 4 runs,
but eventually got the hang of it - at some cost to the knees
and ankle. Went up and down 3 times, cloudy, still snowing.
- Decided enough was enough after 90 minutes, hot
drink - Julia arrived rather cold, icicles on the beard etc.
Went down to Montana, shopped in another place, with Apfelsaft
this time. Bus back, far easier to walk down hill. Lunch, sun
came out.
- The indoors very dim in comparison with the bright
white light outside. Bummed around for a while, watching the
encyclopaedic collection of comedy (and 'thriller') videos.
Then walked up to the local boulnagerie to get cakes with the
girl. Back for more applied slugging - lots of lovely aches
and pains.
- Lovely fondue, and watched Yes Prime Minister
a while; bed.
- Up lateish, set off for the bus, waited for
ages at the wrong stop getting cold. Trecked up the hill
and finally found the real bus. Amazingly difficult to walk
up a simple incline at altitude with skis (etc.).
- Bought a 2 day ski pass, and an hour of 1to1
tutiton. Set off up the lift - engineering on a rugged
scale. Played on thie children's slope for a while, gradually
getting the grasp of avoiding ones immenant demise. Made a
little progress.
- Bite to eat in a local hut, then met my instructor
Ben - a Swiss skiing fanatic who (helpfully) could ski backwards
down the steep bits with me coming after him - brave man.
Improved to the point of being able to turn around on a slope
a few times without falling over. Good.
- The ski lift down decided to close extremely early
(high wind at the top + snowing ?), thus left with the prospect of skiing
down the mountain. Not so impressed by this. Walked the nastily
steep bits adjacent to rocks / precipices etc, somewhat exhausted.
- Shopped in Montana - and caught the bus back to the
flat. Applied slugging - watched Yes Prime Minister - and
massaged each other. Lovely view from the flat - although apparently
another mountain range lurks being a veil of cloud.
- J' made a lovely dinner again, Bed early - split nail,
painful right thigh, left thumb, right arm etc. hopefully that
means I'm gaining.
- Up early, Dad dropped as at the station,
Gatwick, plane, very relaxing lazy travel. Missed the
first train to Lausanne, shopped and got the next.
Arrived in Sierre, followed the red line on the pavement
to the furnicular, glid up the hill, and taxied to the
flat in the snow.
- The flat is very well appointed, with a
pleasant view (apparently: rather dark). Had a bite to
eat and then poked in the 'cav'(e) - where the skiis and
various bits lurk ( doubles as a nuclear shelter with a
rather thick concrete door, nicely hinged to be movable ).
- Got the boots on, and discovered that ( after
much stretching and groaning ) - the straps had been switched
for ones that were clearly too small. Fixed that and all is
good, apart from slight pain in the feet.
- Watched Rising Damp for a bit, ate
Rosti and beans, then bed.
- Up 5am, to JFK, met a Horse chap from
Newmarket - odd fellow stands in a crate with 3 edgy
horses on cargo flights round the world. Got to the
plane, dysfunctional seat in front makes hacking
painful. Did some ORBit2 work.
- Arrived, Father picked me up on his way
through from Wales, drove home together - nice to hear
how it's all going. Home, had a bite to eat - lovely to
see the little one again; Bed early.
- Up very early, re-synch the clock with
the UK hopefully. Chewed list mail. Breakfast,
suitably irritated by some idiot singer The
greatest love of all is ... love(ing) yourself -
clearly a well actualized self obsessed lyricist.
Perhaps Love God and your neighbour as yourself
wouldn't sell so well as the (expensive) quest for
the beauty you posses inside.
- Out to trudge the freezing streets, found an I/Net
cafe remarkably close-by, good - deserted except
for me. $5 / hour rather contrasts with $1 / minute
in the Javits.
- Uploaded my slides,
after a struggle with mgp which seems to want to take
an X shot of the rendered image before rendering is
finished - most odd.
- Checked in some test files, and expanded
the TODO - lots of fun to go. Richard sent me a picture
of
Quentin blinding me with his modesty.
- Amused that
Varsity who seem to have taken to flaming my sweet wife in
their incisive mastergraph, struggle to stop their website
mis-reporting the news in the form of server errors, failing
searches etc. strength to strength it seems.
- Metro to the WTC to see the hole, quite an
impressively sized 6 storey hole. Went to see some of the
suggested replacements, some of which look quite reasonable
it seems.
- Had lunch; Went to see the air-craft
carrier Intrepid converted into an air, space, sea musem
thing. Also around the SSG Growler - a curiously ineffective
Nuclear deterent cruise-missile launching submarine. Lots of
interest though, nice to see the A12 Blackbird in the
flesh.
- Back to massaging my MT ORBit2 work into HEAD
for gnome-2.4, seemed to integrate it such that non-threaded
mode works fine still - good. Continued pushing locking and
ref holding through the POA.
- Bed early.
- Up early, love message from the better
half in the socks. Off to the Javits by Bus with
Greg. Speakers room, tried to help Ray Bryant from
SGI setup his laptop.
- Wow, getting 680Kb/sec downloads, nice
indeed. Off to the show floor, wandered around,
nothing much of interest seemingly. Spoke to Erwan
and Sam from Sun about OO.o.
- Spent a good while talking to the MAS
guys, and after a complete lack of communication
to start with over half an hour managed to
understand each other - I think, good.
- Did some gnome booth work for a while,
spoke to a number of people, misc. bugs and
problems, some interest. Good to see Tim &
Leslie, William P. again etc. Met the two David's
doing the stand.
- Had a chat with Maddog, who seemed to
have done some excellent things on the booth,
decided we needed a Gnome-Meeting setup across the
floor for the next show.
- Back to the hotel alone, chewed mail -
alone. It's sad to be alone, and good to have a
wife nearby to hug and to hold.
- Got a mail from myself, saying I hadn't
logged off at Smart-Cirty - rather scary. Pleased
that my semi-instant linc fix, fixed Padraig's
evil a11y issue. Got the mail under control, and
off to dinner.
- Watched US TV - CNN for a while, it's
amazing how long they can spin out a non-interesting
non-newsworthy piece. Bed.
- Up early, off to the Javits for a Sun
breakfast, lots of people already there. Michael
Tieman show-casing a Patriotic ethnocentrism:
the US is an ideal democracy => there can only be
two parties in a perfect democracy => there can
only be two Linux distributions => this is amazing.
- Met Daniel Ravicher, a man of incredible
patience - clearly to be able to do pro-bonob work
for the FSF. Marveled at Bradley's blatant begging.
- Talked with Robert O'Dear afterwards,
good chap, and Curtis, poked at the latest Sun
hardware / sw. on show - nice. To the speakers'
room, back to talk-writing. With ThomasVS's help
got gstreamer thumbnailing working (where
xine/totem refused to work). Committed the
gnopernics fixes.
- Spoke to Phil Schwan - about Joe and
Jacob. Managed to print the talk out - after several
false starts - tragically using MS Word. By this
time (3pm) MBE had shut, so scrounged the Media room
photocopier for 25 minutes of hand stapling / copying
action.
- Setup / spoke, demos worked fairly well
except gok seems to stop the WM doing window dragging
(somehow) - and stuff gets hidden under the magnifier
in a painful way.
- The slides can be found www and tar.gz
there [ mgp mangled them in a rather unpleasant, and unfixable way it
seems - the moral: use OO.o ].
- Met Quentin of AT&T fame afterwards,
nice chap indeed, good to see him here. Walked back
to the hotel with some chap writing the semantic web -
doing natural language stuff in the abstract,
academically.
- Talked to Charlie for a while - interesting
chap, then off to a local steak house with the lads, steak,
talked to Louis for a while, bed.
- Up too early; breakfast / pray with the
girl; off to the station, to Cambridge -> Kings X.
Started building the a11y stuff to demo, perhaps
too bold - marvel of marvels, it worked first time,
good stuff. Gnopernicus needs some GUI loving though.
- Discovered that gnopernicus has used
glade: good, but used GtkFixed everywhere - hence
nothing scales / sizes with the font size (etc.).
- Onto the plane, read the economist
predictions for 2003, did a little hacking on
gnopernicus, great improvements. Lots of turbulence
on the flight Nr. Greenland.
- Arrived, managed to find the hotel - big
sign saying 'Holiday Inn' concealing the flag with
DooJitBaa on it - good stuff. Phone the small creature,
who was upset about her work - the plague of journalists.
- Off to Jacob Javits, saw Nat, Miguel, David,
Aaron, Luis, Christine, met Jocelyn, etc. etc.
- Off the the speakers room to chew mail.
Walked back to the hotel, then out for a Ximian dinner
with the lads. Spent a lot of time catching up with Nat,
lots of interesting things.
- Back to the hotel, chewed mail, bed.
- Up early, chewed mail - Dave Camp storming
away at the bugs, good man. Got GnomeDB RPMs from
here and a new gtk-sharp RPM from
here. Checked out monodoc, and ... after fixing the
makefiles - instant demo, much more productised than
expected.
- OpenOffice released a preliminarly version
1.0.2 the other day; what the notes don't say is that
this version should be much much more buildable on real,
modern stock systems - uses autoconf slightly more sensibly
etc. thanks mostly to the tireless work of Kevin, Chris, and
Ken, great work.
- Padraig discovered a horrific (but trivially
fixable) 'linc' bug - amazing, fixed it and pushed
linc-1.0.1. Re-built the panel to get the pager applets,
Dan's fixing that in our snaps. Fixed a libbonoboui popup
bug, folded in the positioning improvement, and did a
libbonoboui-2.2.0 release.
- Installed
gstreamer-0.4.2 from the apt packages, couldn't get
apt-rpm to work again (didn't like my wierd RPM database).
- Got several things under control, but fontilus
being a stickler for later Xft,freetype versions seemingly
decided to risk switching the foundations around.
- Dave Camp located the great lifecycle evilness
in nautilus - a hero of our time; a bug of my own creation
sorry to say.
- Built gstreamer, gst-plugins, libgsf,
libmrproject, mrproject - good. Struggled with gstreamer,
discovered J. had kindly packed for me; bed late.
- Up early, breakfast, mail chewage. Many kind
messages from various souls about the expected creature.
- Started updating to Dan Mills' latest Gnome
2.2 snapshots with Red-Carpet, what a hero - he got there
before I had to re-build everything for LWE.
- Bugzilla'd miscellaneously. Tried to book
Eurostar tickets from two different sites (sadly both
using 'TravelSelect'), the clever people at TravelSelect
(lastminute.com?) - refuse to process my custom, how
extremely clever. Better, the phone number is out of date
on the web-page, will marvels never cease.
- Onto
eurostar.com these clever people make it almost
impossible to guess what format they will accept dates
in, after reading the Javascript discovered it's
dd/MM/yy; great, managed to get there in the end.
- The Swiss railway site OTOH, while not in
a native language worked brilliantly, Thank you very
much for giving us the business! at the end; good.
- Nice to see Martin's mono debugger finally
released. Discovered a nasty hole in the nautilus
right-click menu event handling - it should never
have worked; requires everything to be fixed.
- Found evolution-1.4 requires 'libsoup' not
'soup' to be built. Sketched out my talk more, upon
inspection it seems quite a lot got done in Gnome 2.2.
Pushed bonobo-activation-2.2.0 - the translators have
been busy it seems. Then a libbonobo-2.2.0. Wrote an OO.o
status report.
- Discovered one needs gnome-desktop-themes to
get some nice icon-themes. J. home, out for a run, JPs,
stiching and talk writing. Gustavo Carneiro keeps coming
up with more and more good API docs work - what a lad.
- Up early, off to St. Someone's to see what it's
like, new minister rather good - preached clearly and well,
albeit rather short. More substance and challenge, less
vagueness; good.
- Back home, J. stitching a new blackout curtain
for the expected baby's room - has some nice material with
rabbits, and various field animals for the other side.
Apparently it's worth not letting the early morning 2am
light disturb your child.
- Glued my chair back together, removed 2 curtain
rails, and errected two more (progress?). J. cut my hair,
which went well, after writing the clippers off as a bad job
- for some reason they prefer to pull the hair out rather than
cut it - most odd.
- Listened to an excellent Gordon sermon on
1 Corinthians 8:1-3, some rather amusing bits.
- Bed late.
- Up extremely late, brunch, off into town to get
an E111 form for skiing [ the joys of National Insurance ],
on to 'Treasures in Jars of Clay' - an ecumenical meeting for
unity.
- Interesting talk about Asylum seekers, from the
lady chaplain at a local processing center, became fairly
convinced that we do rather well for them in the UK - though
I don't think that was the intention. Some rather amsuingly
bland prayers; We believe in a God of brightly contrasting
colours - content free, thus non-controversial, tragic.
What about the pastel shades !?
- Got away to be photographed by a quick switching
action in the booth for ski passes. Then drove to Kat's to
see her ill horse, meet her b/f James more. [ an advocate of
the untennable agricultural self-sufficiency argument - in
support of the CAP, but he is a farmer ].
- Out for dinner. Met Clairy and LLoyd properly;
Claire, Yvonne and Anne arrived too, very pleasant. J. drove
back very late, bed.
- Dreaded itch 2am, a little hacking. Back to bed.
- Up later, J. already gone to work. Chewed mail,
set a more ambitious build off. Very cloudy coldy head.
- Plugged away at various things; off to the hospital
with Julia for a brief checkup, back to work - the build system
exists to give me pain.
- Out to Newmarket Computers to get a USB card that's
supported, amazed to see RH 7.3 trying so hard to unmount an nfs
mount to itself on shutdown; incredible.
- J. and Myriam came home; had a pasta dinner, lovely
to hear from Myriam - back from Mission in the slums of Hydrabad,
India. Some amazing work helping people with scabies, dressing
wounds, persuading people that if a baby has a fever - it's best
not to sear it with a hot iron in several places. Some incredible
things, the '3rd eye', and making up children to look ugly to
ward off evil etc. Amazing to share the love of the omnipotent
God with them, and bind up their wounds. Damning that such
low-tech treatment as soap and water, and washing ones bed-linen
doesn't get used, many problems are fixable through basic
education. Sounded most rewarding. Bed late.
- Up at 2am - the dreaded itch; poked at some things,
talked to Dave, back to bed. Up early, nice patch from pzb -
see if we can include it.
- Amazed to see the scope and depth of the security
brokenness in CUPS - well, not that amazed, gurgh. It seems OO.o
have woken up to their 730Mb
CVSROOT/history file; good.
- Remembered that I'm supposed to be sitting against
the wall to strengthen my legs for skiing, hard to hack like
that though.
- Added a libbonoboui check for old, and non-parallel
install clean gdk-pixbufs, so people get slightly less cryptic
warnings.
- Checked the oil and water on the car, needed
water for cooling and windscreen; impossible to tell with the
oil either full or empty; hmm.
- Fixed a silly memory leak in b-a-s. Got my inbox
down to 7 mails - almost unprecedented. Looks like KeithP fell
foul of the i18n minefield in strtod in Xft (but not fontconfig).
- J. home, bangers and mash; out to Jim & Joyce's
for Cell group, this week Kevin and Carol were checking up on us
so Jim (G.) had brushed his hair. Coffee, wild strumming, bed.
- J. off in car, chewed mail. Realized that the old
swap partition of mine was on the flakey SCSI disk - that's
prolly the cause of my pain.
- Chewed bugs. Blocked on Dave Camp; hmm. Did a
linc-1.0.0 and ORBit2-2.6.0 release.
- Slogged away at font sizing issues for some time,
discovered a point is 1/72nd of an inch, and (re-discoverd) that
there is a 25.4 multiplier between inches and millimetres, and
that Xft has it's own idea of the DPI, independant of X.
- Steve and Sean arrived, sat around and had coffee,
J. home, and out for a curry - nice to get to know Steve better.
Finished off a good few bits while J. showered; bed.
- Up extremely early, J. off to work, new washing
machine arrived, old one left. Those blokes lift and carry
30 home's machines around per day, impressive backs.
- Nice to see James'
nautilus-rpm-properties page, good stuff.
- Encouraging to see that we're doing something
right wrt. OO.o; Kevin Hendricks - famous non Sun OO.o hacker:
Tinderbox is probably the biggest help I have seen yet. Like most
volunteer developers I do my builds on on one machine only (in my case
PPC Linux) and would love to see how my code changes impact the main
platforms without waiting/hoping others will have the time and volunteer
to do the rebuild.
Using the tinderbox for Solaris via ooo.ximian.com I have been able to
remotely diagnose and come up with fixes for two configure nitpicks that
caused problems and now even a possible whitespace change in a patch
that I never would have been able to know about or diagnose.
...
It is simply the tool I have been waiting for.
That makes it all worthwhile. We need more build volenteers
though to loop build a vast source tree; people with a few GIPS/GB
free for long term loop OO.o building should mail me.
- Got a little more perl in, the more I use it - the more
I like it; if only I could use structured data sensibly. Wrote up
the process
of setting up a tinderbox for OO.o.
- Discovered an amusing security flaw in OO.o while
reading the code, no good process for dealing with those it
seems. Server locked up in swap-hell (or some other place),
at last - a chance to removed the suspicious SCSI card.
Installed the washing machine while the disk checked.
- Re-educated RH7.3 about the missing disk, rather
an unfriendly message for 'un-mountable partition in fstab'.
- J. home, pizza for dinner, out to a rehearsal for
an inter-church meeting on Saturday; back, bed.
- Up early, off to the school to setup 'church',
put chairs out made tea for before the service, fooled with
acetates in the service, another acutely limp sermon from
Kevin.
Building continues apace, J. priming skirting board on LHS.
- Home, lunch, read some of Lomborg's response to the
Scientific American article on his The Sceptical
Environmentalist - interesting stuff.
- Out to the Dolphins' for a while,
back for a bit, out to Ryan and Nancy's Bible study, back
to bed.
- Up early; mail from someone I seem to have
annoyed saying that the price of talking to real developers
instead of sweet talking marketing people on development
mailing lists is him disparaging Ximian to others. Roll on
the day when marketing proof-reads all outgoing E-mails;
apologised again.
- Chewed the rest of the mail. Cable connection
died - hopefully not someone digging the cable up. Phoned
Richard & Jackie, not around - shame. Cable returned,
got on.
- Phone call from Sean, interesting. Poked at
the Gnome 2.1
tinderbox - why am I getting no new snapshots.
- Talked to Kris / Hadess about the new
eggfileselector API, it seems they're clued up and going in
an improved direction. They want a proof of concept 'power'
file-selector before they'll virtualize the eggfileselector
API - fair enough.
- Poked at C++ - it seems you have to copy
'virtual' decl's into child classes - can that be true ?
seem to have to implement a base impl. too. Inexcusable
ignorance really.
- J. home, out for a run, JPs, read the economist
by the fire, while J. stitched, bed.
- Up early; chewed mail, branched linc, ORBit2
for gnome-2-2 so we can keep working on HEAD. Fascinated
to discover that Nicholas Petreley is a Christian, at
least, if he's the same one as petreley.com, at last
another irritating idiot to bond with.
- After trashing my X session, poking at the x
font servers, managed to get RH 7.3 and 8.0 X sessions
running on the same machine nicely.
- Chased a mixture of minor and silly buglets
all day, then back to some real work. Chris expanded
linkoo to cover the lingucomponent - some problem in
1.0.2.
- J. phoned - about to buy a new washing
machine, advised against the 5 year warrenty for 50%
extra [ pirates ] if it breaks inside 5 years clearly
there were manufacturing faults. J. home - natcho
creation, and consumption, bed early.
- Up early, breakfast, chewed mail. Asked
Debian to back out the broken 'fix' to ORBit from Ronald
for the kernel bug.
- Amazed to see
GCompris - had a go, extremely good stuff. Excellent
for kids (and adults it seems).
- Setup a RH 8.0 chroot on my RH 7.3 machine
to complement SuSE, the joys of a multi-distro world.
- J. home, quick dinner, off to 'Unit 11' to
do some work - a business unit being turned into a church
building for NCC. New floor & stairs looking good.
Spent a while lifting boarding up to find non-soldered
pipes. Talked to Brian / Tim a bit, - he has a gadget to
pump compressed air into piping to see if it will leak
before the water hits it. J. primed skirting board, lugged
radiators around, cleated some cabling up.
- Off to Tesco to stock up, they've run out of
coal (again, again) - despite this happening every year,
it seems they don't bother to increase their order.
- Bed - at night sometimes I get this sensation
of falling ... followed by hitting the floor, must be more
careful.
- Up, packed J. off to work without any
breakfast - spent happy minutes scraping the car in
the freezing cold. Chewed mail.
- Nice to see the Mono crowd expanding and
clumping around new projects, nice to see the JavaScript
stuff getting attention.
- Finally irritated enough by reports of
ORBit-0.5 breakage (but only on linux-2.5 - must be
an ORBit bug !) with 'getpeername', that I poked at the
supposedly responsible bitkeeper changeset
1.262.2.2 not such a useful diff without method
names, pulled the latest source instead. Found the (fairly
obvious) bug after a few minutes, doh - code cleanups. Turns
out it's also a potential user-space crasher bug too - nice.
- Realised the cold and hunger feelings may be
related to having forgotten to eat breakfast; elevenses.
- Back to OpenOffice, some measure of success in
the current endeavour.
- J. home, went for a run - felt much more alive.
Struggled to force the reams of string back into the washing
machine, JPs in front of the fire; booked flights to
Switzerland, bed.
- Up early, to work, very slow forced fsck
on the 80Gb disk, makes you appreciate journaling lots.
Another 2300 mails, good stuff. Great to 'see' Chris and
Stefan again.
- Fixed a libbonobo -ansi build issue for James.
Strained at the phone - trying to find someone to poke at
the washing machine with more experience of such things.
- Gustavo put up some of the new
libbonobo documentation - looking very nice indeed,
albeit in need of proof-reading.
- Looks like I can't go to the Gnome
Multimedia summit in Oslo, which is a shame - life is
too busy.
- Poked Clara via Keelyn about flights to LWE,
on the critical path for booking holiday bits.
- Re-arranged some of the pending junk in the
house, poked at the washing machine again. Bacon &
pasta, more WM fishing, eventually discovered you can
unscrew the main knob if you turn it the wrong way.
Managed to get the state machine out, seemingly broke
the water inlet actuator arm at the same time - bother,
new washing machine time. Bed early.
- Up lateish, off to NCC - even more vague and
random sermon - tedious too, need to start looking for
somewhere with decent teaching nearby.
- Home, cheese on toast, set about the machine -
a Zanussi Z929T. An amazing device - totally devoid of any
electronic mess, a mechanical state-machine. Consulted
the internet without much joy. Consulted both sets of
parents.
- Detached the pressure sensor tube - normally
gets bunged up, cleaned it out - though it was in fact
clear. Removed lots of crud from the water filter.
- Apparently more joy - put washing on;
discovered some time later that the programme stuck
while heating. Consulted the block diagram at some length,
the thing is so simple - nothing can possibly go wrong.
Tried a cold wash to avoid thermostat - no joy; hmm.
- Quit - spag. bolg. and 2 Gordon sermon's for
good measure. Discovered the reason the Ox and the Ass
are put in the 'nativity scene' [ apparently innovated
by St. Francis of Assisi ] is not that he liked animals
generally, but from
Isaiah 1:3 - the animals are bright enough not to
bite their master, but are we ?
- Bed late, last day of holidays, suprisingly
sad to be quitting full time Wife admiration / tending
for work.
- Up early, full English breakfast, read the
paper etc. Off again to walk along the beach - this time
at Sizewell, very, very cold - also light oil on the
beach from some spill, not broken down yet.
- Rescued a cable drum from the sea, at the cost
of Bruce's foot.
- Fish for lunch, packed the car for home - got
a nice injection of tooling from Bruce - a load of drill
attachments - hedge trimmer, sanding bits, grinding disk,
pillar drill things and a small jig-saw; good stuff.
- Home, washing machine broken, bed.
- Up early, eggs for breakfast, set to clearing
the decks for a mince pie and mulled wine party.
- Fetched Pat from next door, people started
to arrive, doused them in mulled wine, fed them with
mince-pies. They left after a while.
- Returned house to it's original shape, had
lunch. Dragged from my (comfy) chair for a walk along
Aldeburgh sea-front with Julia ( via the onion shop ).
Wind extremely cold, waves fairly large - mad people
fishing from the beach, very cold indeed.
- Back home, found the words to Flanders' and
Swan's A Song of Patriotic Prejudice on the net
for A&B, dinner, bed.
- Set off for Bruce and Anne's, avoided most
of the flooding by sticking to A14, A12. Popped into
Bury St. Edmonds for some shopping first. Got Julia
a pair of long brown boots which she seems very
pleased with.
- Got to The Warren for lunch, coffee, washed
the car in the afternoon, admired Bruce's silver pistols
he's making - some rim-fired 2mm ammunition (?), of
course despite the pistol being 2 inches long it's an
illegal fire-arm (good), so they have to be made
pre-crippled for export.
- Bed lateish.
- Up late, sleeping sickness - building up
major sleep capital it seems. Very impressed to see
gmdb a Gnome frontend to the MDB project - which
lets people migrate Access databases - great work
there it seems. I wonder if that will help people with
Exchange servers move away.
- J. still rather ill.
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